I was finally released from the hospital, I left a note for them. Just so they won't panic, I even texted Youngbae not to worry and that I was fine. I went to my room, grabbing clothes for a shower. I felt icky with being in the hospital.

I smiled to myself slowly, who knew that 4 members of Big Bang would care for me. It was coincidental that I moved into the condos here, it was more convenient because it was close to Miss Jade's Noodle shop and Wang's Grocery.

I walked back towards the living room, turning on my sound system. The noise helps me forget, everything running through my head.

As the sounds of Fantastic Baby, play through my speakers. I started to dance around forgetting about my worries, dancing towards the bathroom. I left the bathroom door open so I could hear the next song, which so happened to be another favorite.

Don't tell anyone one this but when I first heard K-pop, was when I went to a Rain concert by accident. That's when I had heard about Big Bang, I bumped into one of them as I was checking on my friend in the comfort room.

Back then I was a nerd, braces, pigtails and big thick black framed glasses. I had a mad crush on Gdragon, shh don't tell anyone.

SHIT, I just remembered I have pictures of my back then in the living room. Hopefully he doesn't remember, I pray he doesn't. I would die of embarrassment, I finish my necessary cleanings of myself in the bathroom. I changed quickly, I forgot I gave Youngbae a spare key just in case. I step out of the bathroom, to come face to face with a chest.

"I've missed you Alecia, but next time do me a favor and close the bathroom door. You have know idea how much I'm holding myself back right now."

I took one small step back, the towel still covering my face which was blushing cherry red at the moment.

"Youngbae, Have you every played the board game Monopoly?"

"No Never!" Youngbae replied.

"In the game, there are 16 cards of fate & chance. The probability of drawing those cards is 50%. To have met and fallen in love is like us drawing the chance card. But very soon, we'll draw the fate card. However, the game is not over, right? It doesn't matter what kind of cards were dealt with, we still have a chance to win as long as we don't give up before the game ends."

"So what your saying is that what is between us is a game?" Youngbae said.

"If that is how you interpret it, then nevermind then. Forget I ever said anything, I don't have time for mind games. Now if you'll excuse me, I have plans that now do not include you. Don't forget to lock up when you leave, I don't want anyone robbing me or anything."

I grabbed my backpack and a water bottle, I walked out the front door slamming it closed. I was quietly scolding myself, about men not reading between the lines. I wasn't watching where I was going, when I slammed in a back of someone. 

"Oh, its you." Another one I could add to my list of egos, I let out a sigh.

"ALECIA, Wait for me!" Someone yelled from behind me.

"What do you want, T.O.P.? How may I help you?" I had said.

"Alecia, Taeyang texted me something about a board game called Monopoly. What the hell is he talking about?"

I turned around quickly, "Basically I told him, the ball is in his court. Its up to him if he wants to get serious, knowing I'm going to die soon anyways. I don't want to give it my all, I don't want a one sided love. Do you get it now? Shit, I just told you that I love him didn't I? Forget it, Forget I said anything. It's not worth peoples feelings or getting a broken heart. Goodbye T.O.P, now go back to your brother and leave me alone I need some space okay?!"

I watched Alecia walk away, I don't know if she knew but tears were running down her face as she was explaining everything. I lifted the phone to my ear, "So did you hear all of that? I hope you know what your doing? She is in way too deep to back out now, so what will it be? Will you tell her you love her too? Or will you be a bad dog and walk away with your tail between your legs?" T.O.P said into the phone.

"I don't know, what I will do ever since what's her face I never wanted to get into another relationship again. Remember I told you last time, unless my heart beats uncontrollably then its a no. But what if I told you she has my heart already? What should I do?" Taeyang replied.

"Its like she said, the ball is in your court. Will you pass the ball? Or will you go in for a slam dunk? Its your decision, no one can decide but you. But lets talk it over with the others, maybe they have the answers you seek. I'm hanging up now later." Top said.