Well, I don't know why but, I feel kinda stupid...

I'm wanting to see if someone will answer me and it's constantly in my head. I don't know if it's guilt or regret, to be honest...
I've tried talking to someone else about it (you know who you are) and I still feel stupidity/guilt/regret--but I don't know why.
I guess it's just because I have no idea what's really happened even though I'm trying to convince myself everything's fine; which is really hard...