CHAPTER 12.40

Everything about it should've felt like too much.

The way his hand found my waist, deliberate and unhurried, his palm settling there like it had always known the shape of me. The way the guitar spilled slow fire into the air, coaxing bodies to sway like they'd been born in rhythm. The way my heart kicked harder when his fingers slid just a fraction lower, holding me like he was letting me go and daring me to fall into him all at once.

But nothing about it felt wrong.

And maybe that was the worst part—how easy it was to follow the motion of his body, to let my own fall into rhythm like it belonged there. I wasn't stumbling. I wasn't second-guessing. I was just... moving. With him.

Rhett moved like time had bent for him.

Like the world had slowed down just enough to watch.

He didn't press, didn't pull—just existed with that quiet kind of certainty that made everything else feel like noise. We slid into the rhythm like it had been waiting for us. Like the fire, the night, the hush of the crowd were all holding their breath to see what would happen next.

His hand didn't linger—it landed. Right against the small of my back. A single point of contact that said I see you. That said I could get closer, but I'm letting you choose.

And somehow that was worse.

Because I didn't want to choose.

I wanted to fall.

The space between us wasn't space at all—it was tension. It was breath. It was the heat of his body close enough to feel, but not close enough to touch unless I leaned in. And God, I wanted to. Everything in me tightened with it. Not from nerves. From knowing. From the awful, aching recognition that something was happening, and I wasn't ready, and I wasn't stopping it.

His voice came low, nearly lost beneath the guitar's slow hum.

"You ever danced with a stranger before?"

It wasn't flirtation. It was temptation, disguised as a question.

I didn't look at him. Couldn't. Just kept my eyes on some faraway flicker of flame and let the words fall out.

"Not like this."

Not like I'd forgotten how to breathe. Not like I'd forgotten every sharp-edged thing that had happened before this moment. Not like I wanted to forget it.

The air between us shifted. His hand drew me in, subtle but sure, closing the gap I hadn't admitted I'd left open. The press of his body met mine—not rough, not fast. Just certain. And my heart stuttered like it wasn't sure if it was supposed to race or stop.

"Then you've been missin' out."

It was a whisper. But it cut like a confession.

And I hated how badly I wanted to believe it.

His breath grazed my neck, warm and steady, as if this kind of closeness didn't cost him a thing. As if my body hadn't just lit up under the weight of that simple, awful truth.

The music threaded through us, the notes curling slow through the smoke, dragging across my skin like silk and sin. People were swaying nearby, blurred outlines in the firelight—but I didn't see them. Didn't hear them. All I could feel was him.

"I'm usually not one for dances," I managed, but it didn't sound like a protest. It sounded like a memory I hadn't meant to share. The kind that slips out when you're too tired to lie. My voice felt distant, as if I'd said it from someplace behind my ribs instead of my mouth.

But my body—it didn't hesitate. It followed him. Slow, fluid, like we'd done this before in another life.

Rhett's lips twitched into that half-smile that wasn't meant for anyone else. It didn't reach his eyes, not fully, but it didn't have to. There was something quieter in it. Something meant for just this space. Just me.

"No?" he drawled, low and coaxing. "Then you've been dancing with the wrong people, sweetheart."

The word sweetheart landed like it had always belonged to me. Not in a way that asked for permission. In a way that knew.

And I hated how it settled deep. How it curled low in my stomach like heat and history.

He didn't move closer. He didn't have to.

His presence folded around me like the rain had asked him to stay a while. The kind of presence that didn't pull—it waited. Certain. Still.

And I didn't step away.

Maybe it was the whiskey. Maybe it was the weight of the week finally cracking open. Or maybe it was just Rhett Weston and the way he moved like he'd never doubted a single thing in his life.

Then came the rain.

It started slow—like the sky wasn't sure it wanted to cry. A drop landed just beneath my eye. Another kissed the curve of my collarbone. And then it came—soft at first, then steady, stitching silver threads through the dark.

I looked up. The stars were gone. The clouds had rolled in without warning, swallowing the sky whole. The fire hissed beneath the damp, but still burned, casting gold across the raindrops like the heavens had decided to bleed light.

"You feel that?" I breathed, barely above the hush. I wasn't even sure I was talking to him or to myself.

The air around us had turned electric. Heavy and holy.

Rhett's hand didn't shift. Just pressed in closer at my waist. Warm. Grounding. Like he could hold back the sky if he needed to.

"I feel it," he said.

His hand on my waist didn't just hold me—it tethered. Anchored. Like if he let go, I'd drift into the dark and not come back. The rain came harder now, soaking through everything. It beat against us in a rhythm older than the song still whispering from the guitar, steady and primal and real.

People scattered like paper in wind, laughing as they ducked into their trucks, shoes slipping on the wet grass. But we didn't move. We stayed.

Rhett didn't look away. He didn't chase the cover or blink against the downpour. He stood there in the open like the rain had been waiting for him. Like the firelight on his skin and the water in his hair were just old friends, reunited.

And I... I let him hold me.

My shirt clung to me now, every line of my body drawn clear by the weight of the rain. I could feel him—every breath, every shift, every thread of heat he carried like it lived beneath his skin. And for the first time in days, maybe weeks, maybe longer—I didn't want to move. Not away.

I started to step back. A reflex. A breath of distance. "We should probably—"

But his hand was already there. Sliding up my back like it had every right to. His fingers threaded through the wet strands at the base of my neck, warm and steady, and when they settled against my skin, my knees almost buckled.

"Probably nothing," he murmured.

It was a quiet thing. But it sliced through the rain like it had claws.

His thumb brushed just beneath my ear, and my whole body stilled. Not out of fear. Not even out of surprise. But out of the awful, aching certainty that I wasn't going to stop this. Whatever this was.

