Chapter:-20

Louis's  P.O.V

The unsympathetic raw air punished me. Jacket that I wore as a shield was on the opponent's side. There was a strange and scared load on my chest that I couldn't bear. Spurning the damage wouldn't work. Shaking head and not facing her wouldn't run too. I had to tell her.

Beer held me slaved that time and my body and brain turned randy. I needed to fulfill the lustful desire that had arose rapidly. I had promised myself that,'this time I won't perform any sexual activities with her.' I could not control my lust. But I promised Ida that it won't happen again.  EVER..

I feel bad for disregarding Light in the car. She was so excited to tell me, how her day went but I blew her mood. Liam was upset too. He said I can never keep my words but from now, I am going to. 

Though me and Sparrow didn't commit any words but still. I felt like I had cheated on her. Liam was right, I definitely had Lima Syndrome.

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The creek of the door irritated me and as I took more steps inside, the irritation pushed up. Leftovers joined the spilled alcohol on floor. They created a family with chip's wrappers,cans and beer bottles but her beaming voice eased it all, "HEY! your finally back."

She was sitting on the cream colored couch and T.V flashed 'Blackish.' She said that Jim recommended her to watch the show. Others were already off to bed and in my head I danced, assuming that she was waiting for me to return. But the happiness unweaved when she revealed the truth that she was actually awake to watch the show.

I needed to make up my mistake so, I  asked her about the garage that she went in noon. As she explained every bitty detail. I saw joyfulness danced over her with sprinkling sparkles. Then she shifted  her word to that house. She informed that after I left, they all did a little party. It was her first time of kissing vodka, it was hard but she liked it. Though the television threw its noise on us but it was ineffective to Sparrow. I could tell, if her brother comes to get her back. She wouldn't want to leave and that was one of the reasons I didn't send any more ransom letters.

"We already had dinner, are you empty?" She questioned while switching the channels.

"Any leftovers?"

"Yeah! There must be few pieces of Pizza." And she went into the kitchen.

She came back with big box and in my head I  imagined a larger one with extra cheese and chicken. But the saliva dragged itself inside, as only  three and half pieces laid dead inside.

"Is this what you got me?"  I was astonished.

"Your bad. You shouldn't have gone for a walk." With a mock, she plopped down next to me.

"By the way Ida is really pretty," she commented and to that I just had a nod.

Little did she know, that the guy she likes just had sex with her few hours ago.

Rest  night was lazy and light with sleepy chats but one thing had chuffed me was,

GUILT.........