My family has decided that it is best to put my dog down.

Her name is Roxanne. Roxie, for short.

She is a pit mix...

She's very old. And in pain.
She cannot breathe well.

But, it's for the better.

She's suffering.

And she shouldn't have to.

We were not going to put her down during the holidays but it may turn out that she will be because she is suffering so.

I found her in the rain three years ago.

My mom was scared of her because she was part pitbull.

But, I got attached to her. And, she became my dog.

I know she'll die eventually. Everyone will.

But, I feel so fucking horrible because I know she's suffering but I don't want her to leave.

Isn't that selfish?!

I feel sick. I'm going now...