Asuga (angsty shit)

The clock ticked and Suga waited.'He should be home any minute now'Suga thought.Tonight was his and Asahi's anniversary to celebrate 4 years of being married.Suga had never wanted to do anything sexual with Asahi and he had respected that.Although tonight,Suga wanted to do it.He wanted to go all the way.

Suga had made dinner.He saw no point in doing it on an empty stomach.Suga had made a beautiful dinner of Chicken Milanese with spaghetti.He'd also dimmed the lights and lit some candles.Suga also had his dressing gown on.Nothing else.

Asahi opened the front door and took off his shoes.Working all day had really stressed him out.He was greeted by Suga in his dressing gown."Hey honey"Suga said softly,kissing Asahi's cheek.Asahi smiled weakly and shut the front door."What's wrong?"Suga asked."I-I'm just tired...is all"Asahi said gently.

Suga pursed his lips and looked to the floor.He decided it was a bad idea to do anything sexual or active."Well!"Suga said,regaining his bubbly attitude once more,feeling bad for not thinking about how Asahi would've felt."I've made dinner so....do you want to change into something more relaxing?"Suga asked,putting a small hand on Asahi's arm.Asahi kissed Suga's head and thanked him,heading upstairs to change.

Suga sighed and found some boxers and a shirt in the freshly washed pile(luckily everything was dry).He put some chopsticks on the table and looked outside,it had started to rain.Suga shook his head and then looked to the doorway,Asahi was looking at him.

"Hey what's wrong?"Asahi asked."Geez it's just started to rain..."Suga whined.He then moved a hand to his heart and closed his eyes"If it starts thundering I don't know what I'll do!"Suga walked over to Asahi and gave him a hug"Come on,you're tired right?Eat up"Suga smiled.Asahi grinned and took his seat,Suga sitting opposite him."So,how was work?"Suga asked,trying to break the silence between them."It's ok"Asahi said bluntly.Suga frowned and looked to Asahi."Just okay?"Suga asked."Yeah."Asahi replied.

Suga looked to the side and said quietly"Ok then."He was feeling frustrated that Asahi wouldn't tell him anything.It wasn't after a while of silence that Asahi whispered,just loud enough for Suga to hear"I can't do this anymore."Suga's head snapped up"Can't do what?"he asked."Suga,I've been cheating on you for 6 years.I can't do this anymore.I can't pretend to love someone that I don't.It's just....I can't."Asahi said,placing his bowl in the sink"It's been fun though."

Suga felt his world fall apart and dropped his bowl he was holding,his legs and hands shook and he started making a weird noise."Aahhh....ahhh...ahhgg..ahhh..aahgh"Suga made wavery 'ahhh's' and tears poured from his eyes.Suga placed a hand on the side and heaved himself up,stumbling up to Asahi.He placed a kiss on Asahi's lips and turned around.

"Get out!"Suga yelled,feeling his tears slip down his face as he heard them slap onto the floor.Asahi nodded and walked from the kitchen."You can get your stuff tomorrow"Suga growled.Asahi nodded and left the house.

Suga stumbled to the phone and called Yaku Morisuke.They had become close friends throughout their university journey."Hello?"Yaku said,his voice muffled through the phone."Y-Yaku.....
...I...*Sob*..*sniff*"Suga trembled."Say no more.I'll be over in about 15 minutes"Yaku said and hung up.Suga and Asahi had moved to Tokyo for Suga's university.

Suga had made lots of friends including Yaku Morisuke,Kuroo Tetsurou,Bokuto Kotarou,Makoto Tachibana,Haruka Nanase and lots more people. (Don't kill me plz). Suga had made friends with past rivals,strangers and teachers.He trained to be a primary school teacher.He was due his job anytime soon.

The front door opened and a worried Yaku came running into the living room."Suga are you okay?"he asked,sitting next to Suga on the sofa.Suga shoved his face into Yaku's chest and sobbed his melting heart out.

"What happened?"Yaku asked softly,wrapping his arms around Suga in a gently,friendly embrace."As-As-Asahi....he-He*Sob**Sob*...*whimper*...he....said he's been...cheat-Chea-Cheating on me....for as long as...we've been together..."Suga sobbed."That cheating.....he'll be over to get his stuff tomorrow right?....I'll pound his fucking shitty head in"Yaku growled.Suga put his hands on Yaku's shoulders and smiled softly,tears still dancing in his eyes."Don't worry about it"Suga sniffed."Where are you going to live though?You won't stay here for much longer right?"Yaku asked.Suga nodded and grinned."If I tell my dad my situation he'll pick me up tomorrow morning.My dad is awesome"Suga said.Yaku sighed and smiled.

That next morning,Suga and Asahi crossed paths.Suga gave Asahi the cold shoulder but while Asahi was taking his belongings Suga said "You can live here.I'm going with my dad.My stuff is already packed."Asahi looked to Suga with disbelief as his jaw hung open."A-Are you sure?"Asahi asked."Yeah."Suga said.

There was a beep outside the house and Suga looked away from Asahi."Well.Thanks for everything.It was fun while it lasted"Suga said softly,picking up his bags."Yeah"Asahi said,putting down his bag.Asahi watched as Suga left,never to be seen by him again.

"Do you,Asahi Azumane,take Sugawara Koushi to be your lawfully wedded husband?"The priest asked.Asahi smiled and looked to Suga"I do.""And do you,Sugawara Koushi,take Asahi Azumane to walk up the stairs of heaven with you and forever more to be you lawfully wedded husband?"Suga teared up and said"I do.""You may kiss the husband"The priest said.Asahi leaned forward and kissed Suga,snaking an arm around his waist and another hand behind Suga's head,pressing their lips together.Suga smiled into the kiss,tears dropping from his face in utter happiness.They broke away for the kiss."I love you"Suga said."I love you too"Asahi replied.

If only Suga had known back then that it was all lies.

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