Author POv

*What have you done to sihoon? How could you destroy him like this!* Junho sent.

*You changed... you are not the friend I had, my friend wouldn't have broken her friends' hearts like that.* Chaewon sent.

*is it really true? We are in class and he is really sad* Sent Yuri, Wonyoung sighed as she looked at the sky and a tear dropped down her cheek she closed her eyes tightly stopping the tears to drop.

"I haven't changed but I have to be like this for my family even if that means losing you guys." She told herself.

Wonyoung ditched class since she didn't have the mood to focus, she wiped her tears.

"I have gotten stronger and grew, I won't act as a kid anymore." she told herself as she took a deep breath, she grabbed her pen and started to write.

She emptied the complicated thought on her mind and started to write, in her mind she went back to the beginning of when she left the academy she wrote her feelings as it was.

She felt comfortable when she wrote songs; her dream was to be a singer who sings her own songs.

The title of the song was *Not a kid anymore.* she wrote about the burdens and responsibilities she have on her shoulder as she is growing , she wrote about how she is too young to be an adult, she wrote about how her life is like a continuous fight and she doesn't know whether she will win or lose but she has to fight to survive because of her responsibility towards her beloved people.

2 periods passed and Wonyoung was still on the rooftop, she smiled as she finished the song she was happy with her work. She was always good at expressing herself through songs.

She looked at her phone and her eyes widened, she got 10 missed calls 6 from Dohyon and 4 from Jinny and also she has gotten 3 messages from Dohyon.

*Hey! Class already begun! *

*Where are you Wonyoung??*

*Answer my calls and messages paboya..*

*Miss. Park asked of you where you are now?* she chuckled as she grabbed her notebook and went to class.

As soon as she entered the class she was welcomes with the angry eyes of Dohyon she chuckled "Mian, my phone was on silent" she said and Dohyon replied with a simple okay, "But where were you all these time?" he asked and Wonyoung started walking to her seat "On the rooftop, by the way where is Jinny?" she asked and Dohyon looked around.

"Huh? Where did she go? She was just here.." he mumbled .

Wonyoung putted her things into her bag "Make an excuse for me my friend" Wonyoung said before she headed out of class with her bag.

"HEY! WHERE ARE YOU GOING!? WONYOUNG!" he shouted for her but she just chuckled and went her way.

She called someone and waited till he answered.

"Hello Wonyoung, it have been a long time." The man spoke up and Wonyoung smiled.

"I know, But Mr. Kim I wanted to ask you a favor" she said "of course, what is it?" he spoke up and a smile turned their ways to Wonyoung's face.

"I want you to help me with recording a song, I can depend on your help right sem?" she asked

"Of Course, It will be my pleasure" the man said and Wonyoung giggled

"Thank you Mr. Kim, I will come to your studio in 15 minutes." she said and ended the call.

Mr. Kim was a producer, he saw Wonyoung in her academy for the first time and they had a good time, he always cheered for Wonyoung saying she was so talented when ever he came to meet his friend who was Wonyoung's dance teacher.

Wonyoung wanted to record *Not a kid anymore* but she needed someone to help her with a beat whatever the beat was so she asked Mr. Kim, she walked to his office it took 13 minutes till she arrived.

-

5 hour later, they were in a restaurant, Mr. Kim insisted he would buy food for Wonyoung and he also called Wonyoung's former dance teacher and Wonyoung agreed, school time already has finished and she had like hundred calls of the members.

"So Wonyoung, why did you want to record this song instead of the other ones?" Mr. Kim asked and Wonyoung smiled.

"Because I wanted to listen to this song and I think this one was the best of my songs so far" she said as she ate and her teacher nodded.

"I was impressed by this one, it had this feeling that made me really sad" her teacher said and Wonyoung chuckled.

-

"Thank you so much Mr. Kim for the song and the food too, and sem it was so nice to meet you after all these time" she bowed and walked in, she took a deep breath before opening the door.

She came in with a smile, she knows that it was the death of her but what can she do? Just prepare for her dead body.

She looked at all the members as she stood still in her place "Hey guys" she smiled but no one answered, Dohyon was looking at her with glare And Seungwoo looked angry. She gulped hard before she looked at her unnie; she was waiting for some punches but was surprised when Yena hugged her tightly.

"Hey, what's this for?" she asked confusedly, she looked at Yohan and he chuckled.

"I was worried about you, why didn't you answer your phone you pabo.." Yena pouted and Wonyoung tried hard to not laugh.

"Why? You thought I will do suicide or something?" she said with a smile and finally..

The punch she was waiting for hit her in the stomach and Wonyoung just laughed.

"Mian, I knew that you will get angry but don't worry I was with Mr. Kim and Mr. Song" she said and Yena blinked multiple times.

"W-why were you with them?" she asked surprised and Wonyoung just smiled.

"I had some works with Mr. Kim and later he invited Mr. Song too and we ate together."

