I'm now 21. I moved out when I was 18. Moved to California. Now I'm an actor and a singer. I never found a way to get my dad back but I'm not giving up. Ever. I love my dad. And he was right about Augustus. He was bad news. Dean and me have been dating for 4 years. He even moved to California with me. Even though Isabelle dated him she didn't mind. Even though my dad isn't here physically he's here in spirit. I guess if I think about it he never really left me. He just went to a very specially place. Deep in my heart. They always say that when people die they go to heaven but I don't think that's true. I believe that they just go deep in your heart and there always there. My dad was always there for me without me even knowing it. My life probably would have been better if he didn't die but then again there always has to be rain. Even in the dessert. Rain isn't where you have to stay inside and see how hard life can be to other people. It's where you have to learn how to dance in the rain. To face your own problems. No matter how hard they might be. I will always find a way to face my problems. I will always find a way to face my fears. I will always find a way to not give up no matter how hard it might be to keep holding on. I will always find a way to always have faith and hope even in the darkest of times. I will always find a way to make it out alive. I will always find a way to survive. Surviving isn't enough you need to live. Even when your feeling trapped and you think you can't win. It's like a battle you can't win. But those are the battles that you should fight, and if anything I will always find a way to keep fighting no matter how big the battle. I will always try to find a way out if things and into things. But most importantly I will always find a way no matter what.