Chapter 29: Pain

Disclaimer: Same, gosh I hate these things. Don't Own anything.

Rachel's POV

I woke up and got ready for school and when I came downstairs I saw my dads. Why were they home.

"Dad,Daddy why are you home?" I asked confused they looked pissed

"Well last night our flight got delayed, then canceled and when we were driving home around 10 o'clock I saw Finns truck pull out of our Court and also when I pulled in the driveway I saw Puck run across the grass to his house." My dad said

"Strike 2" My daddy said

"Dads, im sorry! I didn't invite them! When Quinn and I came home from the mall they were here and they set up dinner and all this stuff and we all fell asleep on the couch!" I said mad

"Well you broke a rule. And your punishment is one week grounding." My dad said

"Whatever" I said grabbing Quinns arm and walking out of the front door.

"God, why does this always happen to me!" I said

"I don't know, but you only have one more chance I wont let you screw it up so tell Finn not to come over this week! And DON'T sneak out!" Q said

"I wont don't worry! I have to be super careful now." I said walking down the street to school.

When I got to school I didn't see Finn by his locker but I did see Whitney.

"Hey Whitney, have you seen Finn?" I asked looking around

"Yeah, I saw him run off with some cheerio in the Janitors closet." She said giggling

"Funny, Face it Whitney you will never get Finn." I said mad

"That's what you think, he'll realize your not popular or a cheerio soon!" She said

"I really hope he has already realized that because if not hes stupid, because I am neither of those things nor do I want to be." I said staring at her

"Its Not going to work!" She said pointing her finger at me.

"Here's how the story works I get Finn and you get Heartbroken." Gosh I was so mad I was Quoting Quinn Fabray.

"Your obviously not reading the same story as Finn." She shoot back at me. And I saw Finn walk down the hall as she said his name.

"And here comes my prince charming. I think im reading the right story Whitney" I said and I ran up to Finn jumped in his arms and Kiss him SO hard on the lips people were amazed. This whole school still thought I was the biggest prude ever. Proved them wrong.

"Hello, Gorgeous" He said right as Whitney walked by and I could tell she heard him say that because she was storming off to class. "What got into you this morning"

"Im Grounded" I said frowning.

"Why!" He asked frowning

"Because my Dads found out you and puck cam over." I said "So I had to squeeze in as much kissing as possible." I said grabbing his hand

"What has gotten in to my sweet innocent Rachel Berry!" He asked playfully

"You" I said smacking his but

After school was over I was really bored. There was nothing I could do except homework, sing and go on Facebook so I decided to check my Facebook page.

Most recent

Rachel Berry: Grounded Smh.

4 minutes ago.

(Quinn Fabray, PuckZilla, Finn Hudson, Mercedes Jones and 4 other like this)

Comments:

Finn Hudson: I miss you already

Santana Lopez: What did you do now Yentl?

Rachel Berry: Well if you Must Know Santana, I had Puck and Finn over when I wasn't supposed to.

(Finn Hudson, and PuckZilla like this)

Finn Hudson: Misses His Girlfriend :'(

4 Minutes Ago

(Rachel Berry, PuckZilla, Quinn Fabray and 4 others like this)

Rachel Berry: I love you. Tomorrow Auditorium, Glee? ;)

Kurt Hummel: I hope you know everyone knows where you will be tomorrow during glee...

Santana Lopez: Ew berry's winkie face looks like a perverted Chinese man. Mine looks hot right Finn. (;

Rachel Berry: Great... :'(

Finn Hudson: Im In, I'll bring the airplane cups ;D

Carole Hudson: Are you two skipping class! Finn get downstairs!

Santana Lopez: LMAO, your screwed more than you screw Rachel!

(10 People like this)

Rachel berry: SANTANA! Sorry Finn! D:

Whitney Bree: What Does He see In her!

(5 people like this)

Brittany Hank: Who?

Whitney Bree: This chick in Glee is dating Finn. Hes mine doesn't she know were dating.

Ashley F.: the nerve of this chick. Hes dating YOU.

Rachel Berry: ....What the Hell....! If you were dating Finn why was he making out with me in the hallway today, or last week or last year? I don't know maybe because hes MY boyfriend. So Whitney if you don't mind take your Freshman boys and date them.

Whitney Bree: Just because hes not my boyfriend now, doesn't mean he wont be my boyfriend in the future.

Rachel Berry: I'll send you a postcard from New York where Finn and I will be living in the same house. His future is coming now, and your not in it.

Finn Hudson: I have No Idea Whats going on, but im not dating you Whitney! That's for damn sure. No offense but your really annoying. And yeah you'll never be my girlfriend because im with Rachel, and will end up marrying her so....?

Ashely f: .....Woah, Finn and Rachel are so cute together! Why do you want to break them up?

Rachel Berry: Smh , these chicks are so stupid.

Kurt Hummel: Thank God Rachel is grounded now I wont have to hear Finn and Rachel going at it everyday.

5 minutes ago)

(PuckZilla, Blaine Anderson, Brittany Pierce, Tina Cho-Chang, Quinn Fabray, and 11 more people like this)

Rachel Berry: KURT. Is this Necessary!

Blaine Anderson: So true.

Tina Cho-Chang: Agreed

Quinn Fabray: Amen

Artie Abrams : Preach!

Finn Hudson: smh

Carole Hudson: Excuse me. Whats happening everyday in my house? Reply NOW.

(Finn Hudson Logged Off)

(Quinn Fabray Logged Off)

(Blaine Anderson Logged off)

(Rachel Berry Logged off)

Brittany PIere: Guys it says your "Logs" have gone off somewhere?