"I'm Sorry Seungwoo oppa, I know that I shouldn't just leave without telling you" she said with an apologetic look and Seungwoo nodded with a small smile although it was shown that he was still little upset.

"I will be upstairs if you need me" she said and Yena nodded, she walked upstairs to her room

She changed quickly and sat on her bed as she putted her headphones in her ears, she played the song and smile crept into her face *Best song ever* she thought as she made it her ringtone.

Her voice suited the song so well, Wonyoung didn't have one of those strongest voice but her voice was calm and made you relax and it was so good for ballad, and her voice was so good with expressing the feels and her song suited her voice so good.

She locked her phone and walked downstairs to the practice room, she felt like it was unfair that she practiced less and skipped the practices so much.

She turned the music on and practiced alone without her partner Dohyon, she felt a hurt in her head and her vision got blurry.

-

Slowly she opened her eyes and saw the white room alone .

She turned to her left and she thanked god that her things were on the table she grabbed her phone and messaged her sister Yena.

*Unnie where are you?, and why am I here alone?*she send the message and the door opened, she looked to who it was and asked.

"why am I here?" He sighed as he sat beside her before he smiled "Ya stupid Maknae, why you didn't tell me you had so many stress??" he said as he ruffled Wonyoung's hair and Wonyoung just looked at him confused "what is it oppa?, where is unnie?" she asked and he smiled.

"You just collapsed and I brought you here, Yena was so worried but I send her home because I wanted to talk to you." He said and I nodded.

"What is your problem Wonyoung? You look like you have a lot of thoughts in your mind every time I see you, you can tell me I promise I wont tell anyone." He said and Wonyoung was taken back , she played with her hands and hesitated to answer or not yet she did because she knew he will be worried if she didn't answer.

"it's just like I feel there is so many responsibilities on my shoulder and there is my family problems.. And since unnie is still so pure I feel like I have the responsibility to take care of her and my family, I know that It seems weird for a 16 year old girl to say this but... I just feel like I am acting as a kid always and I want to grow and get stronger so I could protect my family" she said.

"I see.. I am proud of you Wonyoung , and also you are mistaken yourself you never act like a kid I am always surprised to how you are so mature even thought you are so young and you don't need to worry about your sister, yena is really mature and she can take responsibility for herself. You have to just worry about yourself." He said and a smile crept into Wonyoung's face.

"Thanks oppa, you are seriously the best leader" she said as she smiled and Seungwoo laughed.

*Not a Kind anymore* her phone rang and Wonyoung blushed out of embarrassment since Seungwoo hear the song she quickly picked the call,

"OH WONYOUNG!! Are you feeling better? When did you wake up?? Is Seungwoo there?" she asked nonstop and Wonyoung chuckled.

"Calm down unnie and yes I am feeling better I woke up when just when I messaged you and yes he is just next to me!" I said and I could hear Seungwoo chuckle.

"Great, I wanted to stay but that Bad Leader didn't let me!" she whined about seungwoo and Wonyoung looked at Seungwoo wondering if he heard it or not since her voice was so loud.

"Oh umm, good that you didn't stay you should sleep and tomorrow we will talk okay unnie?" she said "But I want to talk with you... okay goodnight." Yena said with a sad voice and Wonyoung grinned.

"Goodnight unnie" she said as she ended the call, both of them were quiet untill he spoke up.

"can I hear your ringtone?" he asked and Wonyoung shook her head.

"why?" he asked with the shinning smile of his.

"Because No." she answered as she shook her head.

"But I liked the song I may make it my ringtone too." He said and Wonyoung looked at him with a wide smile.

"Actually I made it today" she grinned and Seungwoo laughed.

"So you were recording this today? let me hear it." He said and Wonyoung putted the song on.

"the song kind of made me sad but it was so good the best, send it to me" he said and Wonyoung grinned "I know"

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"I was worried" he said out of sudden

"You just make me feel worried about you, why is that?" Yohan asked and Wonyoung was looking at him like she was lost in his eyes, his eyes were worried sad and sincere.

They were like that for seconds till Wonyoung broke the eye contact and held her head down as she though about what she would say

"uh um-" and when she decided to talk..

Was cut of by Mr. Wooshin

"Food is ready!" he said with a cheerful tone and Yohan just looked at her and she looked at him.

"Hey! I am saying FOOD IS READY!"

"Mianhae oppa and don't worry I am fine" Wonyoung said as she smiled as Yohan just looked at her disappointed

'She didn't get what I meant or she didn't want to?' He thought.

"Let's go before he starts shouting again." Wonyoung said with a laugh as she saw Wooshin waiting.

Yohan nodded and they walked inside together.

-

"You know that only 2 days are left till the festival right?" asked Seungwoo and they nodded.

"So let's practice harder tonight since tomorrow we will go to practice on stage." He smiled and they nodded again.

Yohan was looking at Wonyoung all the time. 'Why is that she avoided what I meant?' he thought.

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