Before Starting it...

Actually, In Chapter -18; I added a song in the starting, "Lily" by Alan Walker to give the chapter a good go.

But when I uploaded the chapter, The song disappeared and you couldn't see it there.

So I want you to go back and listen to it cause your author likes it very much and the song is so much related to the book, to Y/n's side of the story.

Please 🥺🥺 Just go and listen to it if you haven't heard.

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Play "Give me Some Love" by TNYSKY (From Jimin's pov)

"No. No, Dear. You can't be trapped." They say. "So where I am? How can I meet you? Appa, Answer me. What's going on?" You ask.

"That's obviously a dream." Your father says in his low voice. You feel so dumbfounded looking at him. "Can Jimin also see you all in his dreams?" You ask knitting your eyebrows.

"No." They shook their head. "He just can't." Jimin's mother says looking down. "Why?" You ask. "You'll find it out when you get to know him." Jimin's father says.

"Why would I know him? I have a different motive in my life." You say boldly. "No. Even if you want, Both of you can't walk on different paths. You both have the same motive." His father says looking at you.

"Appa, what are they even saying?" You ask raising an eyebrow at him. It just feels so strange. Even if it's a dream, They shouldn't be saying something like this.

"Y/n, It's time for you to know it. Jimin and you are meant to be together." Your father says. His small eyes don't break eye contact saying this to his one and only daughter.

"Appa, I already hate him. I lost you because of him." You say. "What? No!" Your father says. "I was with you till then because of him. What are you even saying?" His voice is stern as he says it.

You stare confusingly at him. "I think I need to know a lot of things. What is it, Appa?" You ask. "Jimin will tell you. He has answers to your all questions now." The lady says as you look at her. You focus on her eyes, siren, and dark brown eyes.

"Y/n..." You hear a faint but familiar voice. It sounded like honey but it goes unnoticed by you.

"You need to go back, Y/n. You don't have time." Your father says. "No, I don't want to." You say back quickly. Even the thought of going away from your father scares you once again. The fear eats you.

"Jimin is calling you. You need to go back to him." His mother says. "What? No! I want to stay with my dad." You say feeling so offended when they asked you to go. "Y/n..." The faint and familiar voice gets louder.

You palm your ears quickly and say, "No. I don't want to go. Don't call me." You force yourself to walk to your father and you hug him. "Appa, I don't wanna go. I want to stay with you." Tears left down your eyes.

"Your mom has only you, Dear. You need to go." Your father says. "Yeah, Tell Jimin about your mom. You both have to protect her." The lady with siren eyes says.

Your father gently gets you away from him and says, "Please, Go my child." You feel a stinging pain in your heart and you walk backwards from him. The lady holds your hand and says, "Everything will be fine. You grew up so strong. You both will make it better."

You feel your tears dropping, "I can't say about that but I want to see you again so..." You hug her tightly. You feel a hand landing gently on your head and soothing your nerves.

"Y/n..." You hear the voice again. He doesn't stop and keeps calling you. "You shall go. Someone is desperate to have you back.", The gentleman says whose hand is soothing your head. You shook your head.

"I don't want to." You say again and the lady breaks the hug to look at you. Your father comes to you and kisses your forehead. "Good luck, my little princess." He says and you shake your head.

"No. I'm not going anywhere." You refuse from your whole body. You shake your head and step away from them. Your body panicking.

They all look at you with a smile and their Angelic smile seems to fade away in white. You continuously shake your head saying no, wanting to stay but It gets out of control. You know it's ending. Your questions are left unanswered and once again you are going away from your father.

"No. No..." You say repeatedly when your tears never stop flowing down. You feel a tight grip of someone on your arms on either side and hear the voice, "Y/n... wake up. You're okay baby girl. It's just a dream. Y/n, Listen to me."

The realisation hits you, everything disappeared and only black is left. You feel the reality and you gasp waking up, opening your eyes and sitting up in the bed. You feel scared and take deep and heavy breaths.

"It's okay. Nothing happened." You feel a warm embrace of someone around you. He gets close and takes you in his arms gently. "Calm down. Everything's fine." He says so softly and makes your head rest on his chest.

Your deep and heavy breaths start to get normalised and you feel at ease somehow. Still, the things you saw in your dreams are repeating continuously in your head and you can't help but feel so heartbroken.

Why I even had this dream?

"I'm fine." You say coldly to get away but he hasn't dodged off. "Was it a nightmare?" He asks so softly in his gentle voice. "What?" You feel confused and get away from him to look at him.

