CHAPTER 22.33

The mornings had been ours.

The Westons were supposed to show earlier in the week, but weather, business, or some excuse wrapped in polite distance kept them from coming. We didn't press. Didn't need to. Their absence felt like a door left open, quiet permission to keep going the way we were. So we did.

The work wasn't fast or flashy. It was the kind that asked for patience, not performance. Desensitizing, flag work, saddle blankets laid out like old prayers. Our hands moved steady, careful, like maybe the wind had ears and we didn't want to spook it.

Spice didn't need fixing. Not really. What she needed was to remember.
And remembering's never just about the horse. It's about you, too.

Some mornings, Jasmine would lean against the top rail, arms folded, voice soft and even like a song with no chorus. Just steady notes meant to say: I'm here. No rush.

Other times I'd bring out that old coat of mine, the one that still held the scent of cedar shavings and dust from the tack shed. I'd toss it over the saddle horn, same as I always did, and watch Spice clock it with those deep, amber eyes. She didn't spook anymore. Not really. Just blinked, slow and thoughtful, like she was giving it a fair shake.

The fear had started to lose its grip. Curiosity was moving in, inch by inch. You could see it in the way she stood just... listening. Willing.

It was a morning like that, sunlight brittle and blue on the snow, the kind of cold that clung to your lashes and made the air feel thin. I'd just finished brushing down Spice, steam still rising off her back in slow curls, and the brush was resting easy in my hand when then I heard it. The crunch of tires. The shift of gravel. That low, growling engine that didn't belong to this place.

Black truck. Chrome loud against the light.

I didn't need to see the plates. Didn't need to squint through the glare. You don't have to see a storm to know it's coming, you feel it first. Tight in your ribs. Pressed behind your eyes. Like something in you already knows to brace.

Rhett Weston.

And hitched behind him, gleaming too clean for January roads, was the trailer.

I didn't move. Just kept my hand on Spice's neck, the brush forgotten mid-stroke. Her skin twitched once under my glove. She didn't spook. Didn't snort. But I felt it in her, something shifting. Quiet alertness, like she'd felt this storm, too.

The passenger door flung wide like it had someplace to be, and out came a blur, braid flying, boots skidding across the gravel before she found her footing and made a beeline for the fence.

I didn't need an introduction.

Americus Weston.

I'd never shared a word with her, but I'd heard plenty. You couldn't live this close to the wire and not pick up the stories that clung to certain names like burrs. Hers was always in motion, passed from mouth to mouth with the kind of half-smirked people save for bar brawls, wild cards, and the daughters of families that never bother playing by the rules.

They said she once got banned from a state fair for "inappropriate livestock conduct," though nobody ever clarified if it was verbal or physical. They said she smoked clove cigarettes she didn't light and that Rhett once caught her threatening a bull with a hairbrush. They said her daddy worried she'd never marry and her mama worried she'd never stop running.

But I'd learned not to trust the shape of a girl built from other people's retellings.

Especially not when I knew how it felt to be one.

Still, she was younger than I'd braced for. Sixteen, maybe, if you squinted. All elbows and cheekbones, with the kind of restless energy that came from growing up in the shadow of louder names. She moved like someone who knew people were watching and didn't mind giving them something to talk about. The Weston way.

But her eyes, her eyes didn't match the swagger. They were too earnest. Like she hadn't learned yet to hide what she wanted, or maybe she just didn't see the point. And when she looked at Spice, it wasn't the kind of glance you gave a horse. It was the kind you gave a truth you weren't ready to say out loud.

"She's even prettier in person," she said, kind of like she didn't mean to. Like the words snuck out ahead of her nerves just to see how they'd land.

Then she climbed the fence. Just swung herself up like it was second nature, like she'd done it a hundred times in dreams and now the body just followed. Didn't ask, didn't pause, just perched on the middle slat like the ranch had been waiting on her cue. Hands wrapped around the top rail, boots tapping a restless rhythm against the wood, eyes fixed on Spice like the rest of us had dropped clean out of the frame.

And maybe, for her, we had.

"That's her, isn't it? That's Marigold?"

The name hit soft, like a dropped handkerchief. It barely made a sound but still managed to stop me mid-stroke. Spice shifted under my palm, not spooked, just aware. A flick of her ear. A question curled somewhere deep in the shoulder muscle I'd just brushed smooth.

Marigold.

I didn't say it out loud. Just let it circle the inside of my mouth like a secret I hadn't decided whether to spit out or swallow.

Marigold.

It sounded like yellow ribbon and sunlight and something safe. Like a name you'd give a filly you'd read about in a children's book, the kind that never throws her rider or bites the vet.

Sweet. Soft. The kind of soft people mistake for simple.

And maybe it was hers once, or wanted to be. Maybe it lived in the back of some notebook, looped in bubble letters and underlined three times with hearts drawn in the margins.

But it didn't fit the horse standing in front of me. Not the one who came in hollow-ribbed and furious, all spitfire and side-eyes and blood on her hocks from trying to run through steel.

