2 MONTHS AGO.

JUNGKOOK POV

I've undergo surgery and got my vision back with the help of Jin .The rest has been really surportive of me that day.

"Hyungs where's Cassandra now ? " I asked my hyungs enthuasically who were surrounding my bed in the hospital ward.  It has only been a day since i could see and was really excited.

"Er. " they all looked at each other hesitantly, "what's wrong? " I asked them.

"Namjoon, you are the leader here , tell him. " Hoseok hyung nudged Namjoon hyung and when I tried making eye contact with him he doesn't look at me.

Frowning, "did something happen? "

"You can sort of say that... " Yoongi hyung mumbled but I could hear.

I was getting really worried and curious about what's wrong , " cmon hyungs, just let me know. Its not like the end of the world or something. "

Namjoon looked at me and started to blab on, "soapparentlyCassandraisinthehospitalbecausesheisinacoma. "

"What was that?" My eyebrows lifted up,  what the hell is wrong with him, "can you say slower? " I requested again, sitting up patiently.

"Argh Cassandra is in coma! " Yoongi hyung shouted in fustration, " you guys got no jams at all! "

"Hey - that's my line, you ass. " Namjoon hit him.  They were saying crap are they?

That was when it hit me.

I felt my entire world crashing.

Laughing hysterically, I exclaimed ," God does love to tease me doesn't he?! "

"This is indeed the end of the world !" I shrieked and pulled my hair in annoyance and sadness.

My heart shattered into a million tiny pieces as I let tears roll down my eyes."maknae, you okay? "Taehyung touched my shoulders but I shrugged him off.

I pulled off the cover that was on my body and unplugged myself from the machine, I ran all the way to the counter, panting.

"Excuse me miss, is there anyone admitted here named Cassandra Yoo? " I asked the counter lady and she was running through her system files.

"Yes there is. " she says and my face brightened up alittle.  " what room?!"

"286" she says and I stood at the lift lobby waiting for a lift to board but where is it when I need it the most!?  I need to see Cassandra asap.

Forgetting about the lift, I ran upstairs from the emergency stair exit area.

When I found the room number,  my fingers hesistantly pulled a curtain away from the clear glass window from the outside, able to see a girl laying on the bed with many machines and tubes connected to her body.

The doctor inside seemed to have noticed me and came out, "why are you running outside of your room? " he asked but I ignored his questions, " how's the girl?! " ,already almost screaming when I just grabbed onto his shoulders shaking him back and forth.

"Young man, Please answer my question first. " he says with furrowed eyebrows, "I'm here to see my girl, do you have a problem with that?!  Now tell me! " I screamed frantically, biting my lips.

The doctor seemed taken aback by my reaction and just adjusted his glasses, "well  she's in a coma ,but she will wake up. The state of her brain might not be the same as there might be a confusion of memories.  From what i have heard was that she commited suicide but didnt fail to do that. Youngsters these days , really loves throwing their lives away dont they?" He sighs.

"Cassandra will never want to commit suicide !" I shook his body once again but he shrugged me off harshly, walking away.

My foot was at the front of the door but i just couldnt bear to see her on the bed lying soulessly right now. Suddenly i heard people calling my name , "i knew i would find you here." Taehyung grabbed me and made me listen to him.

"This is not the end of the world. She was dying inside because she wanted to see you. She was at the rooftop ,wanting to jump ,plus after Jimin's death , students started saying rumours that shes a murderer. She was a victim of many cases of bullying . when she was hanging onto a bar , she let herself drop because of the negativity spoken about her and she couldnt take it anymore . We'll all be with you , we'll pray for her.stay strong Jungkook."

I let myself fall onto the ground. My dishevelled hair covered my eyes alittle as the tip stings my pupils , i didnt care.

The next few days were exactly the same. When my hyungs left the hospital , i unplug myself from any machines and just sat outside her ward , not daring to enter to see her pale face , lying helplessly.

I cried out loud and gained stares but screw the judgements , for godsake my girl is in there,  what am I suppose to do?!