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Confessionsoftherc: Confession no. 425 - I lost all respect for Remington and Sebastian when they kicked Emerson from the band. He's their brother!!! How fucking selfish can they be to kick him out because they know lots of fans have him as a favourite. It's so immature and I will no longer be supporting anything they do.

Confessionsoftherc: Confessions no. 426 - I don't like their new drummer. She seems so full of herself.

Confessionsoftherc: Confession no. 427 - I don't think Remington really understands the seriousness of kicking Emerson from the band. He's hardly addressed the issue at all and happily welcomed Jordan in like he doesn't even like Emerson. It doesn't sit right with me.

Confessionsoftherc: Confession no. 428 - I'm just gonna say it...Remington is being very selfish and I think we all deserve an explanation as to why they kicked Emerson out. He was the best member.

"I knew this would happen," Remington tells Andy, scrolling through the endless confessions about fans claiming they know every little thing about why Emerson is no longer in the band.

"Stop looking," says Andy, who's rubbing the younger's bare shoulders soothingly. "How was therapy?"

The boy puts his phone down. "It was good. You already asked."

"I know."

"I don't think I'm being selfish."

"Sweetheart, of course you're not being selfish. Don't even think about it."

Remington sighs.

"You're supposed to be relaxed after a bath, kitten."

"Well I'm different."

"I see."

The young singer smiles, leans back into his husband's warm body, and exhales. "I feel bad for not rehearsing today," he says, "everyone else is."

Andy moves his hands over Remington's torso and kisses his shoulder. "You took a well needed break. Don't feel bad for that."

"Well I'm different."

"I believe you already said that."

Remington hums. "Do you wanna know something?"

"That depends on what it is."

"'kay, I'm telling you anyway. So you know how the clock was smashed?"

"Yes, I know how the clock was smashed."

"So," the boy continues, "I smashed it."

Andy shakes his head. "I know."

"No you don't."

The man chuckles. "Yes I do. I've always known you smashed it."

"What, how?"

"Because I'm a witch, sweetheart."

Remington whines.

"I know you very well. When I ask what happened to the clock and you say, and I quote, 'it fell down all by itself', I know you broke it."

"It did fall down all by itself," the younger insists, "I just helped it."

Andy laughs. "Yeah, we might need to work on what helped means. What were you even doing with it anyway?"

"Making love," Remington answers, "it wasn't really up to my standards."

"I do worry about you sometimes."

"D'you know where my red hoodie is?"

"You mean my red hoodie."

Remington slides off the bed. "Yeah, my red hoodie."

"It's in the wardrobe."

Remington LBiersack: Andy has the audacity to call his hoodies HIS HOODIES when they're obviously all mine.
- Andy Black: @remingtonlbiersack they're yours until you spill something on them, amiright?
- - Remington LBiersack: @andyblack no babe you're wrong shh

At nearly four in the morning, Andy wakes to an empty bed, frowns, and sits up. "Remington?" He calls, flicking on the beside lamp.

The boy appears in the doorway, blanket around his shoulders.

"What're you doing?"

Remington yawns and covers his mouth with his hand.

"Hello? Earth to sleepy baby."

"What?" Remington asks, half asleep, and yawns again.

"What are you doing up?" The older questions, eyebrow raised at Remington's adorable innocence.

The singer rubs his eyes. "Nothin'," he murmers, "jus' got a drink 's all."

Andy smiles. "Are you alright, princess?"

"'m confused."

"Oh no. Come snuggle and you can tell me what you're confused about, okay?"

"'kay," Remington almost-whispers, rubbing his eyes again and tiredly approaching bed. He crawls in and settles on Andy's chest, the blanket still wrapped around his shoulders.

The man reaches for the light and turns it off, resting a hand on his lover's head and moving his fingers slowly through his hair. "What's got you so confused, hey?"

"Just everything."

"Are we having a shaky moment, kitten?"

Remington brings his legs up over Andy's. "Too many," he complains, "'m having too many shaky moments. 'nd I need to tell you something but I dunno how."

Andy runs a hand down the boy's back and back up. "How about you go to sleep now and tell me tomorrow? You're tired."

"Can't sleep 'til I've told you."

"Okay. Do I need to play the guessing game?"

"Yes."

"Right. What you need to tell me, is it something you've done?"

The boy yawns. "Mhm."

"Okay. Is it a bad thing?"

"Dunno. Maybe?"

Andy hums. "Did you do something to yourself?"

Remington nods.

"Did it happen recently?"

He nods again.

"Today?"

Another nod.

"Do you wanna show me what you did?"

"'m sorry," Remington mumbles, tearing up.

"Shh, no. None of that. I'm glad you told me. Let me see and then sleepy time, okay?"

The boy sits up and shows Andy what he did, letting the man touch the new cuts on his stomach, right where Holly stabbed him. "It didn't help," he admits, "wanted it to help."

Andy kisses Remington's cheek and ruffles his hair. "Does it hurt?"

"No, 's not very deep."

"Okay, good. Here, lie down."

"I love you," Remington says through a yawn, settling back down and pulling the covers up.

Confessionsoftherc: Confessions no. 429 - Remington has been replying to dms recently and it makes me so mad that there are people posting screenshots of conversations with him just to boast about how he responded.

Confessionsoftherc: Cofession no. 430 - I saw Palaye on their last tour and Remington really wasn't doing well. Like you could literally see how much he was struggling mentally. And now they're announcing new dates and I'm worried that he's still not okay to tour again.

Confessionsoftherc: Confession no. 431 - Okay here's the thing. Yall say you're worried about Remington and Andy and so on but yall also spam them with messages that probably overwhelm them, talk about them like they don't see any of it (they do) and then wonder why they're so inactive on social media. It's pretty obvious.

Confessionsoftherc: Confession no, 432 - can we all stop dragging Remington for not talking about kicking Emerson from the band please. none of us know what really happened and why they had to do that and Remington is most likely heart broken over it. him and Emerson have been so close since birth and it's clearly a serious thing if they had to kick him from the band. you don't know what it's like for Remington and you need to stop acting like you're his friend when you're not. stop dming him about it. stop dming Andy about it. just leave him the fuck alone.

Remington LBiersack: Hi @confessionsoftherc please take your account down. We don't need any of this. As for adressing why Emerson is no longer in the band, I currently am not comfortable to even talk about it with Andy or Sebastian so don't expect me to be saying anything about it online. Just welcome Jordan into the family and stop spamming me and my husband. It's tiring.