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Morning came too soon, but it wasn't that, it was the way I woke up.

Ass, pampers and stink.

When the all too familiar horrendous scent filled my nose I groaned already knowing that the boys had woken up before me and Ross had place them on the bed.

"Ross!" I shouted taking Jessie in my arms who was who suckling my right nipple through my vest.

I heard heavy footsteps approaching before I saw him, clad in a navy blue suit Ross greeted me good morning.

"Couldn't you have cleaned them?" I groaned sitting up.

Shor was in my lap while I pulled down my vest to breast feed Jessie.

"Can't. I couldn't risk poop getting on my suit, I've got an important meeting today."

I rolled my eyes " every meeting is important, but apparently your son's butt isn't?"

"It's not that. I'm already running late." He said putting on an expensive looking watch.

"Whatever." I muttered before taking shor in my other arm and exiting Ross' room.

As if my morning wasn't weird enough, I almost crashed into Bonnie. Literally.

"Oh I'm so sorry." I said with eyes wide.

Her eyes drifted down to my exposed breast and Jessie hanging unto it in my arms, to shor, pulling at the other side then her eyes went to the door where I exited from.

Shit.

Her eyes beamed with excitement "you and Ross-"

"No." I laughed "it's not what it looks like."

An eyebrow lifted "you mean you coming out of my son's room at six in the morning?" She said amused "well sure, if that's not what I'm seeing then, please enlighten me."

Laughing awkwardly I explained that I had mistakenly fallen asleep last night in his room.

She laughed and we chatted for a short while before Shor began crying, I excused my self I headed to the nursery to clean the two boys.

Parenting was so crazy, you had to be up early in the morning and sometimes you ended up going to bed late at night, then you still had to add the waking up in the middle of the night to change a diaper or nurse them when they decide be become hungry at 3AM

You had to deal with regular pooping and humiliating puking in public.

But I'd never trade it for anything else.

It was minutes to eight AM when I finished getting the boys and myself ready for today.

Walking down the stars slowly I heard talking and Chelsea's loud laughter.

I prayed our encounter wouldn't be awkward after what happened last night but instead found myself distracted by a sulking Ross sitting next Toni's aunt Charlotte with Chelsea behind the stove.

"Good morning everyone." I smile as I entered the kitchen. Immediately Bonnie and Charlotte stretch their hands forward to take the two boys in my arms.

"Ross how are you still here?" I asked confused.

"Oh I forced him to have breakfast with us and Chelsea offered to make it." Bonnie laughed. "Which causes for a celebration because she never does any sort of work."

Chelsea spoon around from flipping eggs. " that's not true. I work!"

My eyes roamed her attire. She wore a pink crop top, with a  really envious pink thigh length skirt and my blue apron that said 'kiss the cook'

"Sweety you're a model, in my days and where I'm from, you'd be considered a prostitute." Bonnie said making Charlotte cackle.

"Mom!" Chelsea whined at her mother.

I looked away from the three, to Ross.

He looked so good, in the suit hugged him perfectly and he had tried his hair and allowed his beard to grow a bit making him look a bit louder than his age, but never the less still sexy as hell.

I felt my cheeks burn at the thoughts that followed on the things we could have done last night after his beautiful speech.

I was so in the moment that I felt myself staring up at him as he held me in his arms, the moon light shining through his open window was the only sure of light.

I wanted so bad to do nothing more than to kiss him and allow him to do what ever he had pleased with me after, but that never happened, instead he kissed my forehead one more time and told me to get some rest.

Not too long after Chelsea served us, Ross waited no time in getting up and out of the house.

As soon as Ross left, Chelsea retreated to her room leaving Bonnie, Charlotte and I.

"So what the plan for the day ladies?" I grinned turning to the two elderly women.

"I had a fabulous idea for us to go shopping." Bonnie said pulling away shor's hand from for the umpteenth time since we got down here.

"Oh that awesome, where would you guys like to go?" I asked.

"Just two places, I just want to visit, giogori Armani boutique and ...let's say...Victoria Secret."

"Oh okay, when do you want to leave?"

"Now!" Bonnie laughed.

I agreed and soon enough we were on our way.

