Chapter 20:

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Yena was laying in her bed as she couldn't fall a sleep.

'this is all happening because of me, if I could make him fall for me Wonyoung could go to sihoon like she wants' she thought.

Anyway she was her older sister but was acting like the younger one, letting Wonyoung work on the plan when she was only watching, fearing to take a step.

And she just decided. ' I will make him fall for me' she told herself.

As she heard  the door of the room beside them open, it was wooshin's and yohan's. she got out of her bed and walked out.

As she walked downstairs, it was all dark but she could see Yohan with the light coming from the fridge which Yohan was getting a bottle of water from.

"ahhh" she yelped as she fall on the floor grabbing her leg in her hand as she winced.

Yohan run to her as he heard the sound and turned the lights on.

"are you alright?" he asked.

"I don't think so" she winced.

"let me help you" he said as he helped her to get up and gestured her to sit on the chair .

And kneeled down to check her leg.

"tell me if it hurt" he said as he started to poke her knee.

It didn't even hurt her ,she didn't even fall , it was all just acting.

"ahh" she winced.

"it will be alright " he smiled as he looked at her.

"you just need a little rest, you would be alright by tomorrow morning " he calmly said.

She felt guilty as she looked at him.

"thanks" she said.

"why did you come downstairs ?" he asked.

"to drink water, and for some fresh air" she answered.

He nodded as he got up and handed a glass of water to her.

"thanks" she half smiled.

"welcome"

"fresh air or you wanna go back to your room?" he asked.

"fresh air" she grinned as he helped her to get up and they went to the garden and sat on the bench.

She inhaled and exhaled as she closed her eyes as a smile crept to her lips.

"this feels so good" she sang.

Yohan chuckled at her behave.

"you seem like a kid" he said.

"when? Why?" she asked ,confused.

"just , everytime I see you I feel like I am looking at a kid" he chuckled thinking about it.

She smiled as she saw his smile.

"you too" she said  unconsciously.

"ha?" he asked, not getting what she meant.

"you look like a kid too, but I don't know  ... like the kid who want to stay at the corner , scared of playing with others so he always stays alone" she explained.

"but you aren't like that, so its strange because that's how I see you" she eye smiled.

"weird ,right?" she faked a laugh when he saw how quiet yohan got.

Yohan stayed quite.

Yena thought because her words didn't make a sense, well Yohan was popular and every girl liked him and boys wanted to be friend with him even thought he didnt want to, he surely was the same when he was  kid, unlike how she saw it and read about his personality.

But Yohan remembered something else.

"sorry, its just that's the things I learned when I read about you" she said, unconsciously.

His head snapped. "reading about me?" he asked.

'screw it!!' Yena thought.

"I mean I like to read about people , that's what was writing about the cold ones like you" she explained and facepalmed herself imaginary. Feeling awkward at the thought about this conversation.

"you think I am cold?" he asked.

"I thought you were cold , in the past, but you really aren't cold, I misunderstood" she smiled sheepishly.

He didn't say anything just smiled as he looked straight.

They stayed quite for some moment just enjoying the moment.

"I was the kid who sit in the corner" he said out of sudden.

"hmm?" she turned her head to face him she didn't understand.

"what you read was true" he smiled as he looked at her.

"what do you mean?" she asked, quietly.

"it was when we were living in America " he started to tell her.

"and everyone was looking at me differently" he looked at her " so they never let me play with them".

"and I didn't make any  friend until I grow up"  he smiled.

"sorry" she said , it sounded like a  whisper , but he could hear her.

'so this is what made you cold?' she asked herself.

'finally I got the answer' she chuckled.

"what?" he asked.

"nothing , just happy that you told me this, it really means a lot to me. It makes me feel closer to you" she grinned.

Yohan shook his head at her as he smiled.

As the two were enjoying the moment Wooshin was watching with his heart sinking.

He really liked Yena, she was the first one to teach him what love felt like. It was too soon to say that he loved her but she surely was the one he was going to love if one day he loved one.

But he could see how she looked at Yohan and he didn't have a chance.

He had to give up sooner so he would be less hurt.

The next morning Yena was the first one to wake up although she slept late but she woke up fully energized.

the late night talk really helped her to get out from her sadness. They talked for nearly an hour.

She decided to go to the practice room but she remembered something.

'isnt it rude to leave the breakfast for seungwoo even when I woke up earlier? It isn't like he is our maid or something' she thought as she changed her way to the kitchen

She exhaled and started to cook. 

After 15 minute everything was ready expect from someone to eat them so she covered the food and went to the practice room.

She turned on the music but lowered its sound so the others wouldn't wake up.

Something worried her.

Her partner in the dance.

Mr.woo , he hasn't talked to her expect from when he needed to. He was completely avoiding her.

She danced for 40 minutes then she heard the door crack open she turned around to meet with mr.woo.

"good morning" he said as he entered.

"good morning" she answered , it sounded little cold although she didn't intend to.

"good that you have came, we could practice our part together" she half smiled as replayed the song.

Dancing with each other was a little awkward because of the moves.

Yena cursed at Wonyoung and dohyon in her mind for making this .

"one last time" she said as she replayed it again.

She was exhausted by now.

She trained one more time before falling on the floor.

"wow, that was exhausting" she mumbled.

She rested for a while before sitting straight.

"so I think we have to talk" she said , seriously.

Almost for the first time she sounded serious.

"about what?" he asked, although something in him knew what she wanted to talk about.

She took a deep breath before starting.

"you are avoiding me" she reminded him.

"I am not" he denied.

"you are , let me ask you a question" she said as she crossed her arm looking at him sassily.

"did I do something wrong to you? is that why you are doing this ? if that's then let me know, so I would apologize" she said as she looked at him, firmly.

"no you didn't" he said awkwardly as he rubbed the back of his head.

"so why?" she asked.

"I haven't been avoiding you" he denied.

"you are , so just give me the reason, so I would know why, do you know how uncomfortable and annoyed not to know why someone is avoiding you and being rude to you" she asked angrily.

'he doesn't have the right to do this to me' she thought.

But Wooshin didn't even know she noticed him avoiding her, he thought she didn't even care about his existence so he felt happy when he saw she was angry.

"I am sorry" he hung his head low.

"so you admit it, now tell me why" she felt happy that she succeed.

"its because I like you" he confessed after long time of thinking.

"uh-?" she was confused not understanding it right, she needed some time to understand it.

"its because I like you Yena, although I was just joking around at first but now I really like you " he knew he would regret saying this because it would make everything ruined but he had to say it.

Her heart started to beat fast as she blinked multiple times.

She didn't get his reason although it wasn't the right  time to ask, but the question flew out of her mouth.

"why would you avoid someone you like?" she asked quietly.

He sighed

"because you don't like me back" he said.

And Yena felt really bad that she hurt him.

"because you love Yohan not me" he confessed.

She snapped.

"who—said that? I mean ho- I mean why do you think like that?" she asked , eyes widen.

"because I see how you look at him everytime. You may have not realized it now, but you really do love him, that's why" he said as he got up and walked out the room.

Yena sat there thinking.

I don't love Yohan,, I don't ,, I really don't,, I don't    

She tried to tell herself.

But she wasn't sure , she wasn't sure if she does, she says she doesn't but why she really feel happy around him, why her heart beats so much.

Her thoughts moved to Wooshin and how much he would be hurt right now because of her and tears filled her eyes.

"I am sorry" she said thinking deeply about everything was said right now.