CHAPTER 5.5
Colt had noticed. Somehow, in the quiet moments between all the work, all the unspoken things that lay between us, he'd paid attention. Not just to the big things, but to the smallest detail—the way I drank my coffee, something I hadn't even thought to mention. And he'd done it so casually, without drawing attention to himself. Just like he did everything else.
I took another sip, slower this time, letting the sweetness settle on my tongue, a warmth spreading through me that had nothing to do with the coffee itself.
It was such a small thing, barely worth noting. And yet, it was everything. It was intimacy without touch, understanding without words.
Tossing the last bale over the fence, I watched as the cattle lumber forward, their low grunts breaking the quiet morning. The wind tugged at my hair as I made my way back to the house, its bite sharper now, but the lingering warmth from the coffee still buzzed through me, spreading from my fingertips into something deeper. It settled into the spaces between my ribs, a quiet reminder of something I wasn't ready to name. The way Colt had made the coffee, exactly how I liked it, played on a loop in my mind, gentle but persistent.
Sweet. Smooth. Thoughtful.
I shook my head, trying to clear it as I reached the porch. The wooden steps creaked underfoot, the familiar groan of this old house wrapping around me. I stepped inside, the door creaking softly behind me, the scent of pine and fading embers from the wood stove welcoming me into the stillness. The house felt untouched by the outside chill, the warmth spreading lazily from the stove in the corner, its last log sputtering with the last of last night's fire. It was the kind of warmth that seemed to come from more than just the stove—the kind that had lingered since Mama kept it alive, even when the winters gnawed at the walls.
The light from the window barely touched the edges of the room, soft and silver as dawn still clung to the sky outside. My boots echoed across the wooden floor, the creak of each step familiar as it pulled me toward my room, that little corner of the house that still felt like mine. I paused at the threshold, my fingers brushing against the worn frame as I stepped inside, the soft gray walls catching the first light of morning.
The bed, neatly made, was dressed in white linen and crowned with the quilt Mama, Laney, and I had stitched together, each square a reminder of quieter nights spent threading together stories, laughter, and memories. The weight of it hung on my heart for a moment, but I shook it off, knowing that today wasn't for lingering in the past. Today was for the rodeo.
The thought alone was enough to tighten something in my chest, like an invisible hand had reached in and twisted. I didn't have the sponsors. Didn't have the shiny new gear, the names embroidered across my back like a declaration of victories long past. There were no glittering endorsements to dress me up, no sleek jacket to show off wins that I hadn't earned. All I had was what I'd always carried with me—gear that was as worn and weathered as my determination. Soft from use, shaped by every hard ride, every fall, every time I'd picked myself back up when no one was watching.
I pulled open the closet, fingers brushing the familiar texture of rough denim. The jeans, snug and reliable, slipped on like an old promise I hadn't yet broken. My hand found the turquoise button-up next, the one with sleeves rolled back and worn patches at the elbows. The cloth was thin in places, but it had carried me through more than one high-stakes moment. I fastened the buttons, feeling the weight of it settle over me like a second skin, familiar and comforting. This wasn't just an outfit. It was a reminder that I'd been here before.
I grabbed my jacket from the hook by the door, the worn leather brushing against my fingertips, its weight familiar. It carried the smell of dust and horses, a scent that had seeped into the fabric long ago, becoming a part of me. I shrugged it on, feeling the bite of the cold morning as I stepped out onto the porch, the wind cutting through the air with the sharp promise of winter.
Colt was already by the truck, leaning against the side with that quiet ease, his hat pulled low over his brow. His gear was piled in the back, a mix of well-used items and something new that caught my eye immediately. I squinted at the shiny leather bull rope, the contrast against the scuffed tools he'd been using for years almost glaring.
I stopped short, raising an eyebrow as I crossed my arms over my chest. "Did you get a raise I didn't know about?" My voice held a teasing lilt, though there was something in my chest that stirred.
Colt shifted, not quite meeting my eyes as he pulled the shiny new rope from the truck bed, coiling it with practiced ease. His fingers moved deftly, but there was a tightness in his posture—something restrained. "It's from a sponsor," he said, keeping his voice even. "Whiteranch."
The name hit me harder than I'd expected, stirring memories I hadn't let surface in a long time. The air between us seemed to still, like the wind had paused to listen. I blinked, trying to steady myself, though the rush of recognition twisted something in my chest, a familiar ache threading through the years. "Whiteranch?" I asked, my voice quiet, almost disbelieving. "You're working with the Westons?"
