Hello everyone, here is chapter 20 and I really hope you'll like it ... well, you'll see. Sorry for the wait, had few busy days.

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Sorry for the joke about the movie, hehe;-)

Dedicated to nerdy_girl19, thanx for your sweet comments and fanning. And also to all my fans, honestly.

I changed the picture, on the right is Alex's car. 

Music... felt like some Eminem ;-)

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TRAVIS POV

This morning I was rushing, because I couldn’t wait to go to school and see my Alexi. I had also promised to Jasper to tell him everything about Saturday and Sunday and I had a feeling he had as well something to tell. He had a strange voice yesterday morning, he seemed tired, but at the same time more self-confident. I wondered.

Some clothes were on my bed and I studied them, deciding what to wear. After dressing up, I sprayed my usual cologne, grabbed my bag and a new CD for my cutie, I wanted to make him smile in case he would be sad, turned off the music and ran downstairs.

My mum was arranging some documents for later and when she saw me, she smiled.

“Mum, are you ready?” I asked her, seeing she was still hanging around with her stuff for work. She gave an amused look, as if she guessed why I was so eager and hyperactive, and then winked.

“Someone is here for you.” She said, smiling sweet.

My heart jumped with me.

I turned around, marched to the entrance hall and hell, saw Alexi there waiting for me, leaning casually against the doorframe. He grinned, looking outrageously hot and perfect in his washed jeans that wrapped his muscular and strong legs, his hockey team jacket and black Vans, his eyes gleaming in a transparent and icy blue light. I launched myself at him and wrapped my hands over his neck, kissing him.

“Morning, Travis.” He murmured soft in my ear, inhaling my scent and brushing his nose across my neck. I shivered.

Travis, get a grip, you can’t get horny right now. But I was so happy and excited to see him, he felt like a dream, there waiting for me and now hugging me.

“Alexi, why didn’t you tell me you were coming?” I asked him, looking straight into his burning eyes.

“I wanted to surprise you, baby. I simply couldn’t wait until school, I had to see you before.” He kissed me and we stayed there, wrapped in each other arms for few long and hot minutes, until I heard my mum clearing her throat.

“You guys ready?” She was smirking, a mocking tone. I knew she wasn’t embarrassed or anything, she was simply happy for me. She liked Alexi very much.

“Sorry, Mrs. Henderson, we are going now.” Said my fucking handsome boyfriend, who yesterday had driven me completely crazy for more than three times. Hell, four times. Travis, bad god, bad dog. He smiled politely, but somehow warmly, at mum and shook her hand. He was such a wonderful guy, hell, still couldn’t believe how things changed so fucking much last week.

“Have a nice day, see you later.”

“Bye, mum.” I kissed her goodbye and then hugged her. Yeah, we were really close. Got a problem? She was the best mum ever, so bite me.

Once I closed behind me the main door of the building, Alexi pressed me against it, kissed my lips tenderly and then slipped his tongue in my mouth, kissing me hard and hot. I moaned there and grabbed his hair, pulling him even closer, wanting his body slammed on mine. No freaking space between us, not even for air.

We kissed long, our tongue in a sensual dance, his teasing my piercing and travelling his hands down on my ass. We broke our kiss and gazed into each other eyes, smiling softly and excited at the same time.

“Travis, better if we get into the car. Or we won’t make it to school.”

Hmm, the idea was actually inviting, but I wanted to see Jasper. He was my best friend, and fucking hot and perfect and handsome and sex goodness boyfriend or not, nothing would change between us. I wasn’t going to forget him or spend less time in school with Jas.

“You are right.” I pecked his lips and then licked them.

He groaned low in his throat and then took my mouth with fierce and heated passion. Hell, my knees almost gave in. Alexi had such an effect on me. Not simply physically, but emotionally as well. I felt so strong for him. Hell, I was in love with him, fucking hopelessly in love with him.

“Let’s go.” He said. He took my hand and led me to the car.

Today he had "My Chemical Romance" on and I stared at him in disbelieve. He liked them, too? Hell, he was my other half without doubt.

“You like My Chemical Romance?” My voice was clearly surprised.

“Yeah, not my favorite, though.”

I began to sing along with Gerard Way and Alexi smirked at me and then brushed my hair.

“I like when you sing.”

If I were a person that blushes easy, I would have. But I wasn’t, as I said nothing basically embarrasses me. However, hell, Alexi complimenting me with such casual and sweet way was so new and incredible, that I stared at him without knowing what to say. I smiled and intertwined my fingers with his.

