Your whole life you get frustrated with yourself as everything is hard and others get frustrated with you too when they try to direct you to find things. No one knows how much it hurts to be this way, I know I shouldn't complain as they are people worse off than me. Due to this visual impairment you are discriminated by people who you want to work for. Everything just seems such a struggle. In these eyes it is like a cave with a dead end. I want to do things like others but it's not as easy for me as it is for others.