You were still shock from what happened, its started raining and you were still standing at the middle of the field.

You stare down at you're hands that was covered with blood.

You remember the look on Izana's face when he was laying on the ground and vomiting blood. That asshole tried to convince me that he was fine. Tss.

The rain wash away the blood stain on your skin.

You were lost in your thoughts, not because you saw someone being shot in front of you.  Its not like i didnt kill someone before.

But, you felt different earlier. You were so scared for the first time.

You were scared to lose someone.

You tried to stop your hands from shaking. This isn't like me at all, i felt so much fear that i started to shake.

You flinch when someone tapped your shoulder, it was Aki. She was standing beside you all along.

"You okay? , do you know that guy? , its not like you to care for someone you don't know." she asked.

"He is my ex boyfriend, sort of" you tried to sound like you were joking and signed.

You look at Aki for a second and decided to go home.

Should i visit him at the hospital?

I dont think its a good idea.

You arrive at the front of your house and flinched when the door suddenly burst open.

"YN! Where have you been and why are you covered in blood?" he asked angrily. You can see how concern he was at the same time.

You ran to him and hugged him without saying anything. Your Dad signed then relax for a bit before stroking your hair gently and patting your back.

You wanted to cry to release all your sorrow and fear.

But you didn't. I don't want him to worry.

You led you inside and gave you a cup of tea so you could calm down.

After a few minutes he sat next to you and started to ask you about certain things.

"Now, tell me what happened? He asked.

" I got into trouble.. Thats all. Also this is not my blood Dad. " you answered and he chuckle.

" I know its not yours, maybe its from the person you beat up. " he said while he continue to chuckle. Dad knows me so well.

"Yes it is" you lied so that he wont ask you anymore.

You stood up and went upstairs to take a shower.

Then, change your clothes.

You were now wearing a gray hoodie and a black ripped jeans.

Laying down on your bed while you gaze at the ceiling thinking of Izana. Ugh, i really wish he was okay.

I hate him and all but, i never wish for him to die.

He risk his life to save me.

I think i should forgive him as a reward. So please dont die Izana.

You were trying to dozed off when you suddenly heard your phone rung.

Mikey was calling you.

The conversation.

Mikey : YN-chin, can we meet up.

YN :  Now?

Mikey : Yes.. I'll be there in 15 minutes.

He didn't wait for your confirmation and hung up.

You stood up and took out a cap from your cabinet and went outside your room. While walking downstairs you saw your dad standing near the door and his arms were crossed in his chest.

"Young lady, you should rest" he said.

"Im okay dad ill just go meet my friends" you insisted and walking passed him.

He just signed then let you go.

You were standing near the gate when you saw Mikey's CBT250  heading your way.

He stopped in front of your then got off his bike.

"Hey Mik- you were about so greet him but he immediately hugged you the moment he reach the place where you stand.

" Don't do that again. Dont risk your life like that. " he said while tightening the hug.

You tapped his back signaling him that it's starting to hurt.

The two of you went to the park and mikey sat beside you while handling you a can of soda.

"So you knew Izana?" he said then sip the soda he was holding.

"Yeah, he is my ex. We are in a bad terms right now after he cheated on me" you muttered making Mikey turn his gaze on you.

"Do you still love him?" he asked. You look at the ground and stare at your shoes.

"The truth?.. Hehe.. Yes" you said while still looking down..

You can hear Mikey slightly gasped for air then froze for a second before clearing his throat.

" you should visit him at the hospital, he is in critical condition right now. Thats what i heard from Mitsuya" he utter while pretending to be okay with everything.

You nod and chug the whole can of soda.

" Your right! I should visit him at least." you stood up and wave goodbye to mikey.

Mikey on the other hand holds his chest when he notice you were out of sight. He almost knelt to the ground because of the pain he was feeling right now.

Mikey POV~

It stings..

When i ask her if she loves him.

I was expecting her to say No.

But then, it was the other way around.

As much as i want her to be mine. Her heart was already taken.

I should not risk anything anymore. I would probably get hurt if i still pursue her.

End of POV~

You were walking towards Izana rooms and saw Kakucho at the bench near the door. He was leaning in the wall. He really is a loyal friend of Izana.

"Hows Izana" he open his eyes when he heard your voice.

"The doctor was able to save him. He was still unconscious" he muttered then close his eyes again.

You decided to buy some food and drinks for kakucho while he watch over Izana.

When you came back you saw him sitting near his bed.

"Hey kaku-chan, i bought you this. You should eat first, I'll watch over Izana for now." you said and kakucho nod. He is such an obedient person, its easy to talk to him. He is perfect, aside from being snob. He is alright.

After kakucho left the room you sat beside izana. Leaning a bit closer to his face.

You tap his nose.

" Why do you keep ending up in the hospital, you should stop this bad habit of yours baby" you rested your chin on your hand while looking at his pale face.

"i should be the one laying here if you didn't dodge the bullet for me.."  you continue to stare at him while you play with his hair.

You should get well soon.

So i could thank you.

You scared me so you should apologize too.

You didnt realize that you have fallen asleep.

Kakucho enters the room and saw you sleeping next to izana. He smiled before covering your body with a blanket.

You can feel someone is caressing your hair.

You immediately grab that person's hand and look up.

Izana looks like he was in pain.

When you look at the hand you grabbed. You didn't realize that it was the arms that has dextrose attached on it.

You immediately let it go.

He is awake.

Finally.

You smiled at him.

He smiled back even though he looks kinda pale. But his complexion was better than last night.

He just stared at you and raises his hands to move some of the hair from your face.

"You look so pretty in the morning, seeing you next to me.. I thought i was in heaven" he said smiling at you.

Is he gonna trick me again.

Not because he is handsome..

Gah!!! He is handsome.

"are you trying to sweet talk me right now Izana?" you mumbled.

"Nope. Im still hoping you would forgive me" he utter while the smile he had on his face dissappear and replaced by a sad expression.

" Oh.. I decided to forgive you since you dodge a bullet for me.. Thanks " you said and cupped his cheeks to cheer him up.

" r-really?!" he exclaimed.

"yes, but if you do that shit again and cheat on me i will be the one who will kill you for real. That's a promise" you said and grin.

He was a bit hesitant to hug you cause he knows that you are being serious on killing him.

He then smiled widely and reach for your hands. He holds it then pulled it making you lean closer to him.

He hugged you with his weak body.

"Im really glad you didn't slap my hands away this time" he chuckles while he burry his head on the crook of your neck.

"  i wont hesitate to take a bullet to protect you. I'll do everything again in a heart beat."

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Chapter 17

Marupok ka YN!..

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