Colt nodded, but still didn't quite meet my gaze. He kept his focus on the rope, the easy roll of leather over his calloused hands, as if that would shield him from the weight of what he'd just said. But I couldn't ignore it.
Whiteranch. The Westons.
The words hung in the cold morning air, as if they didn't belong here—like they were meant for a different kind of life, a life where dirt wasn't just dirt but something refined, curated. My breath caught in my chest, memories of my father weaving through the spaces between us, pulling me back to a time when Whiteranch had been more than just a name. It had been an idea, a symbol of everything larger than us. My father used to speak of it with a reverence that bordered on awe, his voice low and measured like he was describing something untouchable.
He used to say that while the Odells had made their mark in bull riding, the Westons were cut from a different cloth. They weren't just ranchers; they were something closer to kings, overseeing an empire of bloodlines that felt ancient, like they belonged to the earth itself. The Westons didn't just breed horses; they sculpted them—crafting thoroughbreds and quarter horses with bloodlines so pure, you could trace them back to the first of their kind. These weren't animals you'd find running wild or up for bid at some county fair auction. No, these were horses bred with a singular purpose: to dominate.
At Whiteranch, the horses were legends in motion—descendants of lines built for speed, endurance, and precision. There were the quarter horses, bred for barrel racing and cutting, quick as lightning with the strength to stop on a dime. Then there were the thoroughbreds, tall and lean, their legs long and built to eat up the ground beneath them, bred for races where seconds meant everything. Each one was raised with care, born with expectations heavy on their backs before their hooves ever hit the ground. It wasn't just a ranch—it was a place where power and purpose ran in the veins of every horse that stepped out of those barns.
I'd never been to Whiteranch, but the way my father spoke of it, you'd think it was something holy. He always said their land stretched as far as the eye could see, near Jackson Hole, where the mountains cut the sky like sharp teeth. He said you could feel it when you stepped onto that land—something bigger than yourself, like the ground itself carried history. Sacred ground, he'd called it, where every step felt like a reminder of the power that lingered there.But it wasn't just the land or the horses. It was the Westons themselves. They didn't just run a ranch—they ran a dynasty. Everyone knew them, respected them, and feared them in equal measure. Even the ranchers who'd never stepped foot on their land spoke of them like they were legends. But my father... he knew them personally. He'd been sponsored by them for years, riding bulls under a contract that stretched through the better part of his career. He was proud of it, too, like it meant something more than just the money. It was a mark of honor, of recognition in a world that didn't hand out praise easily.
For me, as a child, Whiteranch had been the stuff of dreams. I'd sit at my father's feet, wide-eyed, as he told me stories of the place—the whitewashed barns that gleamed under the Wyoming sun, the horses that moved like shadows made of muscle and fire. I used to imagine myself there, riding across the open fields, wind in my hair, the land beneath me endless, stretching toward forever. It had felt like a dream I might touch one day—until the day my father passed. That dream had died with him, buried under the weight of things I didn't know how to fix, things I wasn't sure could ever be fixed.
I blinked, dragging myself back into the present, realizing I'd been staring at Colt in silence. His expression was guarded, like he knew exactly what Whiteranch meant to me, to my family, to anyone who had grown up in this world.
I cleared my throat, trying to shake the thoughts clinging to me like frost. "Whiteranch," I repeated, the name still heavy on my tongue. "That's... a hell of a sponsor."
Colt nodded, his expression unreadable. "Yeah. It wasn't exactly handed to me." His tone was flat, but there was something underneath it, something unspoken.
I crossed my arms, narrowing my eyes as I studied him. "You've never mentioned them before. Didn't think you were the type to fall in with the Westons."
He finally glanced up, meeting my gaze with that steady intensity that always seemed to unnerve me. "I'm not. I like their horses, not their family." He shrugged, as if that explained everything. But I could feel the tension beneath his words.
I let out a breath, stepping closer, my arms loosening. "So now you're one of their golden boys. Next thing I know, you'll be riding around in that shiny new jacket with your name stitched across the back." My voice was light, teasing, but underneath it, there was something else—something that scratched at the back of my mind.
Colt smirked, but it didn't quite reach his eyes. "Don't get used to it. I'm still the same guy who used to fix fences around here."
"Yeah, sure." I raised an eyebrow, giving him a quick once-over, noting the small changes, the new rope, the quiet confidence that had always been there but seemed sharper now. "You sure about that?"
His smirk faded, replaced by something quieter, something real. "I'm not going anywhere, Lemon."