A question kept jumping in my head since Saturday, when he said that seeing me dance was a complete and wild turn on for him. I wasn’t sure if asking him was a good idea or not, but I had to try. Alexi was such an incredible person. Hell. He was my boyfriend. Oh my. School. We haven’t discussed about it, yet. How should we behave in school? I mean, I couldn’t care less about what people thought or said about me, but I would get completely insane if they were to insult my Alexi.

“Alexi?”

“Hmm?”

“Err, you know, how do we do in school? Hell, I mean, about me and you being together and ...” I didn’t know exactly how to put it.

“Travis, will you relax?” He glimpsed at me, with an intense and serious gaze. “If you think I could lie about us or pretend we are not together, you are highly mistaking and that actually pisses me off quite much.” His tone spoke enough for him.

Hell, I felt like a moron for what I said, I didn’t mean to offend him, I knew he had a strong and upfront attitude and he wasn’t the type to run away.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it in that way, it’s just ...” He cut me off, brushing my cheek with our tangled fingers.

“Sorry, baby, didn’t want to sound that harsh. It’s just that I don’t give a damn about what people might say or think or whatever. I am with you, Travis. You are mine and I am yours, we’re together and that’s it for me. Nothing else matters. Do you understand what I mean?”

How much can someone love someone else? Hell, right now I was about to melt for his sweet and tender words, for his calm and deep voice and for his eyes fixed at me for a brief moment, before turning to look the street.

“I understand, Alexi.” I whispered and then licked and nibbled his ear, to ease his mood.

“Travis …” he growled, breathing deep. “Stop it, or I’ll just jump you now.”

“You know, my sexy beast, I wouldn’t mind it …” I teased, purring in his ear.

“You dance tomorrow?” He asked out of the blue.

“Yeah, why?” I saw him smirking.

“Tomorrow I don’t have hockey, so if you don’t mind, I’d like to see you during practice.” I knew what he meant and the muscles in my stomach knotted with excitement and desire.

“Yes, Alexi. Hell, I wanted to ask you the same.” He smirked and winked.

“Will see, if you really won’t mind it.” What a teaser he was.

We reached school, parked the car and while I checked in the mirror how sexy and handsome I looked, I saw people outside looking at us. They clearly didn’t expect us to arrive together. Well, bite me. Alexi was mine and only mine. I hopped off the car and he travelled my body with his eyes, then smirked and took my hand. People literally stared at us shamelessly and had their mouths fucking open, not knowing what to say, and not daring to utter a single word, afraid of Alexi, their eyes popping out and rolling on the ground. Few girls gasped and murdered me with their eyes, other awed, and other probably dreamt of a threesome with both of us. Guys were the most shocked. Someone should have slapped their faces, to make them snap out of it. Hell, every damn single eye was on us. Not that I minded it, still.

Get a life.

And then, it hit me.

Fuck.

I felt like in that movie. You know what I’m talking about, hell. The movie with those sexy vampires, got it?

“Fuck.” I swore under my breath.

“What?” Alexi had already sent few glacial and threatening glares around us and, believe me, everyone just looked away or down. Morons.

“Nothing, just thought I felt like Bella with her vampire boyfriend, with a shiny, silver Volvo, when they walk to school together and everyone stare at them in fucking disbelieve. Well, you are way sexier, hotter and wilder, and way more handsome. Still.” Ok, I know it sounds stupid, clique and very immature, but that’s how I felt. If you got a problem, you can kiss my sexy ass.

Alexi burst into a loud laugh and it was the most wonderful sound. Powerful, full and deep: I loved it. He shook his head and then smirked.

“Baby, you seriously are crazy. Apart that, I don’t own a silver Volvo, but a black RAM 1500 from Dodge, I don’t bite, well, not for sucking blood anyway.” He casted me a dark and amused grin and then bit my earlobe, sending me to shivering pleasure. “You sure are not a boring and clumsy girl, but my amazing and mind screwing boyfriend.”  He stopped and pushed me against my locker. “And, I don’t need to restrain myself with you.”

Alexi leaned down and took my lips, making me moan in his mouth, while my hands travelled his muscular back. How the hell am I gonna survive school with this constant temptation? I already wanted him. We deepened our kiss and had to fucking remind myself I was in school.

“Dude, now you made pretty clear you guys are together and that Travis is only yours.”

It was Derek and when we broke from our kiss, I saw him, River and Jasper looking quite amused. Jasper was a bit shocked, I guess he wasn’t very used to this, but he smiled warm with his beautiful eyes and then smiled as well at Alexi.

