This novel is dedicated to you. Yes, the one who chose to fight the battle alone amidst all the chaos that life gave to you. To those who have known the weight of solitude, the sting of dependence, and the silent wounds of physical and emotional abuse that scars you.

Flower of Youth taught us different lessons in life, and during this writing journey, I reflect it to some of my experiences. Being an independent woman, at the same time, building yourself to the fullest is a tough choice while maintaining everything with a wide smile—even silent pleas at night.

They have flaws, we have flaws. I have my own flaws. But the more we embrace it gently, the more we see its own and true beauty.

Soleil is my alter ego personality and building her character has a special place in my heart. May she have been brave outside, but you know that she's falling into pieces inside and the only person that gives her the strength to live is Caleb.

And just like Soleil, you also need someone who can lend a hand on your shoulder when everything is tearing you apart.

Yeah, partly, no man is an island. We also need like Caleb who can gently embrace and accept who we are, and WHO ARE WE before we became the best version of ourselves.

May this story be a reminder that even in the darkest nights, flowers will always bloom in it's own shine. That even in loneliness, there is strength. And that even when the world feels heavy, you are still here, still standing, and brave enough to fought the demons who've gushed your life to the dark.

You are more than what you are, and that's what makes you—YOU.