I wasn't really hoping for anything when i made up with Izana.

I choose to distant myself from him.

After Toman defeated Tenjiku everything went smoothly.

Tomas has became the strongest gang in Shibuya while Tenjiku still occupies Yokohama.

Mikey and you became good friends together with the rest of Toman's.

You decided to forgive Izana after the incident but you choose to distant yourself from him. I guess i really need to think about a lot of stuff before i trust him again.

Last 6 months at the hospital~

"please visit yokohama soon" he said while he walks beside you at the street.

"I'll try" you look at him with a stoic expression.

"i want to be a better person for you YN" he utter while leaning.

Both of you stop from taking another step.

"honestly, i want you too.. But, i feel tired from all the bullshit. Can you give me time and space to think about it?" you answered while giving him a smile, he nod and didn't complain.

He holds your hands while you accompany him to the train station together with Kakucho.

" Goodbye Izana" you stared at hid lavender eyes while letting go of his hand.

"It's not like im not gonna see you again. This is not goodbye YN" he muttered then turn his back on you.

You stared at him while he walks inside the train with kakucho.

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Its has been 6 months since you last saw him. He would text and call you from time to time but sometimes you wont answer the call and ignore some of his messages.

I dont want to get attached to much.

I dont really know what he is up to.

He better quit fucking around.

You played with your pen while answering the final exam papers.

2 weeks of remaining school days and then graduation.

Im going to visit Yokohama after this.

You decided to take a walk with Aki at the park while talking about some random plans for the gang.

You stop taking another step when someone covers your eyes with the palm of their hands.

"Get your hands off me before i break you're bones." you spoke calmly and he immediately take his hands off you.

It was Mikey.

"Geez, that was supposed to be romantic, why are you so violent. Im hurt" he pouted while looking at you.

You signed then swing your arms around his shoulder.

"what do you want shrimp" you ask making him grin.

"someone shorter than me is calling me a shrimp" he laugh and it made you a bit annoyed.

"shut up!" you got mad and shown your fist, then Mikey suddenly changes his expression into a sad one while staring at you're eyes.

"I wish you met me before Izana.." he said then put his hands on his nape and turn to leave. What the heck was that?.

You watch him leave and wonders why he said that. Did mikey fall in love with me for real.

But i dont feel something special for him cause Izana already occupies my heart.

After that, graduation day has finally comes. At last!

You informed your Dad that you will stay at Yokohama for a couple of weeks. He never knew about Izana and never will.

He will be so furious.

Arriving at Yokohama. Kazura and Astrid were waiting for you at the train station.

You waved your hands to the both of them while keeping your resting bitch face.

Kazura ran to you and about to embrace you when you reach out your hands to hold his head so he won't be able to do what he was about to do.

Astrid chuckle seeing Kazura's dissapointed face.

"YN, i miss you so much, please let me hug you" kazura said still insisting.

"Okay, you can hug me but in return I'll break your neck." you muttered making him flinch and gulp.

"nevermind, i dont want injuries" his voice was shaky, he rub his nape and look the other way.

Astrid on the other hand was just watching you and kazura argue.

Arriving at your mom's home Astrid talks about Izana and his gang. She mentioned that Tenjiku has a lot of female members too and that made you worried. Its not like i dont trust him.. Wait.. Do I!?

I did forgive that asshole but im not sure about trusting him.

You were spacing out, Kazura snapped his fingers bringing you back to reality.

"earth to YN" he said while drinking some lemonade.

"Are you planning on seeing izana today.?" Astrid asked.

"Not today, maybe tomorrow" you lay down on your bed and didnt realize you have fallen asleep.

Astrid woke you up for dinner and you lazily went downstairs to greet your mother and your stepfather.

While eating dinner, your stepfather were talking about his business abroad and the vacation they are planning together with your mother. Great, make that vacation forever.

You just stare at them while eating, smiling at you're own thoughts.

Astrid on the other hand was looking at you grin. She signed when she had a glimpse of idea what you were thinking.

The first thing you did after waking up was prepared to leave and give a surprise visit to izana.

You told the driver your destination (Tenjiku hideout.)

Arriving at the place. You saw some familiar faces at the entrance. It was that annoying twins.

They smirk when they saw you walking closer toward the entrance.

"Hey dollface, i havent seen you in a while" Ran said while leaning closer to your face.

"You look even prettier than the first time i saw you"  the guy with glasses named Rindou said.

"And the two of you still annoys me.." you muttered making them laugh in unison. I wasnt joking. Why are they laughing.

You ignored them and walk inside. Indeed, there are female members in Tenjiku. In fact, one of them are talking to Izana now.

You walk closer to him and Kakucho immediately saw you. He tapped Izana's shoulder and pointed at you're direction.

He immediately stand up and smiled at you, ran towards your direction to embrace you with a tight hug.

He buried his head at the crook of your neck and sniff your scent. What...

"i miss you so much, why didn't you tell me you were coming?" he said softly while still hugging you. You can feel a lot of people were staring at the two of you.

"I wanted to surprise you, but i was the one that has been surprised.." you pouted then turn your gaze at the woman izana was having a conversation earlier.

"We were just talking.. Are you jealous?!" he said while smiling widely.

He still holding you close while his arms wrap around your waist and his face was so close to yours.

"Yes, i am.. I feel like i wanted to beat someone's ass today" you give the woman earlier a death glare that made her flinch.

Izana chuckle while still refusing to let you go.

"Let's go somewhere else. I wanted to spend some time with you. How about my house?" he leans a bit closer making you flustered.

You quickly turn your gaze to the side.

"Sounds dangerous.." you said while avoiding his gaze and pushing his chest away.

He just chuckle seeing you all flustered and blushing.

"you look so pretty when you are all flustered.!" he whispered at your ears sending shivers down your spine.

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Chapter 18

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