“Travis my man, how are you?” Derek smiled his ever-cheerful grin and then hugged my shoulder. “I still can’t believe you guys are finally together. Wait, you guys are, right?”

We looked at him and then laughed.

“Dee, the fact that our best friend and Travis were making out pretty heavy a moment ago doesn’t ring you any bell?” Asked River, arching his eyebrows in fake exasperation. Jasper chuckled, he looked at me and Alexi and blushed at the memory. How cute was Jas?

“Yeah, you’re right, dude.”

“What is it right?” Asked Hayden, coming from somewhere with phone in his hand and a goofy smile on his face. Hell, bet he was texting or talking to Diane. He looked at me and Alexi, me still pressed against the locker and his best friend hovering over me, with a smug face.

“I missed something, didn’t I?”

“Dude, if you weren’t so busy texting my sister, you would have noticed that our best friend just turned gay for Travis.” He clearly was teasing Hayden and Alexi as well.

Hayden looked again at us and then face palmed himself.

“You guys are together?”

“Why, hello Hayden, good you finally woke up.” River teased, rolling his eyes.

“Man, now another best friend is gay.” He joked, punching Alexi’s shoulder and grinning. “Alex, I’m happy for you, I really like Travis.” I rolled my eyes. Why people talked about me as if I wasn’t there? Hell, that was annoying.

“Alexi, I really like Hayden, too.” I grunted, making the two of them chuckle.

Dmitri finally joined us and he looked tired and slightly pissed, his face was dark and tensed, his jaws were clenched hard and hell, he really looked like a fucking scary, blonde grizzly bear.

Alexi looked at him, seeing something was off, and talked to him in Russian. Dima quickly answered, still in Russian, and then relaxed and smiled at us.

“Hey Travis, you have to promise to take good care of Sasha.”

“Don’t worry, I will.” I turned to my boyfriend, (Yes, my boyfriend!!) and winked, licking my lower lips. “I will, right, Alexi?” He smirked and nibbled my earlobe.

“Yeah, right, baby.”  He murmured.

“God, I’ll have to get used to see you flirting, Alex. That’s fucking shocking.” Hayden joked.

I looked at Jasper and he had turned in a pale and cold sweating statue. He was clearly tense and looked more scared and nervous than normal, his eyes were staring the floor. I squeezed Alexi’s hand and he nodded, understanding what I meant. My arms went around Jasper and I tempted a warm and reassuring smile. He sort of smiled and hugged back.

“Let’s go to class, k?” I told him.

“Sure.” Even his voice was tense and nervous. What the hell was going on with him?

We all moved to class and I kept a bit aside with Jasper, wanting to ease him down a bit.

“Jas, you busy today?” We had to talk and I had to know what was going on in his head, what happened on Sunday and school wasn’t the right place to talk about it.

“Nope, uhm, why?”

“Want to come home with me? I have practice, but then you can stay over my place. My mum can call your parents, if they’ll dare to bother you.” I felt really protective of him.

His eyes melted in a sweet and warm smile, like dark chocolate melting and blending with cream. Hell, yeah, he looked really sweet and cute.

“Boy, thank you, Travis.” He took my hand snuggled his head on my shoulder, his messy hazel hair tingling me. “Uhm, will Alex mind this?”

“Mind what?”

“Uhm, me this close to, uhm you? Oh boy..” I chuckled at his cuteness and consideration.

“Nah, don’t worry Jas. He likes you and you are my best friend, nothing has changed.” Alexi told me at first he was jealous of my cutie, but after a while understood we were friends and it was like for him and River. Moreover, who could resist and be mad at cute and adorable Jasper? No-fucking-body.

“Jas, we need to talk and you can come at dance with me and then will have all the time we need.” He nodded.

“Uhm, Travis?” He whispered. “I’m really happy for you. Boy, you and Alex look so good together and so … uhm, close.”

“Thank you, cutie.” I stroked his hair and kissed his cheek.

At lunch it looked like the situation had somehow calmed down. Well, my ass it had calmed down. People kept looking at us, but didn’t dare to say or ask anything, because they saw Alexi and his group of friends all together.

After a while the curiosity washed away and they got back to their food, still peering a bit at us though. I think what mostly shocked those morons was seeing Alexi this close and sexy with me and the fact we held each other hands without giving a damn about it and openly flirt.

Hell, couldn’t care less about it. After what Alexi told me in the car, I just wanted to shout to the entire fucking world he was mine and that anyone else had to back off. Hell, I was really jealous, even though had nothing to worry about. I felt I could trust my boyfriend completely. He had trusted me and opened up to me. He was a different Alexi only for me.

