Jimin POV

My body was stiff, I just stand there looking like a statue. Rain is pouring down, soaked our bodies. Is this a dream? Jungkook is hugging me...His muscular arms wrap around my waist tightly. I felt like my heart is running a mile per minute, I don't know how to process my mind right now. All I know is...This is wrong. A tear landed on my cheek. 

I know, I've been knowing that they were dating, being silent is hard, being in a one-sided love is harder, but for the sakes of our friendship, I was forced to keep silent. His warm breath hit my neck, I want us to stay like this, even if it's just a sec. Because I know, I'm not the one...

I quietly sob, my hand went up to my mouth to prevent Jungkook from knowing that I'm crying. 

I'm sorry Taehyung ah- I'm too selfish, aren't I?  When did I become so desperate? When did I become so greedy? I know, I know, I know, I'm an asshole. I don't deserve to be part of this friendship. Even when you knew, that I was crushing your lover, you still treat me like the most precious person in your life, I'm very thankful for that. But I can't do this anymore, keeping silent, acting like I don't know you guys are dating. 

When will you notice me Jungkook ah? When you will notice my feelings for you? When can I walk hand in hand with you like how Tae does? When can I embrace your body in mine? When will I get to call your mine? Useless questions right? Of course, that will never happen. Even in my dream. 

Please let me stay in this dream...just a bit longer...