Well a while ago Sehun decided to propose to his boyfriend Luhan.

Well he thought about it for a long time and well he decided to propose.

Everyone thinks that Sehun is impulsive, but he actually thinks about everything, he just doesn't mention the possibility to anyone.

A couple months earlier

That day Sehun bought a ring and went to Luhan's apartment, his heart was beating so fast that he thought he was having an heart attack, even if that was the case he had to propose first and die later.

When Luhan opened the door Sehun immediately hugged him making Luhan laugh in confusion.

"What happened?" Luhan asked laughing and trying to miss Sehun.

"I love you!" Sehun said and kissed his boyfriend.

"What is this all about?" Luhan asked all ticklish with Sehun's kisses "I love you too."

"Do you really love me?" Sehun continued kissing his boyfriend all lover the face.

"I love you." Luhan said still laughing with how playful his boyfriend was.

"Let's get married." Sehun stopped playing and looked into Luhan's eyes.

"Of course we will." Luhan smiled and Sehun smiled.

He kneeled down and took a little box from his jacket.

"Luhan, will you marry me?" Sehun asked.

Luhan didn't expect that they never had a serious conversation about it.

"Are you proposing for real?" Luhan asked.

"I would never joke with something like this." Sehun said seriously.

Luhan took a deep breath and messed his hair up a little bit trying to think about how to handle the situation without creating an argument or hurting Sehun's feelings.

"Hmm wow I didn't expect that." Luhan said calmly.

"Well?" Sehun asked with a smile.

Luhan helped Sehun up and Sehun was confused.

"Let's sit here." Luhan took Sehun to the sofa " Sehun, I love you and well your proposal touched my heart because you are the man of my dreams and I want to marry you." Luhan said holding his boyfriend's hands after putting the ring to the side. "I promise to marry you."

"But?" Sehun asked as he knows his boyfriend.

"But we need some more time to prepare." Luhan said and Sehun didn't say anything "I wish I could marry you right now."

"To prepare what?" Sehun took a deep breath "there's no way you can refuse this without hurting my feelings so just say it because I'm already hurt."

"Sehun I didn't refuse." Luhan said.

"So thus your acceptance speech?" Sehun asked sarcastically.

"WOW!" Luhan said "it's just I don't have money right now to get married."

"You don't have to I can pay for everything, my parents can help us as well." Sehun suggested.

"I can't do that." Luhan said.

"Okay let's get married without a party or anything." Sehun suggested.

"Sehun!" Luhan said "I don't want that."

"So what is it?" Sehun was frustrated.

He never expected Luhan to say no and find lame excuses.

"I don't have money right now!" Luhan said.

"But I do." Sehun said "Listen if you don't want it you don't want it, I'm just your boyfriend I wanted to show you how much I love you and want to satay with you forever. Why are you acting as if I'm being selfish? I'm trying here"

"Stop being mean to me Oh Sehun!" Luhan said.

"I'm not being mean to you I'm just speaking my mind." Sehun said got up to leave "whatever."

"NO, DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE!" Luhan said.

Sehun can't just leave after provoking him and act like he is the villain.

"I'M LEAVING I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY SO IM GOING!" Sehun said.

Luhan ran to the door to block it.

"NO, YOU ARE ACTUALLY LIKE IM THE BAD GUY I'M ALSO TRYING YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME!" Luhan said crying.

"Let me go I'm not going to push you or argue with you right now!" Sehun wiped his tears with his hands.

"NO, YOU ARE LIKE I'VE GOT MONEY MY FAMILY HAS MONEY BOO HOO! I DON'T HAVE MONEY TO THIS DAY MY FAMILY IS PAYING FOR THIS FUCKING TINY APARTMENT AND I'M STILL PAYING FOR MY UNIVERSITY." Luhan said crying "WE CAME TO THIS COUNTRY WITH NOTHING THEY THOUGHT I WOULD MAKE IT HERE AND I'M STILL A FUCKING FAILURE AND EVERY TIME I SEE YOU OFFERING ME THINGS I FEEL BAD BECAUSE I CAN'T DO THE SAME SO WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THAT? I SAID I DON'T WANT YOU TO PAY FOR EVERYTHING BECAUSE I WANT TO WORK MY ASS OFF PAY AT LEAST MY STUDENT LOANS BEFORE JUMPING FACE FIRST INTO ANOTHER ONE! MARRIAGE IS NOT JUST THAT WEDDING THING!"

