It was after a month that Mark got a call from Lucas telling to rush to the hospital. Mark practically ran like a mad man to the hospital, Ever since Donghyuck committed suicide he's been traumatized. For a whole week the older just sat next to the beautiful boy in a coma with the bloody shirt that had on Donghyucks blood. Ever since then Mark could never sleep, it had been two months since he slept for the gorgeous boys, bloody body, his eyes and the blood had turned into a vicious nightmare that flashed into Marks mind every time he closed his eyes. Dongsookie had been a pain in the ass oblivious of her brothers condition. Mark had begun to avoid people at any cost and didn't even encourage his own parents close to him.

"He has woken up. The doctor says he has lost his memories." Renjun whispered as Mark ran into the hospital. Mark stayed silent. A thousand thoughts filling his head. The fear of Donghyuck forgetting him haunted him day and night along with his nightmares. 

"Go. He should see you first. He remembers no one." Jeno pushed the black head closer to the door.

"I shouldn't, I was the reason he committed suicide." Mark mumbled.

"You love him Mark. Start anew. Give my baby brother the love he deserves." Lucas smiled sadly at his best friend.

"He would hate me if he remembers." Mark tried to leave but Jaemin hugged Mark tightly.

"And you will make him love you again." Jaemin glared at the older.

Mark sighed opening the door to the silent room, the strong smell of medical sprays hitting his nostrils, like a cat Mark sprawled closer to the boy he thought he loved now. Donghyuck lay like a dead body, just like how he was the day Mark had found him. Gingerly sitting down next to the broken boy Mark let his shivering arms caresses the doll like hands, waking the boy up from his coma. Donghyuck fluttered his eyes open staring at Mark, his fluffy red hair bandaged, his nose bridge scratched, his plump red lips split, his neck secured with a collar, his left collar bone bandaged, his chest wrapped in white gorse, his pelvic bone crushed, metal bars supporting the bone within until its fine, the doll like leg hung on a sling, a cast starting from the thigh throughout the whole leg. Mark let his tears spill, his arm unconsciously caressing the exposed tummy fondly.

"W-Who a-are you?" Donghyuck whispered innocently, the stammer ever so adorable.

"Your future husband." Mark hiccuped, leaning forward pressing his on the crown of the boy.

"M-My h-husband?" Donghyuck tried to sit up but scrunched his face in pain.

"Yes." Mark mumbled.

"What i-is your n-name?" Donghyuck looked intently at Mark with big puppy eyes.

"You are lying right? Why are you pretending that you cant remember me?" Mark took in a deep breath, thinking that the boy before him was pretending but in actual reality Donghyuck remembered nothing. 

"N-No. W-what's is m-my n-name?" Donghyuck stammered. The poor boys memories were erased, he remembered nothing, not even his name.

"I'm Mark Lee, and You are Moon Donghyuck." Mark laced their arms together as he lifted the pale hand up and kissed the back of Donghyucks soft arm, the younger gave a faint smile.

"I-If you a-are m-my future husband t-then what are we now?" Donghyuck mumbled.

"Boyfriends." Mark chuckled at his lie, lie but he had to admit he was shamelessly gay for this gorgeous beauty. Donghyucks smile could light up his universe.

"I-I have a g-gorgeous boyfriend." Donghyuck grinned. Then pouted blushing darkly. "C-Can you take m-me to pee? They wouldn't l-let me pee. I cant w-wet the b-bed t-twice." Donghyuck whispered, Mark sniffled nodding, he took off the sling from the boys leg and carried Donghyucks broken body carefully with his UV bottle. He felt so light as if there wasnt anything in him, even those thicc thighs were missing.

"Ahhh!!!!" Donghyuck screamed in pain when Mark tried to put him down. "My hip hurts so much!!" The younger boy screamed.

"H-How will you pee then?" Mark sighed when he realized Donghyuck had already peed on him. 

Donghyuck was placed in the bathtub with care as Mark made Lucas bring him his clothes that were always in his car for an emergency since Mark stayed back at the office the passed few months. As Mark pulled away Donghyucks boxers and wiped him clean Jaemin and Renjun clean the boys bed. Mark shattered inside, the once bubbly bouncy baby lay helpless and feeble. It was all his fault, If only Mark had not yeld that day and let his anger control him his Donghyuck would still be standing on his two feet.

Jaemin burst into tears when he saw Mark carried his best friend to bed, placing the fragile body on the bed, now dressed in fresh boxers and one of Marks loose shirts. Donghyuck stared at Mark asking in silence who the others were. He looked up at Lucas from Marks chest like Simba wakes up in Lion king.

"That's your hyung, Lucas and Jaemin, Renjun and Jeno your best friends." Mark sat up leaving Donghyuck to lay down.

"H-Hi." Donghyuck shyly waved. "S-sorry but I-I don't r-remember you." Donghyuck whispered.

"It's okay sweety. Take care we'll see you in the morning." Jaemin gave the younger a flying kiss and the three walked out with heavy hearts. Unable to see Donghyuck suffer.

Mark stared into nothing, he was shaking within as he saw the state Donghyuck was in, It hurt as if a missile busted in his heart. How could he love Donghyuck so much in just seven months when Dongsookie was known for five years and she was pregnant too. Donghyuck tugged at Marks shirt pouting.

"A-Are you m-mad at me?" Donghyuck whispered.

"No baby. I'm not. Why?" Mark turned around as he managed to smile at the beauty.

"T-Then why d-don't you l-look happy?" Donghyuck mumbled, Mark just laid next to him as he wrapped his arms gently around the boys waist and started crying.

"Of course I'm happy happy Hyuckie". Mark sniffled into the boys cheek as Donghyuck snuggled into the man he believed was his boyfriend. It was scary since he didn't remember him but he saw his home in Mark and he couldnt deny it.

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