Kurt Hummel: *FacePalm*

Really Rachel, stop thinking about it and just focus on your homework. Its Math. Your good at that, its easy. Then tomorrow you'll have your favorite show on TV then the next day Voice Lessons then the next dance. Its not that bad. Just as long as I have something to do after school I should be fine.

It had been one hour. One complete hour. I looked down at my homework, blank. I couldn't stop thinking about Finn, it was sickening about how much I missed him. How much I missed him, how much I wanted to see him. It had only been 4 hours since I left him at school, but boy did I miss him.

Thinking about it, would I ever last without him? I really hoped I would never have to find out. I knew Finn and I couldn't be perfect forever and something was bound to happen. Hell we would probably break up a couple of times, but were tethered we would work things out. I just hope it never comes to that.

I feel asleep after my very sad 2nd attempt at homework and didn't wake up in the best mood.

I was mad, and I didn't feel good. I felt sick but I had to go to school, it was my only chance at seeing Finn.

"Good morning babe" Finn said standing at my locker

"Mhhm." Was all I could mumble out. I kissed his cheek lightly.

"What's wrong? Your Not all peppy , and your wearing jeans." He said frowning.

"I think I'm sick, but I'll be fine." I said walking with him into Glee.

"Everything was going fine, I felt a little sick but it was going away. Probably just morning cramps. But like I said everything was fine, well until Santana walked in the door.

She was pregnant, but she was still hotter than me. She walked in wearing the sluttiest maternity clothes they made. All the guy's mouths dropped as she entered the room.

"Sorry Mr. Shue I had a really hard morning" Santana said motioning to the baby.

"That's alright take a seat" Mr. Shue said and she walked past Finn and winked at him. Yeah it made me mad, but what made me even more mad was when I saw him look at her. It wasn't a casual glance, I think he was staring at her boobs.

I wasn't going to say anything because he could do what he wanted. Whether I liked it or not. But I would defiantly bring it up later.

"Finn im going to go call my dads and go home. My Stomach isn't feeling much better" I said leaning to his cheek and kissing it before I stood up and left the room to walk to the nurses.

My Dads Picked me up, they were mad I was sick but there was nothing they could do about it. I guess it could be there fault if I had a cold because I walked to school since Finn couldn't come over anymore.

I spent the day watching "Funny Girl" and "Rent" I didn't feel sick. Maybe I was just tired. I wanted to see Finn, like really badly! So I came up with a plan.

"Dad, Daddy I found this necklace that Carole let me borrow once and she said it was really important, can I PLEASE go over there and give it to her?" I said pleading at there feet

"Fine, But Rachel Berry, you cant stay longer than 30 minutes and this is the only exception." My dad said and I ran out the door.

Perfect I had 30 minutes to hang out with Finn. 30 was pliantly! I was just happy to get out of my room for a little while. I drove my car over to his house and was there in 5 minutes. Leaving me with 20 minutes to spend with Finn.

I knocked on the door and Carole answered.

"Hey Rachel" She said with a warm smile

"Is Finn Here?" I asked returning the smile

"Um I think, I have been outside reading and cooking the whole night so I can't be positive." She said "Your welcome to check"

"Thanks" I said walking back up the stairs and Carole left back to the kitchen.

I walked up to his door and it was loud. I could hear music in the room and a lot of laughing I was going to stand there for a moment and see if he would sing something. But then I heard a laugh. Not any laugh a laugh that came from Santana.

I swung open the door to find the one thing I thought I would never see in my whole entire life. Finn Hudson cheating on me with a Slut. His Mouth was connected to hers until he broke away long enough to see me. I saw guilt written all over his face but mine was covered in depression and tears.

"FINN HIDSON, HOW DARE YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH THIS SLUT!" I yelled pulling Santana off Finn.

"Rach, what are you doing here silly?" He asked drunk

"I cant believe you!" I screamed slapping him across the face so hard the neighbors probably heard him scream.

"What the hell!" He shouted

I didn't even turn around to look at him I was sp furious, so mad so broken! I just marched down the stairs.

"Rachel, what just happened!" Carole said coming out of the kitchen concerned

I panicked I didn't know what to say so I just shouted on the top of my lungs "WERE THREW FINN HUDSON!"

And with that I stormed out of his house crying so hard I couldn't see. I drove about a mile home and stopped because I thought I would die if I kept driving.

After all that. We were going to live together, get married, have children. What the hell was I thinking. Im not hot, im not Santana, I don't have huge boobs! What the hell would he see in me.

Part of me hated him so much, part of me felt bad that Santana took advantage of him, part of me wanted to punch him in the face but the biggest part of me wanted to be with him.

I couldn't. Im Never going back again. Well I certainly wasn't if he wanted me back he would beg. It was going to take a lot seeing I'm COMPLETLEY heartbroken.

I went home and laid down to go to bed. I thought about Finn the whole night. I cried I ate 2 tubes of ice cream and I vented to Quinn on the phone. I didn't know what to do, I was lost. Finn wouldn't stop texting me but I didn't care I pretty much threw my phone at the wall the first time he called me.

We were so in-love, only 5 hours ago. That's what I didn't get! What went wrong? I gave myself to him. I let him have me, hold me, kiss me, yell at me, protect me, introduce me to new things and new people.

I was so lost. Is this really how I made him feel?

I had to talk to him. I couldn't do what he did to me last year because I thought it wasn't fair, he blew me off. I would talk to him listen to his reasons. Find the problem, but I wasn't ready to be back with him. Not anytime soon. I love him and always will. But he broke my heart, the worst part was I forgave him as soon as he did it because I knew he didn't know what was going on. It wasn't what he did that made me so mad, its realizing im not good enough, maybe we need time apart. See if we can work alone. Be friends. Maybe not even that. I don't even know how im going to face him at school tomorrow.

Why does love always feel like a battlefield?