"You're here now," he said again, softer this time. His breath wrapped around the words like smoke. "Don't overthink it."

The whiskey was still humming low in my blood, thickening the air in my lungs, warping my sense of time. I could barely remember where the firelight ended and his body began. I could feel the drip of rain from his jaw to my temple, sliding down like it belonged there.

I tilted my head back, just a little. The sky above was black now, cut wide open by thunder we couldn't hear yet. And in that sliver of a pause, I swore I saw it—one thin, silver crack of light, trying to break through the dark.

"I don't—"

The word barely passed my lips before it dissolved. Not from fear. From surrender.

Because the second his mouth brushed the shell of my ear, everything else fell away. My voice. My thoughts. My reasons. Gone. Like they'd been built of ash, and he'd just breathed.

His hand at my waist didn't pull. It anchored. And that thumb—slow, steady—kept tracing circles just beneath my ribs like he was drawing a map he already knew by heart.

"Don't what?" he murmured. Not teasing. Just curious. Low. Patient.

My breath hitched. Not from the question. From how easily he'd carved through all the noise to reach it.

I wanted to look away. Wanted to tell myself this didn't matter, that it was nothing but a dance in the dark with a man I barely knew. But my body knew better. The rain slid down his jaw, followed the sharp line of his throat like it belonged there. Like it had always belonged.

And his eyes—Christ, those eyes. Lit up like he'd swallowed the storm and liked the taste.

Around us, the world was still cracking open. Laughter flared, boots slipped in mud, someone shouted from a truck cab—but it all blurred into something distant. Like we were the still point in the spinning. The eye of it.

"You're soaking wet," I said, stupidly, helplessly. Just to say something.

Rhett's laugh rumbled low, barely a breath above the storm, rough enough to scrape against my spine and leave a mark. His hand slid lower, slow and certain, until his fingers fit against the curve of my hip like they'd been molded for it. He pulled me closer with a patience that felt lethal—like he knew I'd follow, like he was giving me every second to stop him, and every second I didn't just sealed something between us.

"So are you," he said, voice dragging through the rain like smoke curling from a dying fire.

The rain blurred the world around us, turned the fire to a golden smear in the corner of my eye. People scattered into trucks, laughter tearing loose across the field, but all of it felt far away—like it belonged to a different night, a different girl.

Because here, it was just us. The storm. The breath between us that barely counted as space.

I swallowed against the knot building in my throat, tried to pull a breath deep into lungs that didn't seem to remember how to work. My gaze dragged up to meet his, and the second it did, the rest of the world fell away.

Water slicked through his hair, dripping down the sharp angles of his jaw, down the clean line of his throat. His mouth—God help me—his mouth looked carved from the kind of promises nobody kept. His eyes, catching every bit of the fire's dying light, burned in a way that didn't feel human at all. Wild. Reckless. Like the storm had cracked him open, and whatever lived inside wasn't meant to be tamed.

"Careful, Lemon," he said, voice a low rumble, a dark current wrapping around my ribs and pulling tight. "You keep lookin' at me like that, I might start thinkin' you're enjoyin' this."

A shiver rolled down my spine, chased by heat that had nothing to do with the fire and everything to do with him—the way he stood there like the chaos belonged to him, like he was the only steady thing in the wreckage.

The rain kept coming, hard and endless, soaking through my clothes, tangling my hair against my cheeks. I should've been freezing. I should've been shaking from the cold. But the only thing I could feel was Rhett—every point where his body pressed against mine, every breath that lifted his chest and brushed against my skin.

We moved together without thinking, without talking, our bodies finding a rhythm that had nothing to do with the music and everything to do with survival. Or surrender.

His muscles flexed beneath my hands—broad, solid—and I clung without meaning to. Like maybe if I held on tight enough, the storm wouldn't carry me away.

The rain traced rivers down his neck, glinted off the lines of him like a map I was already memorizing by heart. And when he looked down at me, all golden fire and rain-slicked danger, I knew—deep in my bones—that this moment wasn't something I'd come back from.

"See?" he whispered, voice wrecked and soft against the storm. His forehead brushed mine, barely there, like he was asking without asking. "This ain't so bad, is it?"

And I knew he wasn't just talking about the rain.

He was talking about the fall.

"Maybe not," I whispered.

The words barely belonged to me, washed loose from my lips by the rain. They floated between us—weightless, reckless—and I didn't even try to catch them.

My shirt clung to my body, rain weaving every line of me into something raw and bare. But the cold didn't touch me. Couldn't. Not with the way Rhett was looking at me—like I was something rare caught out in the wild. Something you don't chase. Something you wait for.

His gaze dropped, slow and deliberate, tracing a line down my body that left a burn hotter than the whiskey still humming in my veins. When his eyes found mine again, it was like a lock snapping shut. There was no pulling away from it. No pretending.

"You can stop pretendin' you don't feel it," he said.

Low. Certain.

His voice rasped against my skin, threading through the rain, through the cold, wrapping around every inch of me until I was nothing but the ache of wanting.

I should've said something. Laughed it off. Pulled back. But all I could do was stand there, breathing like I'd forgotten how, as Rhett's hand slid higher—fingertips finding the back of my neck, tangling slow in the wet strands of my hair.

That touch wasn't hurried. Wasn't greedy.

It was possession dressed up in patience.

The breath hitched in my chest as he tipped my head back, just enough to look at me properly. His thumb brushed the hollow behind my ear, and it was all I could do not to crumble under it. His scent—cedar, leather, rain, and smoke—closed around me like hands.

And somewhere, far off, some saner version of me screamed for distance. For reason.

But she was drowning. And I was already gone.

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