Idara was really angry with me that we had to move from Calabar but I was forgive after some days. She couldn't really be mad at her twin forever especially when I wasn't really fighting back each time she tried insulting me for bringing her into this 'hellhole' as she called it.

Few days had passed and Idara had already adjusted to the new environment. She made new friends with the neighbors and I suspected she already had some guys crushing on her. It had barely been a week.

As for me I remained indoors and the only thing that I liked about our new house was the background, so I spent my time taking photos of nature with my Samsung phone and most of them were lit. If I wasn't with my phone then I was with Benjamin or I was in the kitchen with my mum.

Mum applied to teach in a University and was accepted. She also applied to be the baker for some restaurants and was accepted which meant she was busy all the time.

"You what are you always doing by the window?"
"Taking pictures", I said without turning.
"Don't you ever get tired of that? It's not like you're even taking pictures of yourself"
I turned to her. I was already tired and not in the mood to argue.
"Is there anything you want to tell me Aidee? I'm all ears" she usually pestered me this way when she wanted to tell me something.

"I made a new friend today", she squealed.
"Cool. Who?"
"Eunice Mark. She's so nice"
"Where did you see her?"
"Moses' cousin".
"That doesn't answer my question but who's Moses by the way?"
"Moses is this our new neighbor that is chiking me you dumb ass. I went to his house to get money and I saw Eunice".

Great she got money from a guy she barely knows. But I didn't say that out loud so she wouldn't get angry.
"Well I'm happy for you Aidee", I said turning back to the window.

"You don't seem happy. Anyways I know you're depresses but I've told you several times that anyone that makes you think low of yourself is not even worthy of staying on your mind but you won't listen".

Like you don't make me think low of myself.

"Anyways, Eunice is taking me out by 5 for girl's outing. You wanna come?"
Normally I'd have loved to come but I was tired of being someone's escort. If made me look like a puppet. I was the friendless one and she would leave me and talk to her friends when we go out and if be left alone that's for sure. So no I didn't feel like being used as a body guard today.

"Is 5 not too late? Mum will complain"
"Benjamin can cover for us. He can say he called us to buy ice cream for him. So are you coming?"

"No I'm good. But I'd love if you bring ice cream of me"
"Yeah right", Idara said rolling hsf eyes, "you're a vibe killer and no ice cream or anything for you", she hissed and walked out.

Well that was expected.

Three days passed and Aidee got really close to Eunice leaving me lonely most times. But I didn't like the Eunice girl even though my mom adored her and Benjamin was always all over her when she came over.

Yes. She did laugh a lit and was really pretty but she was rude to me. Not like she made any rude remarks or anything but she acted like I didn't exist.

The only reason I knew she noticed me was that Aidee told me she said I was cute. But I just didn't get why she behaved like I didn't exist even when I greeted her.

I was lying in bed by 10:00am when my mum came in.
"What are you doing in bed young lady? Don't you have chores?"

I jerked out of bed and my phone almost fell on the floor. "Oh my God. Mum I thought you left for work!"

She hissed. " I noticed you didn't get out of bed yesterday even to eat your food. Do you want to change that to a routine?"
"No mum"

"Dress up we're going to the hospital", she said curtly leaving me. That was fast. Did I really need to the hospital? Depression is normal. Well I couldn't say mine is.

I cried every single day. Last week,Oscar, Idara's bestie chatted me up with an unknown number and almost tricked me into believing he was Jordan and that he still loved me.
Jordan is my ex boyfriend. We loved each other or should I say I loved him but for reasons unknown to me he broke up with me. I have been trying to kill the feelings since but I can't. The worse thing was that he had relocated to Uyo. Well, Oscar just did it to make me sad and he would've played with my feelings to the very end but Aidee told him to please back off and not hurt me. Big bring who she is, she had to make me feel so stupid by making rude remarks about me and telling me off to Eunice who I'm sure must have laughed. The hatred I had for Oscar was great but I couldn't do anything.

I was the soft one. The one who couldn't even defend herself. I couldn't revenge. I just played the whole revenge thing in my head but couldn't do it. In my world, I'm the chatty one, the one everyone loves, the one who can defend herself, the beautiful one and the brainy one. But usually what I fantasize about never works out for me.

Thinking about my life made me start crying but I pulled myself out of bed to have my bath and dress up quickly before my mum would get very mad at me.

"What is your problem?"
"Is don't have a problem" I answered angrily.
I was presently in a doctor's office in a private hospital I didn't even bother checking out the name. Since of course I refused to tell anyone my problems, well except Idara who only made matters worse by mocking me.

"I believe you do. But I can help you only if you tell me what your problem is. My band is Doctor Margaret"

Who asked this one? No one can help me.

I rolled my eyes in my head.
She took a deep breath as if trying not to get angry and scream at me. "Do you want to see a psychiatrist?"
"Hell no!"
"Then you have to talk to me"
"I'm mentally stable ma'am"
"I never said you aren't. I want to be your friend here apart from doing my job. I want to help you and advise you. Anything you'd like to keep confidential stays between us, I promise.

People had made stupid promises in the past and it led me to this.

I stared deep into her eyes but she wouldn't look away. This woman wasn't about to give up.

"I am atelophobic"
"Oh...fear of not being good enough right?"

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Anyways, whose your favorite character in this story. For me it's obviously Inimfon, she's so cute in my head and she's kinda funny. She's actually going through a lot.

Do you think her case is not serious?
Do you think she actually needed to go to the hospital?
Do you think Idara is doing well as a twin sister?

We all go through a lot most times but my advice to all my readers is to flee from depression as much as you can. Its actually a lot more dangerous than you think. Anything that makes you sad and is not right don't do it.

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Till next chapter 😉😉..
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