The kiss awakened so many buried emotionals dwelings within Donghyuck. Images of the olders eyes and smile the soft chuckles, the sudden fear everything broke loose. It was slow and warm the way Mark kissed him, so many scattered visions it hurt the beautys head.

"Hyuck are you okay?" Mark pulled away as Donghyuck blacked out on chest. The younger was once again placed on bed, the doctor had said he'd arrive soon. Mark felt his heart tighten, for this wasnt a good sign at all. This meant Donghyuck was remembering, it also meant the truth would reveal itself before them.

"He's fine, and its shocking that he's remembering this fast. Well take care of him Mark." The doctor patted Marks shoulder and left.

Mark sat staring at Donghyuck like he's been haunted by the previous happenings. Indeed he sadly was, sleep was a dream now and Donghyuck remembering was a nightmare. Yet, Mark continued to take care of the younger. The next morning started of hectic, Sookie took ill and had to be rushed to the hospital. She was seven months and terribly weak, Mark had to return home almost immediately since Donghyuck would awake and also the younger had to be taken to the hospital to remove his stitches.

Donghyuck whinced when his arms stitches were removed, and also the stitches on his head and collar bone. The younger avoided the olders gaze saddening Mark to the core, Donghyuck even flinched when Mark held his waist. It was as it he felt disgusted by the olders touch.

"Whats wrong?" Mark whispered once they had reached home.

"I-It hurts too m-much. T-Thats all." Donghyuck smiled as he was carried to the room away from his painful memories. But Mark got a call from Sookie's doctor and he had to rush. He wasnt a monster so he placed Donghyuck on the living room couch and ran out.

Donghyuck pouted since his waist was killing him, but then something in him told him to go upstairs. And so he slowly limped up the stairs, the olders room door giving him memories of something that hurt him. With shivering fingers he pushed the room door open. The agony hit him hard, the images of himself crying, Mark hitting him and yelling the words that hurt like daggers. Donghyuck held his head as it began throbbing like bombs. The younger figetted in pain, as he started remembering himself crying, their arguments over some girl but he couldnt finger who it exactly was. The way he slit his wrist, the loud shattering ofhis heart.

"M-Mark." Donghyuck whimpered crying, he held his head as he stumbled out of the room.

The gorgeous red head went up stairs, in slow causious steps untilhe reached the highest balcony. The place he had committed suicide, the place he wanted to end himself. The memories stabbed him liks bolts of thunder, the rain beating down like storms.

"Hyuck!!!" Marks voice sounded below as Donghyucks body reached for the tempting balcony.

"H-He doesnt l-love me. She....Who w-was s-she? S-She was pregnant." Donghyuck kept mumbling, as tears slipped down the chubby full cheeks.

"Hyuck!!! No!!" Mark was quick to grab Donghyucks waist and swirl him around just in time before he threw himself off the balcony once again.

"W-Why did y-you s-save me! Go a-away! You a-are a father!" Donghyuck cried clearly not in his senses.

"Baby look at me." Mark whispered dragging Donghyuck into the room and locking the balcony door.

"Go a-away. D-Dont touch me!! Go to h-her." Donghyuck pushed Mark away crying. His mind going havise.

"Donghyuck stop it. Look at me. Hyuck I know you love me Hyuck please stop doing this!!" Mark begged the younger who pushed passed Mark .

"I-I dont l-love you!?" Donghyuck only cried louder, hurt that Mark didnt love him and was somebody elses property.

"You love me Hyuck." Mark carried Donghyuck down stairs to his room.

"I dont! You love that girl. She's pregnant with your child!!" Donghyuck whimpered when Mark placed him on bed.

"Then leave! Go away from me! It was all my fault that you committed suicide! If only I had not yeld at you that day you would still be fine, That child is not even mine!! I feared that you hate me when you remembered everything! Why? You feel disgusted when I touch you right!? You just dont want me! I was betrayed by my own girl friend and now the guy I freaking love doesnt even love me back!!!" Mark shouted at Donghyuck and the younger flinched going farther from Mark.

"Y-You l-love m-me?" Donghyuck whispered, his head throbbing with all the remembering.

"Whats the use? You dont love me and now that yoy've remembered my work is over. I'm calling Lucas." Mark ran an arm through his black hair as he rang the boys big brother.

"A-Ahhh!!!" Donghyhck slipped off the bed his pelvic bone about to smash on the floor but Mark was quick to slid under the boys body just in time to save him.

"Why cant you be a little careful!!" Mark carefully lifted the both of them up onto the bed, tucked Donghyuck in bed and wiped the damp cheeks. Donghyuck pulled him closer by the waist as he buried his face into Marks chest.

"W-Why d-does it h-hurt? W-Who is s-she? I committed s-suicide for I-I t-thought y-you hated me a-and that I lost y-you forever. Why d-did I-I think t-that way? Why d-does it h-hurt w-when you y-yell at m-me? W-Who am I-I? M-Mark I-I'm scard." Donghyuck mumbled and hiccuped through sobs. As the boy slowly blacked out on Marks chest. Mark realized that Donghyuck remembered a few things, not everything. But the important ones. When Mark placed the younger back onto his bed, Donghyuck pulled him closer him.

"I-I love y-you." The younger mumbled incoherently into Marks neck.

"I love you too Haechan." Mark wiped the damp cheeks as he covered the both of them and rocked Donghyuck to sleep.