The moment I laid my eyes on you, I couldn't breathe. My heart feels like it's about to burst. Wondering why I felt like this was such a nuisance, because it kept me thinking if I have a new fear. But that day I learned two new things: that it wasn't the phobia, but rather an unusual feeling.

You were quite unforgettable, and it seems like I can't get you out of my mind. The sight of you was undeniably stuck in my memory and I can't seem to understand why. Confusion was written all over my face. Why does my heart race whenever I see you? Why are my insides rumbling with just a glimpse of you?

That's when I decided to know more about these tingling sensation inside my stomach, by approaching the main cause of it. By approaching you.

I didn't want to have cliché first meetings so I introduced myself the natural way. It was a shock that we became friends, I thought you were a snob, that you were the famous type, but I guess first impressions do not last.

We became close, we shared the same interests and likes. We talked about a lot of things. You were also helping me cure my phobia. And as we gradually became closer, I found myself falling slowly into the depths of your heart.

My feelings were never shared to anyone, I kept it for myself. And now I regret that I did that. Because who knew if I confessed, maybe you can also like me back, and not some other girl. You told me you were happy with her, you told me that I should support you because I'm your best friend, you told me that she's the one. Then how about me? Can't I be the one?

Despite what happened, I'm still claustrophobic. But I was very surprised, because inside your heart where I only occupied a little space, I wasn't afraid. In fact, I was truly happy.

Thank you for letting me in.