《 Comfort 》 [ RM ]

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" Baby, do you want me to go with you? " your mother asked as she caressed your hair lovingly.

" No mom, I'll be okay on my own. " You had said smiling, after sensing the way her hand touched your black wavy hair.

" you know you can and should ask for help whenever it's needed, right? " She said with a hint of worry in her words.

" Don't worry mom! Your daughter is strong. " you said giggling and soon heard her chuckle too.

Just like that you made your way outside slowly with the help of your walking stick.

There was a time once, that you wished to see the beauty that the world holds, also wished to be like others and to be normal.

You stopped thinking about it all at once after you realized, no one actually cares and you have to find your own path in this lonely world filled with selfish people.

The word people reminded you of the cruel reality that you once went through. Now you just smiled at the problems that come across your path in life.

You made your way towards the school while taking slow and careful steps. Your school was just around the corner from your house so it was not much of a problem and you could walk there without any problems most of the times.

Your lips were pulled up in a gentle smile as you could feel the breeze play with your hair strands as you walk. You couldn't see but feel how beautiful mother earth is !!

You reached your class and started walking towards your regular seat at the end of the classroom. There was a door at the back side so it was easy for you to find your seat as you didn't have to walk so much.

Your walking stick clicked on the tiled floor getting everyone's attention. It was normal for them but some still talked behind your back- well, they didn't need to as you already couldn't see any of them but they still whispered about you.

You always heard small whispers whenever you arrived in the classroom so you were used to it.

Still with a smile on your face, you silently sat down on your seat.

Three rhythmic taps were felt on your shoulder and your smile widened. You recognized the fresh sweet scent and the familiar three taps.

You turned around towards the source of the touch and smiled at a certain direction even though you didn't know where was he standing right now.

" I'm here. " He chuckled and guided your hand towards his arm. You gently touched his hand and nodded. He sat down beside you before he began opening the books and also telling you about his weekend.

He helps you with studies as it is way more difficult for you to study without eye sight. He tells you all the little things and describes the diagrams drawn on the blackboard briefly.

To say that he was a blessing in your colorless life would be an understatement.

The lunch bell rang and your ears got alert. Your hearing ability was sensitive due to the lack of seeing ability.

" Hey, Y/N!! Let's go to the playground and eat our lunch under the trees. " He said with a sweet voice as always and you nodded in his direction.

He helped you walk towards the said place and sat you down on an empty bench.

Everyone must be in the cafeteria right now so it was very calm and cool because of the shady trees.

You hummed in containment as he opened the lunch box and the aroma of home cooked food filled the air around you.

" Your mom makes the best kimchi, namjoon-ah ! I can just tell by the smell that it's delicious. " You said getting ready to eat the tasty food.

" Obviously it is. And she makes it specially for you Y/N. " He giggled and handed you the chopsticks. You had learned to at least eat by yourself, so you don't have to bother someone all the time you eat.

After some time when you finished the lunch, you both sat there in silence. It was peaceful with no one around but just nature.

" Joon-ah, can I touch your face, again today? " you asked breaking the silence and his heart skipped a beat.

" oh! Sure, why not!! " He exclaimed without any hesitation and scooted closer to you on the bench. His knees touched yours and you could swear, it felt like your body tingled with an unknown sensation.

You always asked him to let you touch his face, as you couldn't see him, but touching his face would help you give an idea about his appearance, and he never refused your small requests, in fact he loved the feeling of your soft hands on his face and the way you softly grazed your fingers over his skin.

The spring breeze was so calming and soothing. The sweet air, rustling the tree leaves, produced a satisfying sound. You could hear the birds chirping somewhere in the far. Some occasional faded yells and chatters of the students, coming from the school building. The atmosphere itself was so comforting.

Namjoon gently held both of your hands in his bigger ones and guided your fingers to his cheeks.

You giggled as you felt the familiar skin pressed against your palm. His cheeks were so soft and smooth that it made you want to caress them unconsciously and you did.

He smiled and closed his eyes, leaning more towards your touch.

You felt him smile and your own lips couldn't help but let out a smile, too. You didn't saw it but you knew he had some very deep and cute dimples, which you loved to touch.

" Can you smile more for me Joonie ? I want to feel your dimples. " You said with a bright smile, while your hands were still cupping his soft cheeks.

He opened his eyes and saw you smiling like the prettiest flower, that made him smile big, making his dimples to appear.

You felt him smile and you caressed his dimples with your thumb.

" They are so cute! I wish I could see them." You said as your smile fell. He made you want to wish you could see him. His smile faltered, too but he again smiled a little and put his hand on yours, comforting you.

You understood him without him uttering a single word and nodded.

Your fingers traveled to his eyes making him close it. You touched his eye lashes and he chuckled at the ticklish feeling.

Your fingers ran through his soft hair, the little smile never leaving your face. You left his hair and felt his sharp Jaw line, trailing your fingers against the skin.

Your fingers halted at the feeling of something delicately soft touching your finger buds. You realized the soft thing was his lips. You grazed his lower lip ever so gently.

" Joon-ah, do you have plump lips ? " You knew the answer, you could feel it but you still asked.

" Oh! Yes I do! " He rubbed his nape being flustered and chuckled to ease the rising tension, but you didn't laugh nor showed any other emotions.

" They feel so soft and it's cute. They seem to be so pretty, too." You said and he gulped averting his eyes somewhere else for a second before securing his gaze on you again, gathering up some courage.

" No! Yours are prettier than mine. " He uttered shyly and now it was your turn to get flustered. He saw your cheeks and even ears go pink due to his words.

" Did I ever tell you that your eyes are so beautiful ? If not then I said it today, now you know. " He said in a whisper like voice. It sounded so satisfying as his voice was naturally so deep and beautiful.

You blinked couple of times, still registering his words inside your head. This was the first time he had said something like this and something that you never expected him to say, too.

Your fingers grazed his lips again and he exhaled a breath, he didn't know was holding.

" They are soft you said, right ? I'll let you feel them. " He whispered again and closed the gap in between you two.

The moment his lips collided with yours gently, you forgot the existence of the world itself. It was so intoxicating that it made you feel week in your knees.

Is this how it feels? Is this how everyone feel when they are in love? You asked to your consciousness.

He pulled away just after some seconds. He looked into your eyes deeply, searching for something. After he found it, he breathed a relived sigh and connected his forehead with yours.

He found the love in your beautiful eyes. The same love that he has for you, too.

You couldn't believe, this was actually happening. Your best friend, the one whom you considered to be your soul mate, he is in love with you, too.

You couldn't believe the kiss you both shared, or when he showed up at your house in the evening asking your mother if he could court her daughter, or the way your mother's eyes must have sparkled as she gave him the permission to court you gladly, or the fact that your future filled with joy and laughter along side with him is awaiting you !!

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Finally!! So this is the special chapter for our best leader's birthday!! And also the first chapter of this book so please comment your thoughts and let me know how you liked it ?!

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