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Baekhyun Pov......
I was afraid. I knew too well that I was falling but I was still healing or maybe I never will. I was afraid he would'd come, This park gave me the calmness I yearned for the last seven years. I would stay here until the crack of dawn and return home after. Today my heart beat so fast as my eyes darted here and there. Searching for the boy I had begun to fall for. My heart was sinking and the bruises hurt as time ticked by that the dawn had begun to crack. I know he was older by seven years but I couldn't look away from his eyes.
I'm just afraid to love again. Afraid of breaking my broken heart twice. I shouldn't love him but it was love at first sight. The moon was fading and I was afraid that he wouldn't turn out. I sat in the swing as it creaked in the sinister wind of the cold night. I was giving up hope when the trees rustled, I didn't want to look up.
"Sorry...I kept you waitng sir. I had to prepare all the things for me to leave." Chanyeols deep voice sounded breathless and he held his heart with his right hand and his knee with his left hand.
"I-It's okay. B-But It's al-already la-late. Y-You shouldn't have come." I gasped out, my cheeks pink with the cold.
"I-I know Mr Byun, It's that I-I wanted to see you before I leave." Chanyeol looked into my eyes as he pulled him self up and smiled. His eyes hiding behind big black thick rimmed glasses.
"Wh-Why?" I looked down and he walked behind me and softly held my hands along with the chains of my swings. A electric shock kept hitting my spin as he pushed me slowly.
"I don't know Mr Byun. Never felt this way before." The giant whispered and I bit my lip nervously.
We stayed in silence as the night faded and dawn finally cracked. Neither of us said anything yet a certain calmness dominated the both of us. The sound of our hearts beating could be heard loud and clear. Chanyeols phone buzzed and he sighed.
"Umm...Mr Byun. I guess I'll have to leave." Chanyeol walked and fell on his knees before me as he pulled the swing forward making my arms land on his shoulders. "Can...I maybe have your number sir?" He looked away frowning and I took out my phone and nudged his chest.
"Pu-Put your nu-number in. I-I don't remember mine." I pouted and looked down. He chuckled taking my phone and tapping away his number. Chanyeols phone rang and he smiled standing up.
I stood up too but since I had crossed my legs while I was sitting I stumbled and fell. But I never reached the floor as a strong arm cradled my body.
"Careful sir." Chanyeol looked so worried it was decieving. Was he really concerned or was he playing with me?
"Clu-Clumsy me. Yo-You should go." I said as I waved at him and walked away blushing like a high school girl.
Chanyeol didn't call or text. Stupid me for thinking he would text me. It was just the other day yet my heart felt empty with no hope at all. I was showering when my phone rang, I stepped out dripping and reached for my phone on the bathroom counter.
"Hello?" I reluctantly spoke wishing it was him.
"I missed you." Chanyeols voice spoke sighing and I gulped.
"Hu-Huh Wh-Why?" I shuttered.
"I don't know. It feels weird. Anyways I'll be back the day after. Be there please." He whispered and I leaned on the wall resting my head on it as I fought with myself for an answer.
"Mr Park I..." My answer flew in the wind as I bit my lip and darted my eyes here and there.
"You're beautiful sir." Chanyeol whispered and cut the phone making me gaspe for breath in return. Gosh this was too much to handle.
Chanyeol looked like a god on stage with millions of fans surrounding him. Girls shouting "Oppa marry me." "Oppa saranghae." I felt angry and sad at the same time. Today was the day he'd come to korea and I wasn't strong enough to go alone to face him. I stayed behind the doors of my cabin when it started to rain. Something I loved so much. I loved the rain. I walked out of the company. Into the showring rain as I walked to the park. Feeling the pain of the past heal a little. I was drenched to the core and it was night but the rain had still not stopped. Wished I secretly enjoyed yet was too tired to bounce around like I used to be before.
"Mr Byun!!!" The deep voice sounded crystal clear through the heavy rain and I turned around.
"Mr-Mr Pa-Park?" I stuttered as usual as he jogged towards me.
"Why weren't you at the office? It's raining, lets go home before you catch a cold." Chanyeol reached out an arm but I turned around to leave.
"Lea-Leave me alo-alone." I whispered yet he held my wrist and pulled me into his chest.
"I don't want to sir." Chanyeol whispered so softly under heavy shower of the rain as he stared me down. Deep down into my soul. No one ever went that far. Not even Daehyun.
"I-I-I mis-missed you. I-I was afra-afraid." I stuttered gripped his shirt tightly. Chanyeols arms lock around my waist tightened as he leaned in. Was he going to kiss me? No I wasn't ready but I wanted it so badly. Yet my left palm slapped across my lips in fear. Stu-Stupid Byun.
"Adorable." Chanyeol chuckled pulling out a hand from my waist and prying opened my palm as he placed it on his cheek and lifted my jaw with his nose. Chanyeol gulped looking into my eyes as he latched his Oh so incredibly soft lips onto mine. My eyes widen at the gesture but I flickered my eyes closed. It felt magical as he tugged at my lips so softly I felt like I was loosing my sanity as I began to kiss him back. His face felt so soft and I loved this moment under the rain.
"Let's get you home Sir." Chanyeol smiled as we gasped for air. It wasn't long since I knew him yet he made me feel so safe and wanted. Something I never felt with Daehyun.
"No-No ones at ho-home. Yo-You should go. I-I'll stay at my cab-cabin." I looked up but Chanyeol shook his head and carried me bridal style.
"Let's go to my house then. Please." He pouted and I had to nod to his irristable cuteness. I had begun to love him already.
"I-I think I-I love you already Mr Park." I whispered so softly so It wont be audible enough for the giant musician to hear.
"I think I do too sir. But I donno." Chanyeol sighed as I was carried to his car and place like I was some kind of china ware. He heard me. So embaracing.
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