Everything feels like my fault no one understands.  I was told not to cry am I meant to lock my feelings? I feel like I have never been able to keep my parents happy. I  always feel like I am in competition with my clever siblings and other people's kids. "This girl is so clever, she can drive " it breaks me 'cos I'll never be able to drive.  I need to see that I have come so far from what I was before, despite my circumstances and my eyesight. I wish I didn't have eyesight issues and was a perfect daughter.  I am too sensitive and cry over the smallest things, I don't know if I'll be able to be a perfect daughter in law, wife and sister in law.