When Ross and I got back inside we didn't see Chelsea until later that night.

Bonnie and Charlotte were sitting in the love seat while Ross held both twins to his chest.

After his moms surprise arrival he decided it'd be best to stay home for one more day before going back into work.

Things in the house were tense even without Chelsea being there because we hadn't talked about our plan and established any rules. What were the do's and don'ts of this agreement. I understood that it wasn't really for us to pretend to be fully together but flirt like there's a chance that we may have been fooling around and we're interested in each other.

Sitting on the floor next to Ross' leg, we all heard the front door open and shut with the clicking of heels following.

"Chels is that you?" Charlotte shouted from her seat.

"Yup, just got in." She said before we finally saw her wearing a large pink coat with a few shopping bags in her hands.

"Where have you been?"Bonnie asked looking up from her phone.

"No where much, just thought I'd do some shopping, went by Victoria Secret." Chelsea said and her eyes immediately fell on Ross; hinting that she probably bought some really expensive lingerie.

Ross was too occupied with shor's hair to even notice her in the room. Or maybe he was just ignoring her.

"Well we've been waiting on you. We didn't want to start dinner without you."

Not my idea.

I would have gladly devoured that steak without the presence of a bitch in heat.

Getting up as everyone walked into the kitchen, I took the boys from Ross and layer them in a playpen in the living where I'd be able to see them from the dining table while still making sure their baby monitor was on.

When I did get into the kitchen, Bonnie and Charlotte had taken a seat while Ross turned off the oven and took out the macaroni.

Chelsea stolled while Ross finished resting a few things down and when he had finally taken his seat she immediately sat besides him.

Dinner was less awkward after tuning out Chelsea but when Ross' knee hit against the table making it rattle I already knew that she was trying to get to him and no doubt in my mind that her hands were wondering on his thighs.

"You okay sweetie?" Bonnie asked when we all stopped to look at him.

"Yes Ross are you okay?" Chelsea asked with a sly smile on her face.

"Uh yeah, sorry."

With one last look, Bonnie went back to telling me about how she ran away from a terror attack, one time when she was a teenager.

I left before everyone to give the boys a bath.

In the bathroom alone I sang to Jessie as I washed his blonde hair, as Shor stared with from his bathbed.

"You'll never be alone, I'll be with you from dusk till dawn, I'll be with you from dusk till dawn, baby I'm right here." I sang softly.

Jessie cooed as he stared up at me. Big brown eyes looking at my entire face.

"I'll hold you when things go wrong." I sang softly.

I remember around the third month in my second trimester, Ross and I one of our huge arguments and I went to be all teary eyed and emotional. We were arguing over something dumb as usual, that escalated I ended up shouting I hated him before storming off.

I was just lying in the bed thinking about everything. How could a simple interview lead to all of this and I honestly didn't Know what to think any more because my brain was all over the place.

Then, as if sensing my mood, a small tug came from inside me on the right side of my tummy. 

My boys were there, and as if saying 'mommy we're here for you and we love you' a few more micks came and I had forgotten all about Ross and I's argument and was so happy to just spend sometime with my unborn babies.

From that moment I knew that I truly fell in love with them.

I was so deep in thought that's hadn't even realised that Ross had come besides me and began bathing shor till I heard a loud spit filled giggle from my other side.

A smile spreading on my face.

In silence we finished bathing the boys before changing them and bring them into the nursery.

By the chorus of titanium they were both asleep and I was exhausted so much that as soon as my head hit the pillows I was out.

Guys I'm sorry this chapter sucks I've been really busy and I'll be going to nursing school soon so I'll hardly update I'm so tired .

I'm sorry this chapter was bad I'll try to make it up.