Chapter 21

        "Nessa!" I was shook awake by two strong and caring hands.

I blinked my eyes and furrowed my eyebrows.

"What are you guys doing here?" I asked, looking at Finn and Matt.

         "Well, did you want us to leave your lifeless body on the floor?" Matt chuckled.

     "Yes, please." I say sarcastically. "Its my time."

     "What would be on your gravestone?" Matt asked Finn.

      "Probably, he wanted this." Finn mumbled with a quiet laugh.

I sat up and looked around, I was back in my room. Finn gave me a goofy smile and tackled me with tickles.

"Finn W-Wolfhard! Stop!" I tried to get out of his grasp but Matt helped him, hold me down.

Suddenly someone fell off the bed, Finn.

He held his crotch, oh lord...

"Why'd you have to kick me there!" Finn shrieked .

Matt started to laugh hard and let go of me.

"S-sorry!" Was all that came out of my small mouth, realizing I had kicked him.

Finn looked at me with a scowl and limped over to his bed.

      "It's getting pretty late, it's 11:45pm, you guys need your sleep for the music video tomorrow." Matt said getting up from my bed and closing our bedroom door.

     "Finnie." I dragged the e drastically as I walked over to his bed and plopped myself down between his legs. "Talk to me."

"No." He turned to the left.

"I love you." I said with puppy eyes.

     He glared at me and rolled his eyes and sighed, "yeah, yeah. I love you too."

I smiled and crawled up to his height on the bed, I brought the covers to my chest and dug my back into Finn's stomach.

        "Goodnight, Wolfhard." I smiled and shut my eyes.

        "Goodnight, Stewart." He replied softly and turned to hold me.

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"I've got Gucci on my body, But it's you that's on my mind, you know I think about you all the time. You got something money cannot buy, and I don't care 'bout dollar, dollar signs with you." I rose my voice into the microphone. "I spend it all, I spend it all, I spend it all on you I spend it all, I spend it all, I spend it all on you I spend it all on you."

       How would this song be directed? I honestly had no idea because I dont want to make a song about Jaeden, and I don't want to influence my fanas in the wrong way but I literally had no scenario.
     After I finished my chorus, I was instantly shoved to the ground by a strong person. I looked up and saw Cam, sometimes I just wish I could beat hi--

     "Hey loser, what are you up to at 7 in the morning?" Cam laughed and helped me up.

     "Can't you see? I'm recording a new song," I rolled my eyes and walked passed him. "Out of everyone you should've known.."

     "Okay my singing career is not to be talked about." Cam argued.

     "Sure, sure, whatever you say." I trailed off and left the room.

"Okay I have this really funny joke," Cam started.

     "Oh no." I mumbled.

     "What did the buffalo say to his son when he left for college?" Cam waited excitedly.

     "What?" I groaned, walking into the kitchen.

    "Bi-son!" He laughed and banged his hand in the table.

What the fuc-

       "So funny, you know what might be funnier?" I said with a smile. "You leaving me alone in the kitchen, maybe I'll get some privacy."

      "Privacy? In this house, we have no privacy!" Cameron stated.

    "Yeah we do," I got three pans out of the cabinets. "Matt said."

     "Come on, what's wrong?" Cameron turned serious all in a second.

    "I-I," I started but closed my mouth. Should I tell him? "Its nothing."

    "Ness." He whipped my body to face him, slowly moving my chin to look at him. "What's wrong."

     I got out of his grasp and shook my head, "I said it's nothing."

      "Thats B.S." He sighed. "Hey, I'm your big brother and you can trust me with anything."

     "I miss mom," I blurted out. "And Jaeden."

He stopped moving when Jaeden came out of my mouth. The exact reaction I expected.

    "Jaeden did you so wrong though." He said.

     "But he was the only person I would ever love until this point. He didn't abuse me when we dated.. I miss the memories, and we dated in the time when my mom and I were super close." I explained. "I'll never get that back."

Cameron hugged me tightly, "Its going to be okay Nessa. Maybe not now, but one day."

I smiled at his embrace, I really did miss Cameron's advice for the most Part. Other than that, he's annoying.

     "What's going in here?" I turned to my left and saw Finn with a confused look on his face.

     "It's called brother and sister love." I chuckled and pulled away from the hug. "You should know that."

    "Right." Finn glared at Cam. "You should probably head to sleep, its way too early."

    "Oh I'm fi-" Cam got cut off by Finn.

     "I meant Nessa." Finn glared harder at Cameron.

Cameron returned the same glare to Finn and clenchef his jaw, that was such a nice view-

     "It's okay guys, I'll get some rest." I said and rolled my eyes, walking up the stairs. Ugh, boys are ridiculous.

I headed to Matt's room because I really had no intention of sleeping in a room with Finn, he was being mean to Cam!

I opened the door softly and shook Matt just a little.

    "Hm?" Matt blinked his eyes open. "What are you doing here?"

     "Finn got on my nerves, can I sleep here?" I asked with puppy dog eyes.

"Ugh, fine." Matt chuckled in annoyance.

He moved towards the right side if the bed, leaving room for me to crawl into. I snuggled under the warm covers and turned to the left.

     "We'll talk about this in the afternoon." Matt said before dozing off.

Yeah, totally..