Donghyuck was left alone at home, with the walls of solitude capturing him slowly. Mark had to often visit Sookie and the baby at the hospital. The fact that Donghyuck was getting triggered once more. Though Mark had locked up the room the red head aparently committed suicide, the gorgeous boy kept hearing voices inside him that he had to seek what lies behind those doors. Of course the boy got through the latches that restricted him to enter that fateful room. Donghyuck could smile but every time he entered this room, the dark memories of that day haunted him. His phone kept ringing, did he care? No.

"H-He loves her. H-He pities me." Donghyuck stammered stumbling into the bathroom.

The demons inside him snickered, making him falsely believe that Mark was still in love with Sookie. The suicidal thoughts sneaking behind him as it urged him to break the glass that showed him the face of a boy who wasnt needed.

"M-Mark.......W-Why?" Donghyuck threw a glass bottle on the glass shattering it into pieces.

"Leave me alone he loves me!!!" Donghyuck screamed falling backwards onto the shards as he started crying loudly but sadly sliced himself muliple times.

Mark knew something was wrong when Donghyuck hadnt answered the calls. He ran out of the hospital not minding what the doctors told him about the baby or Sookie. Driving through the rain he practically yeld when traffic blocked his path. He knew he should have never left his wife alone at the house that brought bad thoughts. Sookie had not let him leave the hospital.

Donghyuck kept seeing the old him who threw himself off the balcony. He shouldnt have let Mark go, Sookie had a baby, and the older loved babies as much as he loved them. Donghyuck was the person who wasnt needed here.

"Donghyuck!!!!" Mark's voice shouted making Donghyuck look down from the balcony he stood on.

"Hyuckie!! What are you doing?!" Mark ran upstairs as quickly as he could but Donghyuck had already fallen off.

"DONGHYUCK!!!" Mark screamed grabbing the beautiful boys bloody wrist.

"Let me go!" The red head whimpered in pain but Mark pulled Donghyuck up.

"Whats fucking wrong with you!?" Mark slapped Donghyuck, anger rising to its zenith. "Why!? Isnt my love for you enough!! Why cant you see I love you and need you!" The blonde boy kept shaking the younger repeatedly.

"Y-ou....You l-love her! You f-fucked her! She c-can give you b-babies! I cant! I'm usless......I." Donghyuck started crying, He didnt know why? Yet the fear of loosing his lover hurt.

"I dont! May I did once but not anymore!! Donghyuck I love you for you. Please I dont want babies if you cant give me one. I'm sorry I did it with her first. I reallh am. Dont ever have suicidal thoughts or slit your wrists!" Mark himself was crying seeing the younger with blood stained wrists.

"Y-You will l-leave me!!" Donghyuck screamed feeling liveless.

"I wont. I swear on my life! Please I beg of you. Stop trying to committe suicide. I need you. You are my wife my world. Not Sookie." Mark whispered softly wiping off the tears that stained those chubby cheeks.

"I-I w-want m-my M-Mark. What i-if she m-makes you l-love her again?" Donghyucks lips trembled as he slowly blacked out on Marks chest.

Donghyucks wrists hurt when he turned around in the bed, Marks chest being the first thing he saw that morning. Mark was awake with a frown. The younger knew that he caused the frown.

"I-I'm s-sorry." Donghyuck sat up with bandaged wrists.

"Why do you love to die? Like leave me alone in this world? After all that betrayal and heartbreak, when I finally found love in you, You try your level best to leave?" Mark sat up too, his face gloomy and upset.

"I.....I-I was loney. I-I...M-Mark I'm s-sorry." Donghyuck turned to face his husband as he hugged the olders neck tightly.

"Hyuckie darling please stop depressing yourself. I'm yours and you are mine. Thats it. Hmm?" Mark kissed Donghyuck on his lips softly with all the love he could offer. As a tear rolled down his cheek Mark pulled away. "Stop hurting yourself. Please Hyuckie. You are a very strong boy. So strong that you made it through such a fall." The older sighed with a pang of hurt laced in his voice.

"I love you!" Donghyuck squeezed Mark in a bone crushing hug.

"I love you more." Mark kissed the younger all his face.

Donghyuck didnt make a fuss that day when the hospital gave Mark a hurried call. Neither did he go upstairs to face termoil once more. He sat in the living room faithfully like the obediant husband he was. Yet Mark kept getting late, later than usual. Until Donghyuck fell asleep on the couch waiting. Little did he know the chaos that broke loose in the hospital. The reason behind the phone call. Sookie's baby had died and Sookie was literallg going crazy in the hospital. Neither Lucas or Mark couldnt hold her down. Only Taeil, her father was able to hold her down. Her baby wasnt healthy enough and it had difficulty in breathing since it had a smaller heart just like the mother.

"My baby!!! Daddy!! My baby is gone!!" Sookie cried into Taeils chest. Even though the girl was a bitch she didnt deserve to loose the baby she carried for nine months. The baby was taken away from her as she squeezed her heart, wailing pathetically, her world breaking down. Mark stared like an emotionless doll but no one dared to question him. They knew the older was in turmoil himself. He was lost between Donghyuck and Sookie, identical twins with qualities that represent an angel and devil. With tight jaws he walked far away, going directly to his wife. Doyoung let him go, It wasnt Marks fault after all. It was his own daughters fault that brought her misfortune.