Hey guys...I am studying for exams and it's hard to update but still here I am hehe...

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After leaving the hospital me and Chanyeol walked till a park nearby and sat on a bench under a tree.It's already dark and cold but it's okay since I am with him.Having fun and laughing makes me forget about everything else.I'm so happy he brought me to meet his sister.I'm happy he thinks of me as a close person to him.

"Your sister is really beautiful."I admitted and grinned.He looked at me and chuckled suddenly.

"Yeah,she is..."He nodded.Even if he's still smiling he seems different when he's talking about her.He must be feeling pain in his heart.Even if he's so strong and cheerful...none could handle this situation like he does.

"She looks like you."I said and smiled sincerely.He didn't say anything.Not a move after my compliment.He just looked in my eyes gently,like he is trying to say something through our looks.

"Don't smile like that."He muttered and kissed me slightly.His hands holding my head and my eyes wide open in surprise.I tried to get away from this pleasure but in the end I gave in.I like him,I can't deny it right now.I kissed him back and in respond his kisses became more intensive.I felt so happy and embarrassed at the same time.This kiss that came out of nowhere,our lips which are touching for the first time,the lively butterflies in my stomach,all these feelings I have for the first time.

He stopped and looked in my eyes.His nose touching mine,eyes looking into eyes,blushing cheeks,warm and fast beating heart."Don't blush like that...shortie."He whispered and gave me a quick but deep kiss.

"Chanyeol...I-I-I...!"I avoided his eyes in embarrassment.This handsome man just stole my first kiss.And I'm so happy it's stolen by him.I would never believe that this could have happened even if,secretly and hopefully,I was imagining it.

"I told you not to blush so much..."He gave me a peck on the lips and smirked.I don't know what to do.I didn't say anything just kept looking in his eyes like a lost child."From now on,every time you blush like this...I'm gonna kiss you."My eyes widened in heard of his bold but embarrassing words.

"What...what are you saying you idiot?Why so sudden...this was my first kiss."I pouted and looked away.He held my head tighter with his big and strong hands making me look straight in his eyes again.

"This was really your first kiss?"He asked me and I nodded tentatively.He just kissed me but I don't know what to do?He hasn't told me anything about his feelings.But these feelings are making me too shy to ask.

"Ch-Chanyeol..."I whispered.

"Hmm?"His slight smirk right in front of me,making me even more nervous.But I like him,I want to know.

"Why...why did you kiss me?"I muttered and he looked a little surprised but then gave me a wide smile.

"Why do you think?"He asked me but how could I say this?

"Do you...Do you like me?"He smiled gently and nodded.That mere moment I felt light-hearted.Is that true?I just met him almost a month ago but are our feelings mutual?How could I be this lucky?

"Nick...no,Nicole.I like you.I know it sounds weird but I think I liked you even when I thought you were a boy.Hehe."He rubbed the back of his neck and giggled a little.I didn't say anything just grabbed him from his coat and kissed him.I really don't want to stop this sea of emotions.I like him.I like Chanyeol.

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"I knew you liked each other."Iris said with such an excited expression.Two days passed since this happened between me and Chanyeol.Since I have the day off today and school ended early I came to visit Iris along with a bouquet of white carnation.I just wanted to give her a flower that expresses my feelings.Love,pure love for a person I just met only this year.Her own brother.

"This is a litte embarrassing but I really like him so...so be sure that I will take care of him."I said and she chuckled.

"So you're his girlfriend now?"She asked me but I didn't answer right away.

"I am not so sure.I mean he...he kissed me and all...and we confessed...am I supposed to be his girlfriend now?Yeah...right?"I giggled awkwardly.I don't really know.It's the first time someone confesses to me.

"Hehe I will tell you something but don't tell Chan that I told you."

"What is it?"I wondered curious.

"That night.When you confessed.After that,Chanyeol visited me.It was pretty late but he was full of smiles I couldn't ignore it.He sat next to me and started talking glibberish so quickly I couldn't understand a think.Hehe,he was so cute.He calmed down and told me what happened.To be honest I knew that he liked you.He had told me indirectly.Anyway that night he told me that he was so happy because you told him that you like him.He won't tell you any of these so I thought that I should tell you and clear things up."I was so lost listening to her words I didn't realize when she stopped talking.I just kept smiling in the thought that Chanyeol is excited about my feelings.

"Thank you...for telling me this Iris.I'm so happy,what to do?"I hit my cheeks lighlty and we both laughed.We kept discussing and having fun.It makes me so happy to talk to her.It makes me forget everything else.Maybe this helps Chanyeol too.Talking with his sister might help him forget his difficulties.She's really such a beautiful person."Okay I think I need to go now."I said as it started getting dark outside.

"Yeah,but please come again,okay?"She held my hand and smiled.I nodded and walked towards the door."Nicole!"She called my name and I turned to face her.

"What?"I asked and she seemed like she was thinking about something.Her face seemed bothered for the first time.

"Can you do me a favor?"She asked and I couldn't,I didn't want to refuse.

"Anything you want."

"This might sound weird but...Can you go together with Chanyeol for a date this Saturday?"I looked at her surprised and a little shy in the thought."I know it's a weird request but I would like you to visit me before you go and have fun.I want to see you together,happy.Can you do this for me?"I looked down.Embarrassed,happy,sad,nervous.Just by standing in the same room with this weak in body but strong in heart woman.All she asks for is to see her brother happy.But what about her own self?

"Of course I can do it.I'd be happy to come visit you hehe."I grinned and she sighed slightly in relief.I want to make her happy,this woman who is happy only by knowing that her brother is smiling sincerely.I want to make her happy too.

"Thank you so much Nicole.And also...ehem can you wear a dress?I don't have any problem with your style but I think Chanyeol would like it too."She seemed a little embarrassed for a moment there.

"I'll try hard to look like a beautiful lady hehe."I did thumps up and waved at her.She smiled and after saying 'see you this Saturday' I left.I left with a light but also burdened heart.I felt like I was about to cry but no tears fell.Maybe because it would make this woman sad.And so I kept smiling till I was back home.I kept smiling to make that woman happy.That woman who looked so much paler today,so much weaker.Only by smiling I can help her,I thought.

After all Chanyeol and Nicole confessed hehe.

Anyway I hope you liked it guys~

Thanks for reading and see you in the next chapter~^___^~