Chelsea had declined the offer to come along, thank god.

"Taking for something sexy for when I get back home to George." Charlotte spoke up.

I cheeks burned at her revelation to her apparent surprise for her husband.

"Oh shut up Char, you and George need to give it up, all those tables you guys take to get your parts working will kill you faster."

I stayed quiet as the two sisters bickered their accents making it all the more funnier.

The first place we stopped at was Giorgio Armani boutique, we're I was so thankful that the boys were sounded asleep in their stroller as I followed behind Charlotte and Bonnie trying not to freak out.

In the past I have interview a few models for our magazine, but I could hardly remember ever going in. Because it never happened.

Half way through the shopping my phone vibrated and I smiled seeing Cindy's name.

"Hey girly." I answered as I pushed the stroller with one hand.

"Hey beauty, what's up?"

"You won't believe where I am right now."

"On Ross' dic-"

"No." I answered quickly shutting her up as the blushing attacked my face.

"Well then I don't really care."

I rolled my eyes "Giorgio Armani boutique right now." I whispered,trying not to make it obvious that it's my first time here.

"Damn, I have got to get myself pregnant for a billionaire. That is the life sister."

"Oh shut up, I'm just following Ross' mother and aunt around." I said eyeing up a super cute purse.

"Oh that's nice. Need company? I'm off for the day."

"No I'm fine. But maybe I'll come by later." I said

We finished off our conversation at the same time the older women got all they wanted.

We got in the black range rover that one of Ross' driver was driving us in.

When we pulled up to Victoria Secret the boys were awake and actively playing with each other.

Like before, I followed Bonnie and Charlotte around, enjoying the view.

I looked away from a couple that was groping each other and it instantly made me think of Ross.

Would he ever grope me like that in public? He did seem like the type. I already knew that he was the dominant type. But what would be like to be in a relationship with him?

Would he ever randomly bring home flowers are play freaky under the table at a public event?

Would he ever be the type to just show up at my work place and carry me out for lunch?

I had no idea why I was thinking these things. Sure , I knew I was attracted to him. We both had established that, but that was something completely different.

"Laura!" I was shaken out of my thoughts by Bonnie literally shaking my shoulders.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes, sorry I was just thinking."

"Was it about my son?" She asked with a smirk.

I blinked

"What no, I was just thinking about ...s-stuff."

Bonnie's expression showed that she clearly didn't believe me but she went along. " I got you this." She grinned before holding up a black lingerie looking straight out of fifty shades of grey.

I almost choked on my spit, having to hold unto the stroller.

"What?"

"I got you this, I bought some others for you but this is my absolute favorite, you'll look so irresistible in this." She grinned.

"What are these for Bonnie, I don't-"

"Its for you darling!" She grinned bouncing on her feet " bit then again you could say they're also for Ross since he'll be the one benefiting."

I swore this time that I almost choked on air.

"You are very dramatic are you?" She smiled "darling, why did you think I came in here? It definitely wasn't for me, my husband is long gone my times for these are over. We're here to get you hot and ready for my son."

"I'm not saying you aren't, trust me you're a very lovely girl Laura. But I also know men and Ross is-"

"Bonnie  Ross and I aren't together. What you saw this morning was clearly a misunderstanding. Nothing is happening between Ross and I, and I doubt anything ever will."

She blinked at me " you do realise I heard you the first time you said it right. I don't care whether you think nothing will ever happen between you and Ross. I love you and personally think you're the perfect girl for him. I see how he's when he's around you. He's happy."

"See, you're mistaken. He's happy because he's around his son. He told me about Francine and Bonnie, how be lost them. He just really loves his sons and he's finally happy."

"Well let's say you're right. But I know he'd be happi-ER if you too were together."

"Bonnie-"

"Okay fine, even if you don't use these for really sexy, sexy lingerie for Ross -which I know he'll love- " she said stretching each word " just take them as a gift. I bought some other stuff for you and the boys from Armani. Just take them as a gift from me." She smiled

Even though there was much hesitation, I took her gifts with a thank you and much gratitude.

Now, it was just to figure out what I was going to do with seven sets of lingerie.