For so long, she'd been Spice.

Spice, because her ears went back before her eyes ever softened. Because Colt said she was fire before she was anything else. Because she left hoof-shaped reminders in every wall that dared to hold her in too long. Because trust didn't come easy with her, but when it did, it stuck like burrs. Quiet. Unapologetic. Not something you could name on a whim.

Spice, because she earned it.

I swallowed hard. The quiet stretched long enough to fold itself into something heavier.

"Yeah," I said finally, nodding. "That's her."

Americus smiled the way people do when something they've only ever daydreamed about suddenly walks into the light. It wasn't polite or shy or softened for anyone else's comfort. It was wide and wild and bright with belief. The kind of smile that doesn't ask permission.
She didn't glance at me, just reached through the fence with both hands, fingers stretched like she was offering a handful of nothing, and trusting it would still be received.

Spice stepped forward, slower than I'd ever seen her move. Not hesitant, not suspicious. Just... aware. Like she understood what it meant to be seen and not judged. To be picked out of a lineup and still wanted.

It hit somewhere deep in my chest, behind the part that knew how hard-won her trust was. Behind the muscle I'd spent months toughening.

"Hi, Marigold," Americus said, barely more than a breath, soft enough the cold almost swallowed it. "I've been waiting."

Spice didn't flinch. Didn't shift or blink. Just stood there, quiet as snowfall, and looked at that girl like she remembered her from some place before the hard things. Somewhere softer, where fences didn't exist and names weren't something you had to live up to.

There was a change in her I hadn't expected. Not the usual kind, not the kind that comes from work or trust or repetition. It was the kind you feel in your gut before your mind catches up. The kind that doesn't need breaking in.

I'd seen her brave before, when she let Colt press his hand to the scar behind her ear without pulling away, when she stood her ground even when she was scared. But this was different. This was gentle, unguarded.

She didn't brace. Didn't test. Didn't tuck her chin like she was waiting for the worst. She just breathed slow and looked at Americus like she'd already known her forever and was only now remembering why.

And me?

I wasn't watching the girl anymore.

I was watching him.

The truck door shut with a dull, frost-muted thud. Rhett stepped out like the ground had changed since he last touched it, like he didn't quite trust it to hold. His boots found the gravel with a sound too soft for someone like him, and his hands stayed buried in his coat like he didn't trust the morning not to take what little warmth he had left.

He looked the same.

And God, wasn't that the cruelest part of all?

Same dark hair, a little longer than before, curling faintly where the cold had pulled the sweat from his neck. Same sharp jaw, same unbothered slouch like nothing could touch him unless he let it. His coat hung open just enough to show the worn flannel underneath, green and sun-soft.

And still, it wasn't what I saw that undid me.

It was what I remembered.

The last time I looked at him, his lip had been split, and my heart had been too. There'd been rain slipping down my spine and heat rising up my chest. His voice had been rough. Mine had cracked. Colt had yelled. I hadn't answered fast enough. And everything had burned—quiet at first, then all at once.

And now Rhett Weston looked at me like none of that had happened.

Or like it had and he'd already filed it away under unspoken the way some folks store sharp things: close, but out of sight.

"Wasn't sure if you'd still take us," he said, voice low, even. Like he was stepping out onto a frozen pond and waiting to hear the first crack form beneath his weight.

"Wasn't sure if you'd still show," I said.

It wasn't meant to cut. But it didn't fold, either. It just... hung there. Honest and worn at the edges, like most things in me lately. A little too much ribcage in it, like I hadn't meant to let it that far out.

He didn't speak right away.

The wind tugged at his coat like it was owed something, lifting the hem, needling into the seams. But he didn't reach up to smooth it. Didn't flinch or blink or tuck his hands out of his pockets. He just stood there like he'd made peace with the cold and wasn't offering warmth to anyone who hadn't earned it.

Least of all me.

"You Lemora today?" he asked, voice low, drawn out like he already knew it was a gamble. "Or still just Lemon?"

The name landed heavy in the cold, like it didn't know if it belonged or not. Too formal to be sweet, too familiar to ignore. Nobody used it. Not since Mama. Not unless they were blood, or aiming for the softest part of you on purpose. It hit just under my collarbone, a sound with teeth, and my chest went tight like a door slammed shut from the inside.

I swallowed, dry, loud in my own throat. Reminded myself I was the one who'd handed it over. That night. When the sky had come apart at the seams and I was stupid with want. Wanting to be known, maybe. Or just wanting someone to look at me and see something that hadn't been burned down yet.

I crossed my arms, steadying myself against the cold needling under the hem of my coat. "Depends who's asking."

He didn't smile so much as let something shift at the edge of his mouth, a twitch more than a grin, like his face was remembering how. "Rhett Weston," he said, all smooth edges and slow burn, like the name might land softer if he said it soft enough.

I didn't give him much. Just tilted my chin a hair, like maybe I'd heard of him, maybe I hadn't. "Then I guess it's Lemon."

"Pleasure's all mine."

"Is it?"

"I'm an optimist."

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