"There he is! Get Subject CLF!" a palace guard started to give chase to someone who was similar to me; my somebody.

He jumped on top of the palace's gates and looked around, balancing himself. He looked around the town until an arrow hit his shoulder. He growled and looked at a guy with a wicked smirked.

"Better watch out, puppy boy! No matter where you go, we will always watch your moves!" The guy with the arrow gun laughed and the half breed growled at him.

"Yeah, like I would ever believe you!" The silverette boy jumped forward into the bushes. He grunted as the arrow was hurting. The last thing I saw was two people who looked like Saïx and Axel before he passed out.

~

Toss, turn, sway tail, repeat. Seems like I do that a lot during the night. Toss, turn, sway tail, repeat. I couldn't stop thinking about the dreams of him. Toss, turn-

"Girx? Are you awake?" A voice called out. Of course it was number 10, Demyx. He was my roommate... Sad to say, annoying roommate. But at least he played awesomely on his sitar. The boy would be caught dead if he played a wrong note.

"I'm always awake for nighttime, Dem-Dem. You know this." I lazily said, rolling onto my side.

"No wonder your always tired in the mornings! Go to sleep!" Demyx said to me and I groaned, getting up.

"Usually, I would try but I don't feel like it now..." I got up and realized it was a bit drafty than usual. I looked at Demyx who was covering his eyes.

"P-put something on please?" He pouted and I rolled my eyes.

"We're both guys..." I said, getting my clothes and pulled them on. "You're amusing, Demyx."

"It's not funny! I just don't like to see people naked, boys or girls!" He pouted, crossing his arms. Then he seemed to remember something. "Axel, wanted to see you! He said to meet at the 'usual spot'."

Finally something to do. I put on my organization coat and opened a dark portal to enter the grey room.

It's been a few years since me, Axel, and Saïx joined the organization... Though, the first couple of weeks was the weirdest. Axel and Saïx mostly remembers when they were still Lea and Isa. But me? I haven't remembered anything about my persona. Every time I ask for his name, neither Saïx nor Axel would tell me.

I saw Luxord, Xigbar, and Xaldin playing a game of regular poker until I realized Xigbar and Xaldin
were coatless and topless. Great the guys weren't playing regular poker. With a sigh of annoyance, and frankly regret of coming here first place, I opened another corridor.

"Well, if it is the Howling Summoner himself." Luxord said looking at his cards. How he just knew I was there is beyond me.

"What'cha doing, lost pup?" Xigbar asked and I fought every urge in my body to not murder this guy. I always had that urge ever since I first saw him. Course, he was always a douchebag to me.

"Why would it matter to you, asshole?" I said and he closed my corridor, making me feel more annoyed.

"Hey, now! No need to be snappy. Come and watch us play, kiddo. You'll possibly learn something." He smirked and I grimaced.

"Your so weird..." I said and Xaldin sighed, looking at me.

"Child, it's strip poker." Xaldin told me.

"I know that. I don't want to see any of you nude! Besides, I'm looking for-"

"Settle down, we are all male. You shouldn't be bothered, especially if we're just stripping down to our underwear and socks." Xigbar said and I growled; he knows how to tick me off as well. He teases and makes fun of my sexual orientation.

"UGH!!! FINE, JUST SHUT UP!!" I sat down on the couch angrily, crossing my arms and looking away.

Xigbar chuckled softly and put his cards down. "3 of a kind."

"Full House!" Luxord said, smirking and Xigbar raised his eyebrows.

"Xaldin, you better have a straight flush!" Xigbar said and Xaldin sighed, putting down his cards.

"3 of a kind..." He groaned and Luxord chuckled.

"I win again... as predicted." Luxord said and I looked away. I can tell Xigbar was smirking at me without even looking. I heard 2 pairs of pants dropping. Next thing I knew Luxord snickered.

"Xigbar!!" Xaldin yelled and the action I took next was the most bizarre and regrettable thing I did was looking at them.

"OH MY GOD!! XIGBAR, PUT SOME UNDERWEAR ON!!" My face was on fire and he was laughing at me. Both Xaldin and Luxord were confused. Luxord sighed and ignored it but Xaldin, who was still his underwear, was ticked.

"Girxvil, you might want to leave..." He said calmly and I summoned a corridor, deeply scared for life.

I teleported myself to Twilight Town. I felt like I was sick to my stomach. Feeling a raising feeling in me, I found a trash can and let loose into it.