He smiles at you and forwards his hand to tug the strand of your hair behind your ear. He says, "Nothing" and shook his head in a tiny. You look away from him and down when you notice your clothes.

"What the--" You open your eyes wide in shock and look at him, almost giving him death glares. "The maid did it, Not me." He says referring to your clothes. You are in a white shirt and can almost feel the lower pants on your waist which are pretty loose.

You blink your eyes once or twice in embarrassment. It wasn't embarrassing but something between both of you is awkward. It's weird how you almost killed him twice and he's still there in front of you not afraid of dying.

"Are you hungry?" He asks. "Huh?!" You are caught off guard staring at him as you raise an eyebrow in nervousness. "Oh! Yeah...I mean no!" He chuckles, "I'll tell them to cook for you." He says standing up.

You watch him going intently, the way he smiles before going and his siren eyes, exactly like his mother. "Your parents are alive. Ain't they?" You ask even after telling yourself not to ask.

"What?" He turns to you with a frown on his face, knitted eyebrows and a little amazed. "I'm just asking." You gulp before saying. The thought alone makes you nervous as you stare at him. He judges, observes and doubts.

"They were KILLED." He says and he knows how much it even hurts to say it. The inside of his heart clunches like it wants to suck his soul. He gulps as you know it now. He always wanted to tell you sitting beside you, so you can just only hug him.

A tear drops down as you blink your eyes feeling uttered shocked and guilty. You look down and away from him. He still observes and comes back to sit on the edge of the bed.

"What is it?" He asks, his voice gets heavier as he controls his sobs and his throat hurts. His hand lands on your shoulder and you shove it off still looking away. You shake your head but he says, "Tell me."

"Your father was wearing a black suit with a white shirt underneath and your mother was wearing a long maxi dress of blue, pink and white flower prints on the day they were killed. Your mother, She's beautiful and your eyes are just like hers. Just say whatever I said is wrong." You tell him.

He watches you still not looking at him and feeling nervous when he was astounded himself. "It's wrong." He says. You look at him and stare into his eyes. "Is it? Really?" You ask. "I wonder how you know that exactly but you ask me to say 'It's wrong' then It's wrong."

"Just say the truth." You yell, frustratingly. How does he treat you like you? "How do you know that?" He asks. "It's true?" You still ask. He nods and you feel so devastated inside.

You palm your face, couldn't hold your tears anymore. You're strong but that hurts. "What is wrong? Tell me, I'm here to make it right." He says and comes close to embracing you.

"I saw them when I was sleeping. It doesn't feel right, my dad was there, your parents, It's impossible to see them when I never saw them once." You rant out and cry out in his arms as he embraces you.

"What is it? There's a lot that I don't know. Why? Why is it all hidden from me?" You ask. "Calm down baby girl. Please calm down. I'll let you know everything but please calm down for now. You need to take your meds." He embraces you as his hand is at the back of your head and other soothing your back.

He just can't tell you everything at this very moment. It's not alright for you to know that now. You don't realise you're embraced by him and crying in front of someone. The feelings of sorrow and loneliness just come out of nowhere and you don't feel the need to control that.

 "Jimin, Is she awake?" Jin knocks on the door bringing you back to your senses. You jump a little and get yourself out of his embrace. You wipe your tears and mumble, 'What I was doing?' Jimin watches you intently, getting uncomfortable just by the presence of someone else. 

"Jimin, Everyone is waiting for you. You need to show up." Jin says as Jimin nods before getting up. "Rest. I will be bringing something you can eat." You don't look at him but the thought that Jimin's parents are dead and they know you and your dad knows them, doesn't make sense to you. 

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"You said that you'll kill us. Seriously Jimin?" Yoongi with his eyes amazingly staring at Jimin and frowning, said in disbelief. "But that was when you hurt her but you didn't hyung." Jimin says. They are all in the living room, some of them sitting and some of them standing with Yoongi against Jimin.

"That means you could kill us just for the girl who tried to kill you twice?" Yoongi raises his voice. "That girl means the whole world to me and you all know that. Don't you?" Jimin's voice is cold this time. He stares not realising that they are like his brothers.

"Jimin, calm down." Namjoon interferes, who is standing there at the side. "Jimin, Y/n." Jin says having everyone's attention as they all look at you standing at the last second ladder of the stairs. 

You stare at them one by one, seen many times but still unknown. No one says a word but just stares back at you. Taehyung, Jungkook and Hoseok who were sitting stands up speechlessly.

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Is it okay if the update is a little short?

Cause after a long time, I have even forgotten the details I had to mention. 

Apologies but will be back with an amazing update.

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