-CHAPTER FIVE-
Hey guys! I just wanted to say, I'm really sorry if it's becoming a little bit boring, but I promise you'll get some drama in the next few chapters. I have a horrible habit to write everything in the longest possible way, haha. However, here's the 5th chapter. Enjoy! :)
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Avi's POV
I smiled. July seemed so happy, Kevin seemed so happy and I was incredibly happy.
We just made this girl's life .
''What do you want to talk about?'' I asked her.
''Whatever it is, we can eat while we talk.'' Kevin seriously said.
I looked at her. She seemed a little bit nervous.
July's POV
I swear, I wanted to eat.
It smelled so good and I was really hungry, but...
''C'mon July. Eat, please.'' Kevin said.
''I-I..don't know...''
''Should I call Mitchie?'' Avi asked.
Kevin nodded. ''Maybe Kirstie and Scott could come too. I hope they aren't asleep yet..''
''It's almost 3AM, Kevin. I'm pretty sure they are.'' Avi giggled. ''But I'm gonna call them anyway.''
Avi went out of the room and I looked at Kevin.
''I'm so sorry. You must think I'm so ungrateful.'' I whispered..
He hugged me. ''Don't you ever think like that again. You're an amazing girl. And we'll help you to notice it, okay?''
''Okay. Why is he calling Mitch?'' I asked.
''I want him to talk to you. He had the same problem back in high school. He'll know how to help you.''
''O-okay..fine.''
It wasn't fine at all. Damn, I was thankful for everything. But I'd be even more thankful, if they would leave me alone with my problems for some time. I was just scared of everyone.
Avi's POV
I called Mitch.
''Hello?'' he yawned
''Hey Mitchie. Can I ask you something?''
''Sure. What's going on?''
I told him the whole story. Including the adoption.
''Are you serious? We'll be there in 5. See ya!''
''Thanks Mitchie''
I went back to Kevin's room. July seemed horribly nervous.
''They're coming. Mitchie said he'll do his best.'' I smiled.
Mitch's POV
We were already sleeping when Avi called, but I woke Kirstie and Scott up. They seemed really worried. I was, too. I still remember how I felt during my teen years and, well, it wasn't a beautiful memory to be honest.
We finally came to Meat&potatoes' apartment.
''We're here!'' Kirstie yelled.
''Hi! We're up here in Kevin's bedroom!'' the bass-man told us.
I ran up and sit next to July. She looked at me with her huge green eyes.
''Hi there. Ready to talk?'' I excitedly asked her.
''I guess.'' she nodded.
''Alright!'' I smiled ''Get out people. Queen needs some space!''
July's POV
I giggled. He was so sassy. And funny. I already liked him. Everyone went out and I became nervous again.Mitch told me to get comfortable and sat next to me.
''So, what's going on babe?'' he asked me. ''Tell me what made you think so bad about yourself. Please.. I really think I can help you.''
Tears flodded my face. Damn. Crying again.
What do you actually want, Julia? Make everyone feeling bad about yourself? The inner voice asked me.
''E-everyone. I know I'm not fat anymore but I...I used to be. And everyone bullied me about it. I don't want it to h-happen again, you know? I hate myself for..well, hating myself and everyone around me, but..oh I don't even know what I'm talking about. I honestly don't know what to do with my life anymore.''
''Come here.'' he gently pulled me in his lap and hugged me.
''I know how you feel.''
I looked at him. ''How can you know?''
He laughed. In a serious way.
''I was a fat gay singer, with a high voice. What do you think, how?''
I hugged him back.
''I'm sorry Mitch. People are so stupid sometimes.''
''No hun. Listen to me carefully. You're amazing, beautiful and we love you. I love you. And I want you to love yourself. You have to eat. And, I'm begging you - never self-harm again.''
How did he know? He didn't see my wrists or..did he?
''I don't...''
''Shh babe, I know. I'll help you, okay? You need to live healthily. You went through a lot, but you're safe now. We won't let anyone bully you again, alright?''
I nodded. ''Mitch...I want to..I want to eat. And I never want to self harm again but..I just feel so bad if I...''
I started to cry again. It felt so stupid.
''I know.'' he wiped the tear from my cheek.
''I swear, you'll get through it. You can eat very healthy, I'll help you with that. But you have to promise you'll never starve yourself again. Or cut. I'll give you my number, and every time you'll feel so, call me. Deal?'
'''Deal!'' I agreed. Oh Julia. You don't really believe him, right? ''Shut up.'' I mumbled.
''Thank you Mitch. And I'm sorry you had to wake up in the middle of the night..''
''Don't be sorry baby. Want a pancake?''
I giggled. ''Only one.''
''Good girl!'' Mitch hugged me again.
''GUYS!! You can come in now!'' he joyfully yelled.
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