Aphmau's P.O.V

It was a normal day, well for everyone else living on Lover's Lane. For me, it wasn't normal, wasn't abnormal, but was worrying. I have felt a magnetic pull ever since Katelyn showed us all a flyer for a 'new' restaurant, 'Freddy  Fazbear's Pizza'. I know why, and only I know why: it wants me back. I am not going back there, not now, not tomorrow, not ever. Bad things'll happen.

I've also been feeling queasy, like someone is watching me, constantly. I know what you're gonna say, "You're just being paranoid, yadda-yadda." but I'm not. And I think I know who's watching me; someone from my old friend group, the group that 'died'. Ross, Max, Adam, Jin, Barney, Alesa and Shelby: We, or at least we used to, make up the skyarmy. We ruled the middle school of Phoenix City, it was epic. But then came the fateful 'accident'. The one that 'killed' them. It sent me into a horrible depression, which led to my 'father', Shad, abusing me since my mother, Irene, died the day after that 'accident'. But, after around half a year of the abuse, I was sent to live in Asgard, which 'supposedly' was my birth place. 

I made loads of wonderful friends: Sly, Kalya, Steven, José, Alex, Caster and Katz. It was fun training to be a Super Hero with my 'supposedly' real dad, Thor. I was dubbed 'Lady Thor' and crowned the leader of our super group, 'The Few'. I do admit, I did have a small crush on Sly... But that's for another day. Then, after a year or two, I was sent back to Earth. 

All throughout my life, I've kept up my YouTube channel. I started it back with the guys, and I instantly grew popular. I've never done a face reveal, so I could keep my identity a secret, and so no one could find me. When I got sent back to Earth, I was sent to live with a woman called Sylvannah, who knew my Dad, Thor. She was really nice and treated me as her own daughter, but I never did tell her anything about my YouTube, the skyarmy, my depressions, or my 'father' abusing me, it would worry her too much. To be honest, I've told no one anything about my past, not even the friends I have now.

But anyways, after settling into Mystreet with Sylvannah, she enrolled me in Phoenix Drop High. I made tonnes of wonderful friends, but I never forgot anyone. After my high school crush, Aaron Falconclaw left for college, my life went haywire. I started to feel pulls, tugs, and queases from nowhere. I didn't tell anyone, I couldn't tell anyone. Then, during the summer of that year, Sylvannah adopted Levin and Malachi, then, within a few months, she adopted Lilith and Alina. Levin and Malachi are twins and were only three at the age of being adopted. Lilith and Alina are twins and were barely two at the age of adoption. Sylvannah has never liked my relationship with Aaron, but I don't care, I love him. But even with new friendships, new relationships, I still never told anyone about anything, and I regret some of that, I regret bottling it all up. 

After a while, the feelings went away and I went on with living my normal, yet secretive, life. Until today. Today, Aaron, my long term boyfriend, left for work, like a normal day, except it wasn't like a normal day. The feelings came back, the pulls, the tugs, the queases, they're back. I saw them at Ikea yesterday. Adam, Max, Ross, they're all back. Sly, Kayla Steven, they're all back, I saw them on the news, they were looking for someone. Looking for me. I tensed. They're all looking for me. The Skyarmy, The Few, the place. The place that I 'died'. 

I had a sister, once. A blood sister, one that I was related to by blood. After high school, I met her and moved in with her through college. Her name was Claire, I miss her. She killed herself a week after the 'incident' regarding her son, and my nephew, Andy. He was kidnapped, killed and stuffed in the 'place'. That's why I got a job  there, so I could investigate the murder. But, I was unsuccessful. She killed herself because of my recklessness. I didn't tell anyone, obviously. I couldn't. They didn't know I had any blood-related siblings, and I want it to stay that way. 

I don't want anyone to know anything about my past, it would break their hearts, knowing that I've lied to them all my life. It would break everyone's hearts. It would break their hearts if I told them my own sister killed herself. It would break their hearts if I told them I was abused for part of my life. It would break their hearts if I told anything from my past, so that's why I plan not too, never too. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends but, I'd rather not say a word about any of this to them. 

I heard the door bell ring. I stood up, straightened out the skirt of my dress and opened it. I saw Aaron waiting there. I smiled to myself as I saw his happy and joyful expression. It reminded me of Adam, constantly smiling, constantly joyful. But the thing is, Adam wasn't always that way. He suffered from an eating disorder and depression. But he had us to help him through it and we did, we helped everyone through everything. We were unstoppable, no, we thought we were unstoppable. And we were, until that 'accident'...

"Aphmau?! Are you ok?! Why are you crying?!" I heard Aaron's panicked voice ask. I quickly felt my cheeks and felt some cold tears. I wiped them all away and wiped my eyes and smiles softly at him.

"Yeah, I'm fine," I replied and then froze. I saw him, I saw Jin. Then, I got the queasy feeling again. He took a small look at me, then he just walked off calmly, but with a slightly quickened pace. "N-no..." Then, I collapsed to the sound of Aaron panicked/worried shouts.

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Welp, hope you enjoyed the first chapter! Sorry, there's not much action, I just wanted to do it so you guys have a bit of a grasp of Aph's past. 

I'm also taking requests for the ships, I know what ships it'll mainly be, but if there are any small ship moments you want, just comment the ship and I'll try my best to do it!

Anyways, I should go and start on the next chapter for memories and secrets (my book on The_Amazing_Writers, go give us a follow!). Hope you all enjoyed! 

Bye, my angry fanpeople! 

Edited: 21-04-17