I not know why?

Chara tell with me... I not have somebody see like my description 

so why? why I always thing, always believe you always exist?

I...I really want to see you

I really want touch you...... want to hug.... you

I very....miss you...........................but I can't remember your face

can't remember your name .(E****?)

 I NOT REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE!I don't even know if you exist or not

..... but why? this my feeling.......that's like.... 

 love you........

............so sad...........................