I hate seeing
my dream boy
stressed
because he isn't happy
and he pulls at his hair
and mumbles things that
I know he doesn't
want me to hear,
me
of all people.
though he has this
adorable habit
where he bites his bottom lips
and/or brushes his pencil
down his adorable nose
and his eyes look like
the Atlantic.

I put my arms
around his shoulders
and hug him from behind
and pull away
before he elbows me in the gut.
I giggle.

but "love you" he whispers anyway.

I then look down at
my own pile of
math and English
(*shudders*)
homework.

my dream boy is smart
but this is a lot
for me, since I'm about
as dumb
as Perseus Achilles Jackson
and about as ADHD
as the word itself.
A
D
H
D.

I take a deep breath before
picking up my lead pencil
that I got from nico's art
supplies, and guessed on
about every question, in
every packet, before giving
up.

I looked up at
my dream boy
who had fallen asleep
and blushed
and smiled
and stood.
I ran my lengthy fingers
through his soft raven hair
and loved the fact
that tomorrow is tuesday
and monday is about over with
but loving even more
the picture I took of nico
that I later on set beside my bed.
he is so cute,
even in his leather shoes,
and shady dark clothes.
his skin the perfect contrast,
to the dark cave covering
his pale skin like snow.
that's it--it is snow, and he
is winter,
surviving the end and beginning of every year
of everything
on his own, freezing cold
and still so beautiful.
he has long eyelashes,
like the claws of a polar bear,
and looks more peaceful
than the fish under his ice,
the secrets and worries and negativity
that I hope isn't meeting him from beneath
when I'm around to hold him
and melt them myself.
his scars are art,
but it's not as beautiful,
as his red and orange and yellow
sunsets.

his hand is laying on
written equations and warm paper,
a black pen spilling ink
onto white paper.
I can't help but kiss his cheek,
and brush his hand,
and string his hair yet again.

my beautiful boy,
boy with scars, but
not boy of scars.

I hope this never ends.

A/N I know this book is so boring right now, I have more ideas but also need more. Thanks to AnnabethChase03 for being the first to read this, and sharing ideas, and being overall an amazawesome reader. I have not yet used her idea yet, but will include it in here soon.
Thank you so much, enjoy the next chapters!