I know you felt like you gained a victory when my dad told you something. I wish I would just die, I am just going to let the pain get to me and not take the tablets. My eyes are bloodshot red from crying so much, I should have just died the day my mum did it would have relieved everyone of a burden like me. You're so clever when no one is there you attack with words, taunts and sarcastic remarks. I am such an easy target for you. I am tired of always being the bad guy for you no wonder you and my dad weren't talking to me properly.