People will always remind you of the past always and their favours. But they'll never remember the good you've done, you always feel like a burden on everyone. Only God knows what is in your heart and what you go through, people will always mock you. You feel better after bowing down in prostration and crying to your creator who knows you better than anyone else. The yearning of your heart only God knows, who hears your every whisper and tear that you hide from everyone. Surely your time will come too, you will gain ease after hardship. You will see happiness and feel peace too one day. In this world people don't understand those with a sensitive heart.