"Girx-" I heard Axel's voice but he cut himself off from his sentence, possibly from seeing me. I finished vomiting and come up for fresh air. I wiped my mouth still very disturbed. "You alright, man?"

"Do you have ice cream? I need to get this taste out of my mouth and I left my mints in the bedroom!" I showed him my disgusted face. He sighed.

"Come on, kiddo..." Axel took me to the top of the clock tower. There, he gave me some ice cream and he had one of his own. I explained to him what happened and why I was a little late. He glared at the sunset, which was the town's trademark. "So, he really did that?"

"You don't believe me?" I felt something me inside of my chest squeezing me.

That was until he said, "No, I do. Xigbar is the type of person who is sick and twisted. He's also the type of person who pushes buttons."

"Tsk, tell me something I don't know..." I growled and looked down, eating my ice cream.

"Hehe, I just might even tell you why the sunsets red again." He seemed and I rolled my eyes with a smirk.

"I said something I don't know..." I playfully slapped his shoulder and he laughed. I realized half of my ice cream was gone and that bitter taste was out of my mouth.

"Well... I'll tell you this much, things between us will always stay up here on this tower, got it memorized?" He tapped the side of his head with a smirk. He had his ice cream in his hand and his hair was close to it.

"Of course, but you better be careful, spikey!" I chuckled, pulling his hand down carefully making sure he doesn't get it in his hair. "That ice cream was close to your head."

He smiled and took his ice cream out of his hand, then took my hand. Oh bloody hell, he was holding my hand! I gulped and blushed. He chuckled at me, "What's up with that face, Girx?"

"H-huh?" I couldn't help but studder. Fuck, I was so nervous...

"Your face is still red. Are you still feeling sick?" He let go of my hand and put the back off his hand on my cheek- that made me drop my ice cream. His hand was cooler than my cheek, which made my cheeks hotter. "Do you have a fever? You're burning-"

I couldn't take it anymore! I wrapped my arms around his neck and smashed my lips against his. I don't know why I was doing this since us, nobodies, were supposed to feel nothing... But this felt so right. His lips were so soft and I hoped mine was too. I pulled away since he didn't kiss back and he had this shocked look on his face.

I gulped and stood up, summoning a dark corridor behind me, "S-sorry, Axel!" I quickly went to my room and shut the corridor behind me. I quickly slammed the door shut and locked it.

"Girx?" I yelped as I heard Demyx's voice from his bed. "What's wr-?"

"S-shut up!" I quickly grabbed my journal and ran to the closet, shutting the closet door behind me.

"Whoa, dude. What's got you so defensive?" He asked, sounding concerned. I stuck my head out.

"N-nothing!" I went back into the closet, slamming the door again.

"Ugh, Please stop slamming doors, whoever is!" Larxene shouted from another room, "It's ruining my beauty rest!"

"S-sorry, Larxene!" I nervously shouted back and I heard a growl from her.

"If you wake me up again, you piece of trash, I will throw you away myself!" I sighed at this and opened my journal.

Year 10, Day 68

Today was just another day at the organization, missions, mishaps, and more judging as fucking usual. What gets me today is when it turned night.

Well, it started when when I when a dream woke me up about my persona- once again. Demyx told me Axel wanted to see me in Twilight Town. Like an idiot, I just went to the grey room first. I don't even know why I was there and Luxord, Xaldin, and Xigbar was having one of their poker nights. Annoying parts were they were playing strip poker, and I was there. Xigbar said that they were stripping down to their socks and underwear. They- mostly Xiggy- forced me to watch and he forgot one MAJOR detail- he didn't have any underwear underneath his pants. Ugh, guess it's the thing called karma Axel told me about. I did wake up In the nude and flashed Demyx. Poor kid, he got a peek of something he didn't want to see.

When I arrived at Twilight Town, Axel found me throwing up in the trash can in the sandlot and he took me to our hangout spot. We talked about what happened and what happened. His cuteness was so overwhelming to me after we changed the subject. So much, I kissed him. That was my first kiss on the lips and I messed it up; Axel was shocked. I couldn't tell if he was angry or not but I think he might be. I'm kind of... Okay, A LOT nervous about what tomorrow's going to be like. After my mission, I'm going straight to my room...

~Girxvil

P.S. Larxene called me a piece of trash but I always knew she was a hag anyway.