RECORDING 16

‘Everyone, I just,’ thought of a really [wheels squeaking] good [phone being put down on table] concept . . . [pants] for this upcoming August. The initial date for my comeback.

The producer found it good. Approved of it immediately when he saw the lyrics.

It’s going to be the main attraction since the previous one I performed at the mini con was just the beginning. Nobody is going to see this coming. It’s going to be a bomb shell, like he said to me.

I think it’s a good . . plan. . ? It’s a dangerous game since we are trying to break my old records. There’s a possibility no one will buy this on the first day, being uninformed about it. . .

Aish, time to smoke again.

[sound of lighter, closing lighter, blowing smoke into the air] That’s better.

Here’s the list of what I’ve come up with. ‘This is the first time. . I’m revealing the track list to my therapist first above anything else. .,’ You know, other than my ‘inner thoughts’?

Intro: DT Suga

DT for my town, Daegu. And. . .people used to call me Suga for how white my skin was. . (it still is, though). .

Agust D is the dopest on this list, in my opinion. My official badass introduction. . . ‘I’m going to have to practice that fucking rap verse. It’s going to leave me breathless.’

. . . .I’m not revealing any more of it. You’re going to have to buy it [light cough] to get to the content. . .and lyrics.

Unless, you know. . , fans with smart minds get the lyrics and spread them faster online for those who can’t afford it. . . .

‘Just make sure you don’t get caught by authorities or my producer. Otherwise,’ . .we’re all going to be in a heap of trouble.

Speaking of which, Kate.

Yeah, I’m getting tired and annoyed at how many times I’ve mentioned that girl here.

Anyway, she. . .sometimes barge in here without my permission. . .suddenly bringing me homemade food she made . . . something about keeping my genius skills intact. . .

Then she’d tell me about her day. . . ‘Which I never ask about.’

It feels. . .somewhat nice? Even more when she knew my secret and. . .kept it as on until now. . .

Or maybe she doesn’t want to be sued.

Well, anyway. . ., one time. . ., I was recording something of my own. . . and then she suddenly came in to my door. That’s why I had to delete that previous one. . .

‘What am I saying?’

[swivel chair wheels rolling]

[End of Tape]

[ posted AUGUST 22 2018 ]