RECORDING 23

[Sound of playing the piano with soft fingers]

What was I thinking. . ? I had this coming. You, Min Yoongi, never deserved happiness. Think through and— and give yourself a break from people.

Stop trying to hide your emotions and start talking next time. I was promising that, making a pact to the next person I date.

I. . can't possibly force myself on Kate.

But I don't get what she meant by being one of my problems. . ? Was she talking about the future? How our first fight could probably go?

She’s an overthinker. Not that I'm not.

....if I’d ask Tae, I'm sure he’d say, ‘Hyung, that girl might be thinking about that for your sake. Don't sulk about it and confront her about what she’s telling you.’

Funny how someone younger than me is as wise.

Funny how I even thought of recording this feeling. Kate might listen to these someday and then I’d forget I had recorded such a thing.

I’m. . .giving it a week.

The same thing I did before I asked Jisoo out; wait for a week. Wait for a sign that's pulling us together before I convince myself to take that risk again.

‘Yeah, that’s. ., really all I have to say. . .’

[End of Tape]

[ posted SEPTEMBER 10 2018 ]