"This hurts.

It hurts to love someone who probably doesn't even know my name.

I just want him to love me, you know? "

Yeosang tucks away his journal in his desk and stands up from the chair. He stretches and wipes away a tear that trickled down his cheek.

He felt pathetic. He felt like a loser because of his stupid emotions.

"How can you love someone you've never had a conversation with?" Yeosang thinks.

So maybe they've muttered out an apology to each other when Seonghwa accidentally bumped into him in the hall. But that doesn't mean anything... really.

Yeosang lays in his bed, staring at the ceiling thinking of him.

He thought about how nice it would be to have him as a cuddle buddy and maybe share food together on dates.

The doorbell rings, interrupting Yeosang's thoughts.

Yeosang closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, waiting a few seconds before getting up to answer the door.

Once the door opened, Yeosang was completely shocked with what he saw.

"Hi, uhm... I locked myself out of my house, and my mum isn't home", the brown eyed boy said. "My phone is also dead, so do you mind if I use yours?"

Yeosang's eyes scared up and down Seonghwa before opening the door wider and nodding his head.

Seonghwa smiled and stepped inside.

Yeosang pointed to his home phone that was located in the hallway by the kitchen and walked to the living room giving Seonghwa space.

Yeosang's brain was racing as his heart.

Seonghwa is in my house. He talked to me. He smiled at me.

About five minutes later, Seonghwa walked in the living room and smiled yet again at Yeosang. "Thanks for that. My mum should be home soon."

Yeosang smiled back, he wanted to ask if he wanted to stay here until she gets back, but would that be weird?

"Uhm, no problem...", Yeosang said quietly.

Seonghwa bit his lip and rubbed the back of his neck. "Well, I'll be going now... bye, Yeosang" and with that Seonghwa made an exit from Yeosang's home.

Yeosang stared at the door in shock.

"He knows my name", he whispered. "He knows my name!"

And that night, Yeosang slept with a smile.