Introduction :> I'm trash
John's POV, obviously

Alexander,

Disgrace - A Noun
/diś-grás/dis-greys/
the loss of respect, honor, or esteem; ignominy; or shame in one, especially as the result of a dishonorable action.

Everyone has been called this word.

Whether they just thought it,
they communicated it,
or used another word,
or where joking,
or meant it.

Not only that, but everyone's pictured at least one person in existence, dead or alive, fake or real, good or evil, kind or cruel, caring or neglectful, sinful or moral, to be considered a disgrace.

That's just humanity.

Of course, depending on who makes this conclusion about someone, how they tell them, and how often they say this results in how much it hurts, how they react, and what it causes.

I myself, have become accustomed to this,
it just seems to be how I live,
but you.

How can someone believe that of you?

0% of the whole human population, so zero of seven billion people are officially perfect, but it's just as opinion.

Perfect meaning: having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be.

No flaws.

Perfect is just an opinion, but right now, it's a fact when I say:

You are perfect, my dear Alexander.

but you'll never realize it, and I can never tell you.

Well, maybe some day,
Heh, I'm just too much of a disgrace to have something as great as that occur.

Love, your not-so-minor admirer