Jack's pov

After speaking to will, I made my way through the aisles getting the rest of the groceries I needed before I walked to the check out. I could feel eyes on me and out of the corner of my eye I saw will looking at me while hiding the tears from Seth. Seth. I despise him. I shook off my feeling of anger and paid for my groceries then I left the store with my bags, going to my shitty car. I set the bags down and opened the boot of the car setting the bags down inside it before closing the boot. I walked to the driver's side and opened the door getting in and closing the door. I put the key in the ignition hearing the rumble of the car starting up. I reversed out my parking space and drove down towards the parking exit and onto the road. I drove to my shitty rundown house that I stayed in. What can I say? It was the only place I could afford and I can barely maintain it. Not to mention the bills bring me down like weights at a gym. I know what you're saying. Get a job but I can't cause no job accepts pregnant males. Opening the door, I walked in going to the kitchen and setting the bags down, unpacking and packing away everything in the cupboards and fridge. I stop for a moment looking down at my belly. My medium sized belly that contains my growing child. The result of the love that was once there when will was in my life. I felt tears brim in my eyes. I took a few breaths. I had a moment of doubt. Could I really raise a child in these Conditions? I don't know. As of right now my life isn't great. I can barely buy the stuff I need. It breaks my heart when I think that I might have to give my child up for adoption when it's born. I shake that thought out my head. "Let's not think of that option right now Jack." I tell myself, my hand rubbing my baby bump gently feeling the movement which brings a small smile to my face, one that quickly fades. I make myself a sandwich then I go and sit on the couch turning the TV on flicking channels till I find something decent to watch which was a movie about a dog . I watched the movie and my thoughts drifted to the future. Where I'd have a better life... Oh well I guess a man could dream. Dream of something that will probably never happen