Star Pov

"I love you Star Butterfly..."

I jumped off my bed replaying his words. I can't believe we kissed but this time as ourselves. I blush just thinking about it and now I have no idea where it goes from here? How do I? I was so dazed that I thought it was all some kind of dream but it happened. I groan as I ran my hand over the sheets from where we sat. God Marco why did you tell me now? I was trying to get over you and now you kiss me and tell me you loved Me? Ugh this sucks so bad! Maybe I could miss a day of shooting? Nah cause everyone would worry, especially Marco and Tom and maybe Kai? Crap! Kai! I feel bad now cause he was so caring and understanding ugh..

"Star honey it's past noon. Time to start the day." Mother said as she opened my shades "Mom, can I stay in today I don't feel well." Mother looked at me and felt my head "Your temp seems normal? You're face looks bloated. Were you stressing out again?" I nodded "Yes mom. Please don't make me go today" I begged as she sighs and nods "Alright just for today and I'll let your boss know" I thanked her as she looks at me "Is everything alright?" I shrug "Star use your words sweetie." I sigh

"I'm not sure? My life just got complicated. It all started with Tom." She nods "Tom. Okay go on" I start twirling my hair "Well he confessed to me that he likes me a lot and I told him I don't and it's gonna take time so we started talking. Then I remember I still like Marco" she nods "Your best friend" I nod "Exactly. Well he had a girlfriend at the time so I backed off and decided to go back to Tom. It kinda worked but I couldn't fall for him. So after all that Marco and his now current ex girlfriend broke up he was a mess. So he wants to hang with me and whatnot. I'm okay with that but then we get new cast members and mom. He's so hot! Like he's really hot and I get butterflies whenever he's near. His name is Kai by the way."

She nods seeming confused a bit "Uh I think you lost me at the breakup part.." I groan "Mom, I have 3 guys that like me and want me to date them. What do I do?!" I pout and covered my face with my pillow as she pulls it away "Enough of your nonsense. Star just go what feels right. Don't lead them on." I nod as mom left "Star get ready please. If you're here today then at least be dressed." I thought a bit before deciding if I go in to work or stay home. "Mom I'll go to work today but just for a bit." She smirks and nods "Alright honey. Hurry up then." She left and I checked my phone. I had so many messages from Marco and Tom and a few from Kai. What am I gonna do now?

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I decided to ditch work. I couldn't face the guys. It'll get weird and awkward and I don't want that kind of pressure right now. As I walked into Starbucks I see people chatting away and doing their thing as I waited. As I left I got bumped into someone causing my ice coffee to fall "No! Ahh! What's your-" I look and see Kai "Kai~" I go all love struck as he cleans my shirt "I'm sorry Star. I can buy you a new one." I grabbed his hand "No need. It's fine." He smiles as he tilts his head "Why aren't you at work? We shot a few episodes today. I was getting a bit worried about you" I blushed

"Oh..Uh you don't need to worry about me Kai. I just didn't feel good." He nods "Wanna go somewhere?" "Yes. Please." He chuckles as he takes my hand as get into his car. There goes my heart racing again for Kai. Maybe I should just pick Kai and just remain friends with Marco. What am I saying?! I've been waiting for Marco for years..wow now that I'm think it. It seems really sad that I was single for so long. "What's on your mind?" I look over at Kai as he was focused on the road "you know how we talked about how we were both in love with people who we can't have?"

He nods "Yes. One of many deep conversations we had." "Yeah. Well turns out the person I loved confessed to me last night and kissed me." Kai presses the brakes as we made it to our spot. "What?! Why aren't you excited?" Wait is he happy for me? I thought he would at least put up a fight or something? "Should I be?" He nods "Absolutely. Star you finally get the guy of your dreams and you seem not that happy for it? Is it the guy?" I shrug

"I don't know? I guess my feelings for him are all over the place because I don't know who I should love. I'm having a hard time accepting his feelings when he never returned mine until after. I should feel pissed shouldn't I?" He shrugs and sighs "Yeah kind of? But at least he knows you like him back." I look down at my hands and think for a bit until I felt warm hands interlocking with my own. I blush as I turn and glance at Kai "Listen Star I know you probably have a lot on your plate but if this guy of yours doesn't cut it..I'll be there for you. Just like I said last time."

He smiled and I blushed and looked the other way. What am I going to do?! "Thanks Kai! Uh can you drop me off Marcos house? I need my bestie to clear my mind. Don't get me wrong I like hanging with you it's just.." "Hey, it's okay you don't need an excuse. You're worked up and need someone familiar. I'll be your best friend soon." My heart raced a bit as Kai had a smirk linger on his face. Oh this boy is really attractive.

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As he dropped me off at Marcos I gave him a quick hug "Thanks for listening to me. I'll tell you the truth when we're closer. I promise" he chuckles "You don't have to tell me. Just make sure you go to the right person. See you at the set tomorrow." He rode off and I walked up to Marcos door. As I knocked once he opened the door and pulled me inside. "Star! I was so worried that I screwed up bad! It was the kiss and the confession wasn't it?" Marco kept rambling and I covered his mouth.

"Can you like just stop talking for a second? Please?" He nods as I removed my hand. "Marco I've been thinking about this and it's hard for me to accept it cause..I've been in love with you for over 2 and half years but I never said anything cause you were with Jackie. Now that you kissed me because I feel like it was out of jealousy. If you really loved me you wouldn't just be careless and go kiss me and confess you loved me from the start. I can't accept your feelings until they are proven their real and not cause you were jealous."

Marco was red and had his head lowered. I knew it. He always acts a certain way with me when I finally get an interest in someone else that isn't him. "You were jealous weren't you? You weren't afraid of me forgetting you. You were jealous cause someone new grabbed my attention who isn't you. Admit it" he was silent and I felt the angry now boil inside me "Admit it! Marco Diaz! Admit it!" I kept saying it over and over until he grabbed my face

"I do admit it. I'm a jealous guy who is dumb to put a girls feelings behind to some sick friendship thing. But Star I really do like you. You're pretty and kind and understanding and I just feel like I can be better whenever you are around. I'm sorry that I confessed out of jealousy but it had to be done." I groan as I move away from him. "I don't want that." "Star I'm trying to prove I like you" "You're only saying that so I can fall for you. I don't want to fall for some trap that I know won't last. I also don't want my first boyfriend to be a jealous mess. I'm sorry Marco..let's just be friends."

It hurts but it has to be done. Just until I know he finally returned his feelings for me for real. "Is that what you want?" I nodded "Yes, let's just be friends" he nods as he held his hand out "Fine. Let's shake on it. Until I prove I really like you" I held his hand and shook it but it lingered a bit and he was moving closer. Don't do it star. Don't fall for the guilty kiss. As Marco went for it I face towards my cheek "Marco.." he moved back "I'm sorry.." he backed up and I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly "Don't make it awkward please.." he chuckles as he held back "Okay.."

A/n Hey guys finally updated! Yay lol hope you enjoyed it and we'll see if I will update again. Bye ❤