I had a damn hard time to keep calm around him, at lunch. We sat together and feeling his leg and arm brushing mine was a real torture, with his scent filling me and reminding me of yesterday afternoon. Absentminded I played with my piercing, trying to concentrate on something else, I talked to Jasper, but Alexi’s presence was strong and hot beside me. He leaned very close and brushed his lips on my ear. Fuck, I almost moaned.

“Travis, stop doing that.” He whispered, his sweet and warm breath caressing my neck.

“Doing what?” I turned my face to him and his eyes were blazing like burning ice.

“Stop playing with your piercing and thinking about yesterday. I am having already enough problems to control myself here, beside you, before dragging you somewhere and …” He let the sentence there, in the air.

Fuck, that was almost my undoing, because he just said he couldn’t resist me, that he wanted me. Alexi felt the same way I did. Hell, my horny Travis jumped inside out of mind, too happy and too excited to contain himself.

I smiled a wicked and tempting smile and whispered to him:

“And what would you do to me?” His eyes reflected mine in everything.

“Travis …” he said, with a clearly controlled voice.

Someone tugged my sleeve and I saw it was Jasper, blushing like mad. Ops, maybe we went a bit overboard, but hell, I couldn’t control myself and we just got together two days ago.

“Boy Travis, you guys are, uhm, well, uhm, you know.” He stuttered, sort of embarrassed and amused at the same time. He was super cute and sweet.

“Man, you’re causing major problems here.” Joked Dmitri and I looked at him not understanding what he meant. “Travis, you and Sasha together are fucking hot, people are having a hard time concentrating only on their lunches.” Hmm, I was for sure having a hard time, but not eating my lunch. Got it?

“Well, they can mind their own damn business. Hell, haven’t they ever seen two hot and sexy guys flirting together?” I snapped, not at Dmitri, I knew he was joking and I liked him.

He and River chuckled quite loud, while Derek and Hayden burst into a fit of laugh, almost rolling on the floor like a couple of lunatic. Then Hayden received a txt, bet from Diane, and he was gone and lost in his own world.

What the hell?

“Dude, I love you, know that?” Derek asked, mocking on purpose the word “dude”. I rolled my eyes and then smirked. I heard Alexi snort and grunt something.

“Love you, too, dude.” I stressed the “u” and stuck my tongue out. Jasper chuckled beside me and shook his head.

He was still tense, but saw he tried to mask it, I guess he did it for me. We really needed to talk and today was the day.

Practice almost killed me today. That new choreography was a difficult and sophisticated combination of modern dance and classical ballet steps, merged together by a very unusual music. Natalia always knew how to find the right sound and melody. It was damn impressive. It was a mix of low and deep beats and basses, and then fast and slow piano chords. One theatre asked Natalia if she could prepare some performances for the winter and Christmas seasons and she obviously agreed. Thus now, I was spitting blood, hell.

Jasper kept observing in an evident awe my dancing and stretching, just sitting on a chair beside the door.

Finally it was over for today, hell, I barely made it to the shower. My muscles were fucking sore and so was my back. Yeah, well, maybe what Alexi and me did yesterday had something to do with that. Especially last part in the shower. Hmm, shower with my boyfriend … Get a grip, Travis. You need to talk to Jasper, now.

Mum picked us up from the studio and told Jasper to relax. She had called his family and said she was happy to have him staying for dinner and sleeping over. Cutie thanked her and made a sad face, bet thinking about his idiotic family.

“Your mum seemed almost hysteric, for how much she was happy.” Mum’s tone was clearly sarcastic.

“Uhm, yes, well, she always insists that I should meet useful people.” He cringed at the last part, blushing and fidgeting. “Oh boy, I am sorry Michelle, uhm, I didn’t mean to say that, uhm, I mean …” He took a deep breath. “I really like you and Travis is my best friend, I don’t care, uhm, about…”

My mum smiled warm and sweet at him.

“I know what you mean, you should relax more around me. I think my ex-husband was similar to your parents, therefore I completely understand you.” Argh, that asshole. Just the idea of him made me puke. What a control freak and what a hypocrite.

“I am really happy you and my son are best friends, you are very sweet and caring, Jasper.” I turned and see Jas blushing till the root of his hair.

Mum made dinner; we helped her cleaning up the kitchen and then went into my room. I played a DVD of “The Big Bang Theory” to distract and relax Jasper, and we sat together on my bed.