Luhan was so frustrated and maybe his frustrations don't translate well into Sehun's world of not being an immigrant and being rich and getting richer every day.

"SO DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED AND YOU PAY FOR THE WEDDING AND PAY FOR OUR HOME AND EVERYTHING ELSE RIGHT?" Luhan asked " you never get me not everyone is as rich as you are give me a fucking break I'm trying so hard to get my shit together and you are making me a villain."

"Luhan..." Sehun was also crying.

He didn't far saw this situation.

"I'm not a villain I'm just poor!" Luhan said stopping blocking the door "you can leave now."

Why didn't you say this earlier? Add this one to the list why we aren't ready to get married." Sehun said and left.

Normally they don't leave after an argument, they try to talk it out within the same day but that day was different.

Sehun left, Luhan was angrily crying just like his boyfriend.

Sehun called Baekhyun to pick him up and a couple of minutes later an Uber stopped and Baekhyun ran to hug his cousin.

"Let it out baby let it out." Baekhyun said lightly "I'm here, your hyung is here."

Sehun was sitting in front of the building being hugged by his older cousin.

Baekhyun took some time calming Sehun down and finally Baekhyun drove Sehun's car to take his cousin home.

"Hyung?" Sehun said still crying.

"Yes baby?" Baekhyun said starting the car.

"I was rejected today so if he breaks up with me this car will be the only thing I have so drive carefully." Sehun said.

"Such an asshole you are." Baekhyun said driving "I just arrived from China and I left my very horny husband and my adorable son and ran to you so you can treat me like that? I'm a good driver just need some practice, there's a reason why I have a drivers license."

"You barely passed." Sehun said.

"Can't you just cry again?" Baekhyun asked ready to bicker with his cousin.

"Bitch you don't love me anymore, Luhan doesn't love me anymore." Sehun said.

"I don't know what happened but I'm SURE hyung loves you." Baekhyun said driving slowly "also you are my cousin, my little cousin, we grew up together and we used to be roommates and well there's no way I love you and you know that."

"It's not like I love you." Sehun said with a crying voice "I would fist fight you if I could."

"I like the pain." Baekhyun said.

The days after the failed proposal the couple didn't contact each other for a week.

They never broke up but both of them needed to think. Maybe some day they will get married, not now.

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"How is your week looking like?" Chanyeol asked his husband.

"A little busy because I have two of Vivi's outfits to finish and well the little jackets that I told you about, other than that just check some final products and ship them." Baekhyun said drawing "Why?"

"Well I was thinking about taking Haneul and Toben on a one day trip." Chanyeol said sitting next to Baekhyun.

"What?" Baekhyun asked stopping everything.

"Noup, stop thinking." Chanyeol said "well I have to go to therapy and go out with the boys and maybe have some drinks so can you and Haneul pick me up?"

"Okay, but don't drink too much okay? Imagine his first memory is you shit faced." Baekhyun laughed.

"I don't get that drunk!" Chanyeol laughed thinking about that one time he got so drunk that Baekhyun almost called the ambulance. "I'm going okay?" Kissed Baekhyun's lips "I love you and don't forget to check on Haneul."

"Bitch as if!" Baekhyun said offended.

He never forgot to check on his son actually sometimes he checks on Haneul even when he is not at home.

Chanyeol took a cab to therapy and well he is nervous even though it's his fourth session.

"Hello." Chanyeol Said shyly.

"Chanyeol hello, take a sit." She smile "How are you?"

The first session was nothing like what he imagined it was basically him blabbering about how he really didn't need therapy but at the same time needed it and she was just there listening to him and participating on it until he didn't have anything else to say and she started asking questions about him like to get to know him, nothing as deep as he thought age would ask like "let's talk about your traumas and failures".

