I let my guard down, i even trusted that son of a bitch.

Feeling unsatisfied with what Astrid told you. You wanted to see it for yourself or even slap the bitch hard on the face.

No, i wont just slap Izana too. I'll punch him as hard as i can.

You finally arrive at Yokohama. The first thing you did was asked Astrid about the the location of the club she saw Izana and that bitch the last time.

After that you went there wearing a very sexy dress to match the club ambiance.

Arriving at the club, you can see a few eyes scanning your body. You walk and act seductively to tease those eyes that was exploring every edge of you.

You didnt find Izana so you decided to leave.

You grab your purse and stood to walk towards the exit when you saw a familiar silver hair that was about to enter the club.

You smirked then turn around to look for a perfect spot to watch over him.

You find an empty table, wearing your contact lenses and adding a bit more make up to make you unrecognizable.

Glanzing towards his direction, he sat on the table located on the other corner.

After a few minutes a woman approaches him and sat on his lap. Okay it must be her, this is your lucky day sissy. Imma beat your ugly ass.

You stood up while fixing your curled hair. I spent 30 minutes curling this shit.

You're heels produce a clicking sound with every step you take. Filling you up with confidence.

You stop in front of them, they were about to make out.

You posed and put your hand crossed on your chest.

"So, should i beat the hell out of her now or after you two have make out" you spoke loudly that made them look at your direction.

Izana's eyes widened seeing you. Do i look like a ghost?

Izana immediately pushed the woman away and stood up.

He looked at you then wonders why are you wearing such revealing clothes.

He tried to hold your hand but you slapped him on the face so hard that it echoed inside the club that even the music beats couldnt cover it.

"im glad you didn't hear what i whispered to you at the hospital" you mumble but izana heard it.

You look at the girl behind him and walked closer to her.

At first you wanted to slap her but now your mind changed. You were so pissed that you grab a hand full of her hair then drag her outside.

She has few bruises from the friction on her skin against ground.

Once outside, you punch her face that it made her nose break, after a few more punches you finally had enough. Her face is a mess, she will recover it after a year I guess.

You let out an evil laugh then fix yourself. Well, that was satisfying.

Picking up your purse, and fixing your clothes.

You turn around smiling, like nothing happened. But suddenly stopped when you saw Izana standing in front of you.

"oh i almost forgot about you Izana, you fucking cheater" you throw your purse to his face and he didnt dodge it, He let it hit his face.

"I heard what you said at the hospital YN, i wanted to believe you but some parts of me couldn't accept it. It doesn't feel real to me" he said while he gaze down on the ground.

"None of this feels serious at all, i want all of you.. But i cant stand your little games anymore" he added while keeping his gaze down.

"How would you know if those feelings of mine were real or not. You judge it that easy, i wasted my time on you..i even trusted you. You piece of crap. You shouted, releasing all your anger while slamming his chest with both your arms.

Izana was still looking down and scared to look at you in the eye.

"You even fuck other bitches just to get back at me. Was it fun? " you continue to punch his chest with force.

You can see how sad and dissapointed izana is, he looks so dissapointed in himself.

You step back and signed.

"I'll forgive you one last time in one condition.." you said and made him gulped, his gaze were showing a glint of hope.

" kneel down and beg for forgiveness! " you exclaimed, he finally looked at you.

You crossed you're arms while staring at Izana, you can no longer hide your anger.

"Okay" he said, that was it. He kneel down while looked at you.

You can feel how sincere he was, he is a leader of a gang, now kneeling in front of you begging for forgiveness.

Kakucho was standing next to him and couldn't say or do anything. He just stare at Izana while he greeted his teeth in anger.

"Im sorry YN!, i have no excuse,. Please forgive me."

He then extend his hand to hold yours but you slap it.

You let out a chuckle then lean near his face, he is currently kneeling on the ground.

"Do you really think i would forgive you, you keep doing the same shit over and over again." you uttered and leans a bit more closer to his ears.

"jokes on you Izana"

You whispered.

This time I could really feel the last decent part of my heart broke.

Its like, there's no turning back from it now.

The last piece of you that keeps you from being a total monster.

You signed before walking away, leaving Izana still kneeling on the ground.

You stopped from your tracks then look back.

"I thought i could finally learn to love, i guess it's not for me after all" you said looking back at him. You gave a faint smile before you leave that goddamn place completely.

This world has been cruel to me before, i thought it couldn't get any worst.

That's what i thought.

You were standing at the train station wearing the same revealing outfit while waiting for the train.

You can't wait to leave Yokohama and go back to Shibuya.

Being here makes me feel sick.

You didnt even bother to stay at your mother's house.

However, you already informed Astrid that you will return in Shibuya immediately.

Riding the train was very uncomfortable, a few eyes keeps staring at you because of the clothes you were wearing.

But, you didnt care at all. Your minds are clouded with different thoughts of hate and your memories with Izana.

Its been a while since that happened, Izana didn't bother you nor your sister.

After 2 months, Toman has been an alliance with Valkyrie and tonight they invited your gang to their meeting.

He said that a few important matters will be discussed and Valkyrie should be there.

At first, you didn't agree but eventually Mikey has his way to convince you.

His cute though, but i feel like what i see in Mikey is only half of his personality.

Something about him is bothering me.

You tried your best to move on and forget Izana.

You hate to admit it, it wasnt that easy. It was painful but still , you never shed a tears for him even once.

Mikey and the others would bother you sometimes but they were just friendly and all.

****Toman and Valkyrie Grand Alliance meeting****

You stood by your vice captain Aki while Mikey was on top of the stairs leading to the shrine.

He signaled you to come up so you did.

The meeting started and Draken was the one who will discuss the agenda.

"on the 4th of November, we will have our grand brawl with our enemy. They called themselves Tenjiku gang" Draken said and you're eyes widened when you heard the gang name.

What the fuck? The gang that has been messing with us is Tenjiku?! How did they even get here.

Mikey notice the change on your expression, from looking at your side profile.

He turn to face you.

"Yn-chin? Is something wrong?" he said while tapping your shoulder.

"N-no, im fine." you answered.

Is Izana behind all of this, does he knows im a gang leader.?

"We are not expecting the Valkyrie to fight along side us, we just need your support. " Draken added. Since woman are not permitted to fight against men and mikey didn't allow Valkyrie to be harmed at any cost.

It will be unfair if Valkyrie will join, we are deliquents but still my members are all females.

You nod at Mikey agreeing on his terms.

After the meeting, Mikey asked you to stay for a bit and sat with him at the shrine.

"YN-chin?" he utter.

"hmm?" you hummed in response.

"do you have a boyfriend?" you flinched hearing his question, why would you ask something like that out of nowhere.

"No..i dont have" you answered him then cleared your throat.

"that's good to hear, how about you? Do you want to ask me anything?" he said while pouting.

"do you like me Mikey?"  your sudden question made him blush so he look away trying to hide his flustered face.

"A little" he said then dismiss everyone including you.

Well, you shouldn't have. I cant return your feelings anyway.

I dont want to play with you either.

You got home and went straight to your bedroom.

You were still thinking of Tenjiku getting involve with Toman and Valkyrie.

Why would izana decided to pick a fight with Toman.

Im guessing he doesn't have an idea about my whereabouts.

The fight between Toman and Tenjiku will be held next week.

You played with your phone until you've fallen asleep.

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Chapter 15:

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