But I wasn't so sure. It wasn't just the sponsorship. Colt had been leaving for rodeos on the weekends—nothing major, just quick trips. One in Casper, another down in Colorado Springs. And each time, he'd come back without much explanation, just a vague mention of how the competition had gone. But now, with the Westons in the picture, it made sense. He wasn't just competing. He was building toward something.
Nationals.
The realization settled in, uninvited, like a storm cloud on the horizon. Of course, Colt would be gunning for the nationals—he was good enough, more than good enough. But what did that mean for his time here? For Windwalker? For... us, whatever this was? I swallowed against the sudden tightness in my throat, pretending to focus on the truck as Colt tossed the last of his gear into the bed.
I wasn't stupid. A rider with a Whiteranch sponsorship didn't stay on some small-time ranch forever. Colt's time here had always felt borrowed, like he was passing through, like we all were, in one way or another. But now, it felt different. More certain. Like an expiration date was quietly ticking down, one that neither of us had talked about, but both of us could feel.
The cold air seemed to cling to the silence between us, and without another word, I climbed into the truck. Colt followed, slipping into the driver's seat with the ease of someone who was always on the move. He glanced over at me, but whatever he saw on my face kept him from saying anything, and for a while, we drove in that comfortable quiet that had started to feel too fragile, too temporary.
As the truck rattled down the dirt road, the Abasoka Range stretched behind us, its jagged peaks disappearing into the early morning mist. I could feel the cold bite of the wind even through the glass, Wyoming's harsh winter wrapping itself around everything.
I sighed softly and reached over, flicking the radio on. A familiar melody from George Strait rolled through the speakers, and I found myself relaxing into it, the twang and the lyrics settling deep, like something old and familiar. This was the kind of music I grew up with—the kind that felt like home, even when nothing else did.
Colt glanced over, a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. It was the kind of smile that was rare with him—subtle, almost secretive, like he was holding back something he wasn't ready to share. "You always playin' the classics?" His voice was low, a teasing undercurrent woven through the words, but there was something else in his eyes—something softer, almost nostalgic.
"Always," I replied, my own smile forming, the kind that felt more natural when it was just the two of us, alone on the road. "If it ain't country, it ain't worth listening to."
He chuckled, the sound deep and warm, like the rumble of thunder on a summer night. "I should've known. You and George Strait—it fits."
"What? You don't like the king?" I shot back, raising an eyebrow.
Colt's grin widened, the teasing lilt in his voice like a dare. "Just didn't peg you for the 'I'd settle for a slow dance in the rain' type."
I let out a soft laugh, the sound bubbling up despite the heavy thoughts that had weighed on me just moments before. There was something about the way he said it, as if he knew exactly what buttons to press but didn't mind if I pushed back. "Shows what you know," I shot back. "I'd take a slow dance over a rodeo any day."
"Is that right?" Colt's voice was light, teasing, but there was something else underneath it—something that made the air between us feel charged, like a storm just waiting to roll in.
I grinned, feeling the familiar rhythm of our banter pull me away from the weight that had been sitting in my chest. "A slow dance in the rain," I said, leaning back in my seat, my voice light but laced with something real. "You telling me you've never thought about it?"
Colt shot me a glance, that rare smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. It was the kind of smile that made it seem like he knew exactly what he was doing—pulling me into this teasing rhythm we had. "Can't say I have. Not really my style."
I raised an eyebrow, tilting my head toward him, searching his face. "Oh, so you're too rugged for a slow dance?"
He chuckled, and the sound was deep, steady, like gravel being turned over by the tires beneath us. "More like I'm too practical. Why dance in the rain when there's perfectly good shelter?"
"Practical," I muttered, shaking my head. There was something so Colt about that answer—always with his feet on the ground, always thinking two steps ahead. But the smile pulling at my lips wouldn't let go. "You're missing the point."
His fingers drummed lightly against the steering wheel, each tap echoing the unspoken tension hanging between us. His gaze remained fixed on the road, but I could hear the playfulness woven into his words. "Enlighten me, then."
I tilted my head, studying him. "It's about the moment, Colt. The kind of moment you can't plan for—where you stop thinking about all the practical things, all the stuff that keeps you rooted in the day-to-day. You just let go and—"
"Get soaked?" he interrupted, the grin on his face widening, but there was something softer in his eyes now, something that made me pause. Like he was starting to understand, even if he wouldn't admit it.
I couldn't help but laugh, shaking my head. "Maybe. But you enjoy it anyway. The rain, the quiet, the chance to forget for a second that everything has to make sense."
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