"I'm alright how are you Irene?" He asked sitting down.

"Not too bad it's been a pretty busy week but it's Friday so I can rest tomorrow." She said kindly "any plans for this weekend?"

"Well not really, I'll probably see what Baekhyun wants to do because today I'm going out with my friends finally." He said "I... thank you for your suggestions, I'm thinking about taking Haneul and Toben on a trip.

"This is exciting, how are you feeling about it?" She asking.

"Well a bit nervous but I think I can do it." Chanyeol said " Haneul went viral on the internet recently I just found out."

"Really? How did that happen? I mean he is adorable I'm not surprised." She said.

"Well Baekhyun's cousin has a YouTube channel and he posted a video with Haneul." Chanyeol explained the situation and the video.

"This is so cute." She smiled "I thought you would be unhappy to have him on the internet like that."

"Well I was a bit unwilling to let him film Haneul but after talking to Baekhyun I changed my mind." He explained.

"Why?"

"Well because nobody knows who is he and I can't just not allow them to be on social media can I? I have a bad relationship with the press in general and I can't just project it on them right? If I feel like it's getting out of hand I'll step in and protect my baby. I won't let them bully them." He explained.

"Do think think your parents didn't protect you from the media?" She asked.

" Is not like that I just feel like my parents allowed many things and I wish they protected me more against it." Chanyeol said "Or at least stood by me."

"Like what?"

"Well many things like there's one time... I told you that I used to play a lot of sports growing up right? Well this one time my dad was on a business trip and noona was studying abroad and well my mum had a premier so I went with her even though I was tired and during the entire thing I was very very tired and well the next day everyone was calling me rude and what not they even talked about it on national television and my parents said just ignore it they will forget about it. When my first gay rumour came out I cried a lot my sister was there for me and my parents decided to send me to the states and I'm glad they did but I thought I was being punished for being gay every time I was bullied at work after I became the CEO my dad only watched."

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"Toben behave okay?" Baekhyun said before leaving the house with Haneul "Hopefully your dad won't embarrass us today.

He put his son on the baby seat and made sure that he was safe before going to the driver's seat.

"Are you okay Haneul? Let's find daddy." Baekhyun said.

"DIDI!" Haneul said.

"Yes DADDY!" Baekhyun Said laughing.

"IIIIIIIH" Haneul said.

"DADA!" Baekhyun started driving.

The duo continued yelling until Haneul good tired and decided to shake a toy.

Baekhyun parked the car and called Chanyeol telling him that he was outside and his husband ran to the car.

"Haneul my baby." Chanyeol Said looking from the window "Baekhyun open the window"

"Open the door." Baekhyun said noticing that his husband was indeed drunk "good thing you can walk."

"Open the window baby." Chanyeol asked again.

"Just open the door, actually get in, it's cold" Baekhyun said and opened the door for Chanyeol from inside "cmon."

"But I want to see Haneul." Chanyeol Said "can you open the window?"

"No. Lets go home before one of us starts crying." Baekhyun said but was ignored "What if you close that door and sit next to Haneul? Yes or no?"

"NO!" Haneul said clapping.

"Haneul did you say no?" Baekhyun asked proudly "No?"

"NO!" Haneul said again.

"No!" Baekhyun said "good boy! Chanyeol get in!"

Chanyeol closed the door and ran around the car to get into the seat next to Haneul.

"Hopefully poor Haneul won't get drunk sitting next to you." Said starting to drive.

A couple of minutes later Baekhyun parked the car and looked at his sleeping husband and his son who was leaking a toy.

"Your daddy is such a no no right?" Baekhyun said taking Haneul "Chanyeol wake up, let's go."

Chanyeol woke up confused.

"Let's go, I can't carry you, I have Hanhan." Baekhyun Said.

"Even if you didn't. " chanyeol laughed " you aren't that strong."

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Hello Angel

Thank you for the suggestion for this chapter.

Minimal warm by chanyeol.

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