3 days had passed and you never seen Izana, its not like you care but after that day he sent you home you never saw him and he didn't even texted you. Geez what a lame boyfriend.

You cant stop thinking about what he said before he left you and drive off.

Flashback 3 days ago.

You and Izana were standing in front of your house.

"Astrid, can i kiss you?" he said asking for permission.

"Yeah sure,." you said with emotionless face.

He pecked your lips and looked you in the eye. Your stoic expression made him sad.

"Why do you look so empty?, i felt nothing when I kissed you" he uttered while looking into your eyes.

He then lean again to kissed you even deeper.

He pulled his lips away and looked at you. Your eyes were wide open even when he was kissing you. It feels like you dont have any feelings or something.

He turns around and get on his bike then drive off.

End of flashback

You feel happy that he stops bothering you, But you still feel guilty and lonely.

Im not suppose to be caring or anything. I should be celebrating because he surrendered.

What does he means when he said i look empty? Does that mean i dont feel love towards him. But, does he? I mean we just met. Its impossible for him to fall inlove with me!?

You were spacing out while sitting on your chair waiting for the teacher to arrive.

Someone poke you from the back, you turn to look at the person and it was Yuri.

"Hey Yuri? What do want? You smiled at her like she was your friend cause you know it will pissed her off.

"how does it feel  being Izana's toy for a few days?"  she said mocking you.

"I dont have any idea what you're talking about, you high?!" you raised one eyebrow while looking at her.

"well i heard she has a new girl, and they look so good together." she said while looking at her ugly nails.

"So? Should i care?"  you said looking uninterested.

She feels annoyed of you being cool with everything she says.

Before she could respond the teacher has arrived.

So she got a new girl, thats good.

But, what is this pain ive been feeling on my chest.

I can see an image of him, he was staring at the river..

His feelings seem so real that time..

Maybe he used to do that with all the girls he dated. It was so like him.

Such a fuckboy.

The class ended and you were still spacing out. You snapped out of your thoughts when kazura put a cold soda on your cheeks.

"shit. What the hell was that"  you almost punch kazura in the stomach.

"Sorry, you were spacing out. I tried to call you but you weren't responding."  he defended himself in order to get an exemption from the beating.

You signed and got back to your sit, he handed you a can of soda.

He lean his head on your table staring at you and wondering what you were thinking.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" he said with a calm tone.

"No... Uhmm maybe later" you said while chugging down the cola.

He smiled knowing he can convince you to open up about your personal problem. He just rested his head on your desk while waiting for the last period.

After class, you were walking with kazura, he told you that he saw a newly opened cafe near the campus.

"My treat as always" he said while walking beside you.

"i wont come if its not ."  you grin looking at him. This bastard is rich as fuck.

He opened the door for you and you took out the lollipop from your mouth that you'd been savouring since earlier.

The two of you find the perfect spot and sat down while you rested your chin on your hand while kazura was ordering for you. He actually knows your likes and dislikes so he is aware on what food to order.

"Izana and I broke up.. With out me even realizing that we did." you spoke out of the blue and kazura was shocked to here what you just said.

"isn't it a good thing?"  he asked and he put his chin on his hands too while facing you.

"It was.. But there is something bothering me, Izana said i was empty!..
I mean, What does that even mean? "  you looked at kazura wondering what he would say in response.

"He said that? Hmmm. I think he got a point. You have limited emotion than a normal person. Lets say your more likely a living robot than a human" he said while his hands on his chin.

"What really? Am i that dull, i dont know but im use to this..i dont see anything wrong by being like this. "  you said while turning your gaze to the window and looking at your reflection.

"you know YN, its okay.. I like you the way you are, it doesn't matter even if you seems like a talking doll sometimes."  kazura said while sipping the cup of coffee he just ordered.

" im glad." you smiled at kazura. He is such a great friend.

Youre mood lighten up by listening to kazura talking about a horror movie he watched last night. The faces he makes are priceless.

You ate the slice of cake he ordered and look at him again. All of a sudden he stopped in the middle of nowhere, he was in the middle of telling you something interesting, the climax.

"Why? What's the matter?! Why did you stop" you asked while munching the cake on your mouth.

"whatever you do.. Dont turn around!" Kazura said with a serious tone.

"Why?! What is it?!"  you looked at him wondering what he saw on your back that made his aura changed.

"We need to get out of here, lets just go somewhere else."  he said carrying your bag and pulling your arms towards the exit.

You trusted Kazura and follow his words. He said dont turn around or look at my back.

Im super curious whats behind me. But, I'll obey kazura for now.

You and kazura are near the exit, Kazura is still pulling  your arms eager to get out of there as soon as possible.

Kazura wouldn't mind if i take a glimpse of whats on my back right?

You took a quick glimpse behind you and your eyes widened when you saw Izana with a girl clinging on his arms. They are sitting at the back corner of the cafe. She seems so flirty and clingy. She wont stop smooching Izanas neck and Izana seem it enjoy it.

You were about to take your eyes off them when Izana's gaze and yours suddenly meet.

His purple orbs stare at you and quickly turn to the girl beside him, he then smiled at her ignoring the fact that he saw you. Well that's rude.

You just shrugged the feelings away and look at kazura's direction again.

You acted like you didnt know anything when kazura and you were far from the cafe.

"Why did you drag me here?!" you pretend to be clueless.

"I just dont want you to see something that might hurt you" he answered.

"and where did you get that idea? How did you know i will?" you raise one eyebrow while staring at him.

"i-uhm.. Yeah, but.. I just want to make sure, just forget about it. I'll go buy you icecream!" he said changing the topic.

You just let it go and agreed with him to buy some icecream.

After that, you decided to go home reaching the front of your house you saw Izana's motorbike parked in front of your house.

And why the fuck is his bike parked in front of my house?

Why is he even here...

___________

Chapter 8

I hope you like this chapter. ❤️ Dont forget to vote😊👈