“Travis, you still have to tell me about you and Alex.” His chocolate eyes were thrilled and smiling like an eager kid. I wanted to tell him everything, really. But not now. I shook my head and took his hand.

“Jas, I’ll tell you everything later. Now I want to know what happened on Sunday, because your voice had a strange tone and sound.” He gasped at that and looked down, considering something. “And then you have to tell me why you are so scared of Dmitri.”

He literally jumped up and paled like a corpse. Hell, he scared me.

“Jasper, you ok?”

“Oh boy, what did you say?”

“I see you are scared and tense around him, why? I mean, first I thought it was Alexi, but it’s not him, right? It took me a damn while to realize it was Dmitri, but honestly I don’t understand the reason.” He had a panicked face, he was fidgeting and his eyes looked around restless. “I am sorry, cutie. Don’t mean to upset you, but I love you, you’re my best friend and I want to know what’s your problem and want to help you.”

He sat there is shock, not saying anything, only breathing, twisting his fingers and occasionally looking my eyes, his now a complete mess of chocolate. I felt bad for making him so nervous, so I hugged him and stroked his hair. He relaxed immediately and felt a smile forming on his adorable face.

“Travis, boy, you’re amazing. How did you figure out everything?”

“Jas, didn’t I tell you I love you?” He chuckled and freed from the hug, to look straight into my eyes.

“Uhm, well, about Sunday, uhm, it’s a bit long.” I waved him to continue, it could take the whole night, for all I cared. “Well, my parents got sort of mad at me for staying out that late and began to make the same talk, that I wasn’t good enough for them, not like my brother, that didn’t understand why I had to like guys instead of girls, uhm, like this.”

He stopped a moment and I nodded, and then smiled. He continued.

“My brother was there, he was home for this weekend. Boy, I haven’t seen in months, he rarely comes home, because, uhm, he doesn’t like our parents, even though he doesn’t say anything. So, uhm, he heard them and barged in the living room, really angry. Boy, never saw him like that. He yelled at them to stop it, because I was the best kid they could dream of and then told them he was gay.”

Ok, hell, my eyes popped out and my mouth hung there, looking like a damn fish. His brother was gay? Since when? He chuckled at my face.

“Uhm, you know, I always knew he was gay. He told me years ago and the girlfriend he had was in fact a boyfriend.” I nodded. “So he said that to my parents, who looked at him in complete shock and then finally asked him if he was joking. Oh boy, he snapped even more and said he never told them, because of their stupid attitudes and that I had been brave to tell them. Boy, my brother told me he admired me. Uhm, my brother...” He fell silent for few seconds. I squeezed his hand.

“Your brother is right, you are really brave and you are a fucking amazing person, Jasper. What happened after?” He grinned.

“Thanks. Uhm my parents went on some sort of shock and then began to blame me for the entire situation. My brother laughed and they looked at him as if he were a potential maniac. He told them they were useless, hypocrite parents, just thinking about their careers and status and then dropped the bomb. Boy.”

“He dropped the bomb?”

“Yeah, oh boy, you should have seen their faces. Nic told them they had to treat me better or he would take me away with him.” I gasper at that, horrified at the thought. He smiled and shook his head. “Don’t worry; I don’t want to leave now. So, Nic agreed I would go and live with him during college. He said I needed to get out of there and stay away from them, that he would help me with money and everything.” He had a very good brother, hell.

“And, so?”

“Uhm, don’t know, Travis. I think it could be a good idea to move to his place during college, he lives in Los Angeles.” Hell, that was far fucking away. But I understood what he meant.

“Your brother is a damn good brother, tell him so. I think his idea is good.” He smiled now excited and jumped on my neck, like a cute koala.

“Thank you, Travis.” He snuggled against me and I stroked his hair. My cutie, he had a helluva Sunday, but I was happy he had someone looking out for him, and helping him.

“Now, Jas, tell me what is wrong with Dmitri. Hell, he’s such a nice and funny guy, that can’t get what’s wrong with him.”

He tensed in my arms. I sighed.

“You can tell me everything, you know it.”

He didn’t talk for few minutes, I could almost hear the sound of his thoughts coming from his brain. Hell, he was nervous.

Then he sighed, took a deep breath and fucking shocked me.

“Uhm, Dmitri is a bipolar asshole. He had insulted me and my friends and beat me pretty bad few times.” His voice was almost hissing, strained with tension, anger and bitterness.

Err…hell, not sure that I heard well.

I blinked few times.

Fuck.

Blinked again.

What. The. Fucking. Hell?