Kevin's POV
Scott was in there for about twenty minutes now. For some reason, they would not let me see him. ''Family only.'' 
Stupid as it could be. I just called Avi, and as he told me, he was on his way with July, Katie and Mitch. But he still couldn't contact Kirstie - or Jeremy. That got me even more nervous. And, remembering what happened before Scott's accident, problems seemed endless. 
Someone suddenly sat next to me. 
''July? Oh my god, are you alright? Where are the others?'' I asked, as she simply hugged me. 
''Avi's still talking to Mitch, and Katie's in your house with them. I just couldn't wait, so I took a taxi...I'm sorry.'' She answered, whispering. 
''Taxi? Are...wait, are you crying? What's wrong? What happened Jul?'' She got me pretty worried. 
''Nothing. I'm just..I don't know. How's Scott doing?'' 
''The doctor said he's getting stable. But except his closest family, we are not allowed to see him for at least few more hours. '' I noticed her worried face. ''I'm sure he's gonna be perfectly fine hun.'' 
''But...what happened to him? I'm so confused. He didn't try to..he didn't want to hurt himself right?''  I didn't know what to say. I knew she could understand, but I didn't want her to be upset about it. ''Let's take a walk, shall we?''

July's POV
As I've been following Kevin outside, I kinda wanted to tell him everything. I somehow liked the way he always fixed all of my problems. He always took care of me, no matter what. I haven't had anything like that since my brother disappeared, but I didn't even want to think about those times. 
I knew Kev wanted to help me, but in the moment, he had enough troubles without me. Scott was the most important, not me or my pathetic feelings.
It was a pretty warm evening, so we walked a few more meters and sat down on white, plastic chairs they put outside for the visitors and patients who were strong enough to take a walk sometimes, but still needed to stay there. 
Kevin pointed his warm brown eyes at me. It made me kinda uncomfortable. He always needed an eye contact while talking about serious stuff, while I kept avoiding it. 
''So...what happened to Scott?'' I asked. ''And Mitch? He was really upset. He couldn't stop crying and he looked kinda...confused. About everything.'' 

''They..had a fight. And Mitch got pretty upset. But you'll have to wait for them to talk about it, alright? They will, eventually.'' 

I nodded. My hands felt kinda weird. They were shaking, but it didn't seem noticeable, I only felt it. 
''Kev? Are my hands..shaking? I..''
He raised an eyebrow. ''Nope. Why?'' 
''I guess it's just a feeling. Nothing major. But I'm starting feeling it all along my body..'' 

I started panicking. 
''I..Kevin. I can't move my hands.'' 
It scared the hell out of me. My hands were stuck in a weird position, I couldn't move my legs and I couldn't even move my lips normally. My entire body had been tingling really hard and I started breathing heavily. I felt tears all over my face. 
Kevin quickly kneeled in front of me, trying to stay calm. ''Hey. Calm down. Just breathe in - and out. Like this. Perfect. Listen to me - and don't stop breathing. You're having a little panic attack. It's nothing dangerous. You just have to breathe and calm down. You're gonna get back to normal in fifteen minutes or so, alright? It's okay. Everything's alright sweetie.'' 
He gently held my hand and slowly massaging it. It felt better, but I still couldn't control myself, so I just nodded while trying to breathe as he said while fighting with tears and trying to control my messed up mind. 
''I'm s-so freaked out Kev.'' I whispered. ''When is this gonna s-stop?'' 
''In a few minutes. Just stay calm. We're going back inside so they'll make a quick check-up, alright? You are probably just tired and upset so this is a natural way for your body to react, but I want to be completely sure.''
I slowly nodded. I tried to stand up, but I still couldn't use my legs properly, so I'd fell down if Kev wouldn't catch me. 

''Not gonna work,'' he smiled, as he picked me up so he could carry me. ''God, you're shaking so bad. Keep breathing,'' 
When we came back in, he left me in the waiting room for a few seconds so he was able to talk to doctor. 
''He'll see you in twenty minutes.'' Kev said as he came back and pulled me in his lap. ''Can you move your hands yet?''
I tried, but it hurt too bad. 
''Don't worry, you'll be fine in a few minutes. I promise.'' He rubbed my back to calm me down as my face began covering with tears once again. 
I was able to move five minutes later, but my body kept shaking like crazy. I curled up in Kevin's lap as he hugged me tightly. 
''I'm sorry Kev.''
He just kissed my forehead. ''Stop,  sweetheart. I love you, okay? We all do.'' 

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Hey loves!

I know I'm a horrible person. I didn't upload in about two months. My excuse is school, naturally. 

But I have a few days now, also lots of ideas, so I'll definitely upload more. 

Hope you enjoyed this chapter. 

I love y'all. 

Gaja